Nasir Lightwood

My name is Nasir Lightwood. I used to be a man destined to to die for a cure. Now I am a man fighting for happiness both as a wolf and a human being. I'm a chef and a mercenary, the latter in the hopes to finally getting my family back.

[pegasusmeteor]

Pegasus chuckled. "What are you afraid of? I'm not working for your family and I doubt any bias hunter would be interested or even believe your story"

[lightwoodreborn]

"It is not really about fear...it is more about...I struggle with how I feel about it. There is a complicated battle in me. It as if the me before the bite is still clawing at me." Nasir tried to explain. "It is just very complicated."

[viclight]

Victor: I heard you have siblings here though with you and that you married.

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir: Yeah that's true, but I still miss them.

[adarklighthale]

Peter smiled and did not hesitate. "You are the reason I'm here." Peter then stole a quick peck. "Being alone, hated by your family, kids and god knows who else can eventually do a number along with all the other traumas that I have. I probably would had left town and not look back."

[lightwoodreborn]

Peter's words touched him, just as they always do whenever their shared traumas come up. The way he felt was just how he felt. Even with Alexander and Agron in town, he at times still felt alone. He wanted to hug his dad so hard, his mother too. He wanted to share a meal with his sister, to be an uncle to her child. It still hurt how much they hated him. "And I would have died..."

[pegasusmeteor]

"Would you like to talk about your own situation?" Pegasus asked him. He only knew the basics, what most people knew, but he barely knew any details about it. And now that he knew Nasir beyond the surface, he knew that most of the rumors are wrong.

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir wondered if he should. Should he trust Pegasus with such personal information? "Sorry to say this, but I'm not totally sure if I should. Most people don't, not even my alpha has all the details." Nasir said.

[adarklighthale]

Peter would had commented more on the eyeroll if Nasir had not put his heart on the table. They have talked a few times about his home, but not like this. "It is not. I miss mine, not the new house but the way it was before the fire." Peter said, "I miss those times, but I hope that you feel or eventually feel like we are your home and will always be your home."

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir felt a bit guilty right there. He hated triggering Peter. They both had nightmares about their past. Ghosts that haunted them even when awake. Trauma had bonded them, even made them find love in each other, but he still hated it. "Do you feel at home with me?" Nasir finally asked.

[viclight]

Victor: A struggle?

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir: Yes because I still miss my home and my family.

[pegasusmeteor]

"I would. As much as I love my home, I don't want to be like a prison to me." Pegasus told him, "But it may be my home in my final years, maybe." He shrugged and parked the car close to Derek's pack home. He was allowed to so he know the alpha would not complain to him later. "Would you like that too?"

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir chuckled. "Sounds very complicated, just like my own situation." Nasir leaned back and thought of his family, of wanting to be home and yet feeling like he would never be welcome there. He had a new home with his brothers, with his pack, with his husband, his mate. Then why did he miss it? "Yeah complicated.

[viclight]

Victor: Live as you are.

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir: Oh...on that's a struggle every day.

[adarklighthale]

"Now those are surprises I want to keep to myself." His grin crawled back to his face as if it had been there all along. it stayed there even when Nasir seem to be putting their dreams into doubts. He was used to this, but it still stung. However, he did see light as Nasir moved the goalpost even further to their dreams. "I would love that. I do like the idea of waking up beside you more often and you know...you could all always just moved in to my loft or...Agron and Alexander can move in to a loft in the building. They could be our neighbors and it could make all of this far easier for all of you." Peter thought out loud.

[lightwoodreborn]

At that, Nasir rolled his eyes. Of course he would say that. He expected it, and it still annoyed him. However, what he didn't expect him to say was what he said next. His smile just couldn't be stopped. "I do... love waking up beside you, waking up in your arms." He told him and rubbed his hand. "Maybe I can propose that to them...it would make so many things so much easier. It is just hard for me. I have a home with you, with my brothers, with the pack and yet...is it bad that I still miss it? Miss my home?"

[pegasusmeteor]

"Exactly. Some of my siblings have decided to stay away. I intent to come home, but perhaps I can find a good compromise that way I don' harm my home while keeping some of my personal freedoms." Pegasus said.

[lightwoodreborn]

"Would you prefer that?" Nasir asked. "Like...still have a pack you want to be in and still be able to go back home?" He wondered if he was even allowed to go back home. Nasir wasn't. It was one of the things that still hurt him. He wondered if Agron or Alxander could go back and bring some of his things...or even his dad if he dared to do it.

[adarklighthale]

"Oh...I have so many things prepare for us." Peter said and leaned in to peck his lips. "Are you excited to see it? It was not an easy thing to hide from you. I have been working on it for a way, way before we discussed children. I know it is a big step...and if we decide to move in, it will hard for you to be away from your brothers, but perhaps...it would be good for us once we have the children."

[lightwoodreborn]

"You do? Like what?" He had a strong feeling that Peter was not going to tell him. If there was anything Peter loved more than anything, it was a proper scheme. "I am excited. I know it doesn't look that way, but I guess... we've struggled with the whole me moving to your loft, and now... probably moving to a home, away from them. It just reminds me that I should probably get into that, right?" Nasir said. "I could just properly move to the loft as a first step."

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir: When is it not?

[viclight]

Victor: True. How do you do it?

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir: Do what exactly?

[laidbacklightwood]

Agron shook his head. "No. I don't mind. I'll wash yours too." He said while Nasir was removing his shoes and socks before walking with him to the bathroom. Once they were both inside, he closed the door behind them. Before he could start stripping himself, Agron stopped due to what his older brother said to him, making him raise a brow. "Start what? My feelings about our uncle being alive and currently in Beacon Hills?" He asked before turning to the shower in order to turn on the water.

[lightwoodreborn]

"Good." He said. More clothes were off until Nasir was naked. However, compared to his shoes and socks, he folded his trousers and shirt once they were off. "Yeah...we could start there, and then we could go wherever else you want to go, if you want to go there anyway." Because he was sure Agron's current feelings were not about his uncle. Something else was going on. "I'm up for whatever you want." He offered him a smile before opening the door to the shower. "Are you into baths by the way?"

[adarklighthale]

Peter had to chuckled. He had someone who seemed lost in Nasir and another who was excited for what was to come in Theo. It was a hilarious contrast, but once he was very amused by it. "Of course. How foolish of me." Peter said and gave Nasir a quick kiss before he placed his focus on Theo. He started by slowly sliding inside. Yes, he was wet and stretched, but he knew two things. He was longer and thicker than Nasir and second, he wanted Theo to feel every inch. As he did, Peter leaned down and pressed soft kisses as he traveled upward Theo's body. He groaned when half of him was inside of the young man, but he didn't stop. His kisses didn't either.

When he he reached his face, he mouthed around Nasir's expose cock, but then took Theo off it just so he could make out with him.

@packlesshybrid

[packlesshybrid]

Once Theo closed his lips around Nasir's cock, he started not only feeling everything that Nasir's cock did in his mouth, but also tasting it too. He couldn't really bob his head in this position. This was more of a face-fuck kind of position, though it was clear that Nasir wasn't going to do that. Instead, the hybrid did the only thing he could really do, which was suck on it. He also moaned around it as he felt Peter slowly fill him up with his own cock.

Feeling more and more inches enter inside him, along with the kisses planted on his body was all a bit distracting. Although what got Theo fully distracted from Nasir cock was Peter forcing him off of it in order for them to make out, and boy did he make out with Peter. Theo immediately made it passionate on his end and even deepened it as he shoved his tongue into Peter mouth.

@lightwoodreborn

[lightwoodreborn]

If there was one thing he knew about his husband was that he loved a good scheme. He was planning something, and whatever it was, it was working. Despite of how he felt, Nasir felt obligated to see this true, and it helped not just how much he loved Peter was, but how horny he made him. It was not that Theo was not making him feel good. It felt pretty damn good. He was doing quite well, but nothing compared to his mate. Just his lips around mouthing his cock was enough to feed Theo with more pre-cum as it throbbed in his mouth, but then Nasir whined. Yes, he whined because he saw how passionate and hungry Peter and Theo were kissing each other. It was so fucking hot, but it also annoyed him. It made him jealous and possessive. And as usual, Nasir never thought twice when horny, so he moved down and interrupted their make-out by forcing his cock in between them, and when he got the chance. He pushed into Theo's mouth. "I thought this was what you wanted," He grunted.

@adarklighthale

[pegasusmeteor]

"Yeah. Even believe systems are afraid of death. It makes hem just like us. Isn't that interesting?" He asked him as he went into the woods. "Yes, some of my siblings refuse to go back home. It is normal for that to happen."

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir smiled at that. He was right. Concepts were as human as all humans. It was why his mother still believed what she was believing, and so were the ones before her. "Like all families. Not everybody's the same."

[viclight]

Victor: It is complicated

[lightwoodreborn]

Nasir: When is it not?

[adarklighthale]

Peter chuckled. He could see every question already popping in his husband's mind "There is a small supermarket about thirty minutes away along with other stories with essentials. There is a post office in that same place." Peter said, "And yes we have internet. I made sure we have own way to get access to wireless satellites. It may be a bit slow, but that's good enough for our current needs."

[lightwoodreborn]

He hated it when Peter did that, read his mind like that. He had heard that mates could do that with each other and Peter had proven that many times before. "Anything else that you prepared for me? For us?" He asked.