An Imaginary Portrait...

[lightsinsideyoureyes]

considering coming back here. (never thought I would)

but 30years and thriving living the life. pretty much still hopelessly falling for women. But I do work in the film industry now.

[lordwilde]

Elle Fanning photographed by Szilveszter Makó for Who What Wear, January 2026.

[lightsinsideyoureyes]

should I come back?

[sophsun1]

FRIENDS – 7.02: The One With Rachel's Book

[emmynominees]

julianna margulies as alicia florrick in season five of the good wife

primetime emmy award winner for outstanding lead actress in a drama series

[lickerishdreams-deactivated2019]

“People think that intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them and their response is “you’re safe with me” - that’s intimacy.”

— The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo: A novel by Taylor Jenkins Reid

[cptrs]

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[greggaraki]

The Talented Mr. Ripley | 1999 | dir. Anthony Minghella

[z-o-r-o]

Moritz Bleibtreu and Martina Gedeck in The Baader Meinhoff Complex

[princesconsuela]

mood

[heaveninawildflower]

‘New Moon and Evening Star, Phoenix’ (after 1923) by George Elbert Burr.

Etching, drypoint and aquatint on paper.

Image and text information courtesy Smithsonian American Art Museum.

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shuji hiramatsu

[aubreyblythe]

Rebecca Louise Law | The Flower Garden Display’d | London 2014

[lightsinsideyoureyes]

i feel disconected to everyone I know back home. I thouhgt it was a good idea to move to a different city where I would know nobody. Yet i am searching online for this connection..which I had back home. I’m just not good the past week..I know i should be. I like my internship a lot, its a challenge almost every day and  the most exciting part has yet to start ( which will be in two months) but I hate to say it, I am lonely here. and I never really understood loneliness because of social media, but I do now.  I know coming here is was the right decision, and i still believe it. Its just very hard..and i am coping not very well.  Also the last months have been really intense..and maybe its my fear of losing everything that i am now want to be clingy with the people back home. But i am stopping myself. Because i need this distance also for myself. And i need this internship and I also finally do something which i think is important.  Yet i am in this different city by myself. 

[mambety]

Diary of an African Nun (Julie Dash, 1977)

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poetic cinema…………..

[lightsinsideyoureyes]

Thelma.

[love]

“We’re on the same wavelength. We’re connected that way, even if I’m away from her.” ― Haruki Murakami. Drawing by Juan Osorno.