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everyday life

© Chris Niedenthal

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reading up on flowers and plants of Thailand at the TankAir family and friends popup yesterday.some of the vine like shrubs have roots that are poisonous to fish..

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waiting for this coffee to kick in. umm, at work- as a nanny I’m scared I give off normie than my freak self. it makes me sad #sometimes.

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ew I can’t believe I thought I liked this twink with a mustache…. Everything I thought I liked about him was literally just all me. lmfao

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Anyway- no sexy man has called me mamas in a long time and I’m # in need of #that

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Hopalong and cry, baby.

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picking my mom up from the auto shop so she doesn’t have to wait on those uncomfortable chairs. then driving us to get myself another cup of coffee because I want to <3

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hmm it’s true, I think even when getting to know someone as a friend it’s a lot when things move so fast. so even so when meeting someone romantically, I think I’m just learning that trust and friendship is built on the mundane day to day curiosity we have for life and for each other. And how we choose to show up, effortlessly or not.

I’m grieving and processing a lot right now while handling a lot of responsibilities but on the phone last week Monica said to me I know it’s hard but please also focus on all the things you do have in your life and it’s true. there are a handful of amazing and beautiful friends in my life that have kept me sane. I’m also just learning what kind of things I need in time of immense grief and I actually don’t know, but I’m learning.

sometimes it’s annoying that strangers stumble on our blogs and we’re over here stream of consciousness writing and posting nudes but idk I love my girls on here- we keep eachother going lmao

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Tibet. Scanned from the book Wedding Ceremonies: Ethnic Symbols, Costume and Rituals; 2001; Tiziana & Gianni Baldizzone