Close your eyes

Lights is the name. Singing is the game.

[hxroid-blog-blog]

It sucks. We’re supposed to be just the five of us and now, I love the others obviously but, now it doesn’t feel the same. Feels off balance or… I miss him so much.

[lightsy-infamous]

It’s understandable. They are all a huge part of your life. 

[hxroid-blog-blog]

Eh, been better I guess.

[lightsy-infamous]

Yeah, i heard about Zayn. I’m sorry for you guys. It’s hard to lose a member like that. I don’t know what i’d do if i lost a member of my band. They are like family to Rocket and I. 

[ashtonsctrl]

Right, yeah, sorry. But nah, reckon it’s just, a lot right now. I mean like, we’re not five anymore, we’re just four. That’s like saying Half Direction instead of One Direction.

[lightsy-infamous]

I’m sorry for you guys. It got to be hard to lose a friend like that. I’m sure it will all be ok. 

[midnight--machines]

[lightsy-infamous]

Stanley is not pleased with me. 

[ashtonsctrl]

Bit surprised you haven’t heard yet. Zayn’s quit the band.

[lightsy-infamous]

It’s hard to keep up when you have a one year old that has to be attended to. Oh, I’m so sorry. Are you ok?

[hxroid-blog-blog]

Please. That isn’t old at all.

[lightsy-infamous]

It’s old enough. Anyways how are you?

[ashtonsctrl]

Naah —- doesn’t really matter though.

[lightsy-infamous]

Yes, it does. What’s wrong?

[hxroid-blog-blog]

You don’t look that old.

[lightsy-infamous]

I’ll take that as a compliment. I’m 27 almost 28. I’m getting up there. 

[ashtonsctrl]

———-

[ashtonsctrl]

[lightsy-infamous]

Are you ok, sweetie?

[lightsy-infamous]

I know it is. You learn some things when you're as old as me.

[lightsy-infamous]

Those are the worst things to try to look for. They'll drive you insane.

[lightsy-infamous]

Need help finding something?

[riley-calder-deactivated2022020]

[lightsy-infamous]

You ok?

[hxroid-blog-blog]

[lightsy-infamous]

Missing something?

[keegan-allen-x-blog]

Soo what did everyone think of that finale?

[lightsy-infamous]

What finale?

[lightsy-infamous]

I believe the books are always better.

[lightsy-infamous]

It really is. Ive taken to writing down names and numbers just in case.