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[lightheadedivy]

finally -4.5 kg!!! I have 9 days left to lose 1.5 kg to achieve my goal of -6 kg per month I'm so nervous 😓

[angel9383737]

the worse feeling is looking at old photos of yourself knowing that you let yourself gain back so much. I feel disgusted with myself.

[lightheadedivy]

knowing all the weight that I have to lose now I already lost it once makes me so mad at myself, at least it helps me know that it is possible

[ghostownbitch-deactivated202607]

[lightheadedivy]

so I ate my maintenance yesterday and I actually maintained??? first time ever that wl science doesn't lie to me ugh finally

[lightheadedivy]

WAIT NO I ACTUALLY STEPPED ON THE SCALE AGAIN AND I LOST 0.4 KG MORE IM LOSING MY MIND

I was on a plateau for 10 days and now I lost 1.6 kg on a couple days I didn't feel this kind of joy in so long

[lightheadedivy]

so I ate my maintenance yesterday and I actually maintained??? first time ever that wl science doesn't lie to me ugh finally

[lightheadedivy]

I had a dream (nightmare) about an edtt coming in my fyp and realizing it was reposted by my best friend who is already so th¡n and beautiful and I just cried thinking about isolating from her for months

[lightheadedivy]

I literally started telling her my dream and then I had to change it and lie, I think I'm already at the point where my £d is so the center of my life that I forget that is not normal and I don't have to talk about it

[lightheadedivy]

yesterday I ate my maintenance bc I'm really sick and i felt like fainting literally all day and I'm so scared to step on the sc4l3, I was just out of the plateau I don't want to come back, pls pls pls pls let it be the same as yesterday or even lower, if I see a bigger number I won't be able to rationalize and my day will be ruined already at 6 am

[v3nus0n3arth]

i could wear so many cute outfits if i didn’t look disgusting

[lightheadedivy]

I had a dream (nightmare) about an edtt coming in my fyp and realizing it was reposted by my best friend who is already so th¡n and beautiful and I just cried thinking about isolating from her for months

[lightheadedivy]

yk guys don't hate me but >600 intake is so not for me, I can tolerate feeling dizzy and lightheaded, but my heart going such a high speed, my hands shaking, my chest feeling heavy to breathe, the insomnia, the fear of fainting, I can't bare it, ik feeling sick is part of this but I can't endure it, my mind feels sick enough to feel my body this weak, I feel such a w4nner3x¡c "choosing" a higher intake, I hope there's some of you who also have 900-1100 a day, I've never truly seen it and it makes me feel so invalid :(

[lightheadedivy]

I'VE BEEN IN A F***ING PL4TEAU FOR 10 MISERABLE DAYS PLS HELPPP😭

I've been variating my intake to prevent this, some days my intake is 400 and others 900, I walk around 20.000 steps daily, I drink a lot of water, fiber, protein, but my w3¡ght has just fluctuated between the same 0.5 kg, I'm so infuriated I'm not doing all this to not being able to lose a miserable p0und in ten days 😓😓😓

Last week of April I lost 3.5 kg just like that and I thought "omg may is gonna be so successful" and here I am three weeks later at the same exact w3¡ght

[lightheadedivy]

nvmmmm I got out of the plateau today finally!!! I'm losing weight so slowly tho 😓 I was looking at registers of 2023 and I used to lose 0.4 a day gosh and now I've been struggling to lose 0.5 a week I wish I was a teenager still

[lightheadedivy]

I'VE BEEN IN A F***ING PL4TEAU FOR 10 MISERABLE DAYS PLS HELPPP😭

I've been variating my intake to prevent this, some days my intake is 400 and others 900, I walk around 20.000 steps daily, I drink a lot of water, fiber, protein, but my w3¡ght has just fluctuated between the same 0.5 kg, I'm so infuriated I'm not doing all this to not being able to lose a miserable p0und in ten days 😓😓😓

Last week of April I lost 3.5 kg just like that and I thought "omg may is gonna be so successful" and here I am three weeks later at the same exact w3¡ght

[lightheadedivy]

hi everyone!! my friend @problematicpixie did a discord server for edblr community!! we'd love to have more ppl 🫶

Echa un vistazo a la comunidad problematic pixies🧚🦋 en Discord. Pasa el rato con 10 miembros y disfruta de chat de voz y texto gratis.

[skinny4evr]

[lightheadedivy]

I'm laying down and the room is still spinning, I don't understand, today I even consumed around 1000 cals and I'm super hydrated I didn't workout or anything intense, how do I get rid of the malaise and discomfort, I'm so scared all the time that I'm gonna pass out, three years ago my only problem was the food noise but now I feel like dying all day

[lightheadedivy]

I need help, I binged all weekend, it all started yesterday when my in-laws practically manipulated me to eat something huge bc it would make them feel bad if I didn't, and I was so frustrated bc I had been so perfect and I had lost 3.5kgs and I felt like it was all worthless bc that food messed it up, yk that feeling, well today was my little brother's bday and family started again with the eat this "eat that, do it now, why don't you do it, eat, eat, eat, eat" so I everything repeated and now I'm so disappointed in myself, I got home, I stepped on the scale and I'm +2.8 kg heavier, practically just -0.7 from my starting weight and I feel so overwhelmed, I don't know how to get trough this, I messed up so bad, I hate how fragile I am in front on my family it's like I'm not able to say no, I feel so bad, I don't know what to do

[ahkwamarine]

" i'm so hungry " are you sure of this?