[likebeingcool]

what i am mostly afraid of is that im again entering a relationship in which i need to be a nanny to his insecurities and anxiety… im born to be a healer but id like someone to heal me as well… idk i dont feel strong about this relationship but it is what it is ..

[likebeingcool]

But every imagination, every imagined conception, is in every case always false, degrading. Essence is, in essence, always different, and the opposite is always essence itself, essentially. The fact that we exist through illusions and through nothing else requires no words.

[theoptia]

Fernando Pessoa, from The Book of Disquiet

[likebeingcool]

okay sooo even tho i thought we were perfect for each other we might just not be it… i think he’s too avoidant and im too anxious; i need lots of reassurance and he needs lots of his space whereas for me it’s not possible when trying to make a living together (at the start). i will be going to cph soon and i need to think whether i even want to have this conversation. cuz if i want to talk about my needs etc maybe i don’t need to tell it all again cuz i did once and he can always ask but also i think open communication is hot and i should communicate like that… but would the words change anything? even if he promises to give me more reasurence? no. because deep down i know that his actions speak louder than words and i just need some classy shit like did y got home safe princess or whateva instead of splitting the day after pill which i will suffer hormonally for . okai , im in full beef mode but i think what to do. i’ll just go, see, and that’s it. and if something im going to to say goodbye but i think he would be a great help so i might stick to that area as well as mean as it sounds …

[likebeingcool]

dear diary

this month: i got a boyfriend, left my job, got into uni in denmark, went on holiday twice, seen Laurel Halo, got three of my favourite japanese notebooks, painted my flat, and it’s just 21/05

[lamignonette]

[makingimages]

[likebeingcool]

rewatching fleabag and it’s more relatable than ever

[likebeingcool]

“Love is as love does. Love is an act of will—namely, both an intention and an action. Will also implies choice. We do not have to love. We choose to love.” Since the choice must be made to nurture growth, this definition counters the more widely accepted assumption that we love instinctually.”

[suonko]

by Henri Martin

[likebeingcool]

i bought new panties for our trip…if this ain’t a sign of love then idk what is. but also he told me today that he read bell book’s all about love and i should read it too so i learn the theory and we practice together … aaaaand i bought a compact areopress… yup. 👍 clearly hooked on

[holybeings]

It matters so much to not give up the moment something becomes difficult it feels so good to push it and show yourself you can do something you once believed impossible

[samanthajonespublicrelations]

drinking water is kind of like exercise or having sex because it's like when you're not doing it it's like yeah whatever but then you do it and it's like wow I forgot that this rocks

[likebeingcool]

love is a stream. it’s continuous, it doesn’t stop, it doesn’t have a beginning or an end.

[likebeingcool]

I’m a walker, I’m a dreamer, tree house greeter, pentacostal preacher

I’m a rocker, yeah I’m a schemer, compost preacher, pioneer believer

[likebeingcool]

i don’t want to get lost in your screen, except for when its hit by a big sunbeam

[likebeingcool]