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The Wire by HAIM
if you could have personally witnessed anything, what would you want to have seen?
I would want to have seen the creation of the universe or one of Shaespeare’s plays.
The Life and Times of Lila Evers
At age 12, Cyrus, her older brother, ran away from him leaving her to deal with her toxic family life. Her mother started to focus on Lila more and more pressure was put on Lila to be perfect. Her criticism started to become harsher and  less constructive. It was also the same year Lila learned about her father’s affairs.Â
At age 17-18, Lila had enough and separated herself from her parents. She refused to talk to them, finding a home with her grandparents. Her mother was arrested for domestic abuse and lost her job at Mass Gen. Her father turned his back on his family and will be marrying his girlfriend this June. At the start of  senior year, Lila decided to go for a fresh start. Breaking the Evers family tradition of attending Harvard, Lila will be attending the University of Oxford. She also started a relationship with Ginny Kenendy-Spade, her first love. They 're planning on having a long distance relationship next year.
At age 35, Lila has a double-specialty in general surgery and neonatal surgery. Currently the head of neonatal surgery, she has her eyes on becoming chief of surgery and plans to become one before she turns 46. No longer afraid of becoming her parents, Lila embraced motherhood and marriage.Â
Taken from an old Chinese legend, the idea that those who will meet and interact at some point their lives are connected by an invisible red thread, tangled and twisted, and sometimes worn, but never broken.
I graduated at the top of my class in middle school; I was homeschooled until freshman year; from a class of 30 on the east coast. I live in New Forest; I live in Lake Shore; I live in New York City. An assigned group project, prep rallies, a cause. It tied us together.
We saw One Direction. We read the Bible. We read the Quran. We read tweets. We painted up and surfed the crowd. We walked. For protest. For lack of licenses. For food. We danced. In the gym. In parking lots. In dorms. Theoretically we would have met. Never would have arrived. Never would have watched. Or listened. Or cheered as we defeat South Shore. Again. But we did.
We did…and convoluted knots formed between us. With the senate race. With gay rights. With gun rights. With a shift to liberalism, capitalism, atheism. And back.
We worried about what the football team would do without Coach Meyers. We experimented with chemistry. And heartbreak. We procrastinated on reading the assigned summer reading. We shopped. At Old Orchard and rewarded ourselves with soft pretzels in the food court. At thrift stores the weekend before Spirit Week.
We wore swim caps that turned our hair into beehives. We spent hours rehearsing in the theater. We were stars on opening night. We got second in the spelling bee. Second. Not first. We didn’t get accepted to the college of our dreams, the goal that our life revolved around. All in theory.
In theory, we’ll untangle one day. But there will still be the knots along the way. One last chance. To win the homecoming game. To pull an all-nighter for that 4.0. We’ll walk these halls once more. We’ll somehow ace Mr. Blaine’s wicked English final, while can only hope to squeak a B in Physics. And we’re waking up early this Saturday because a 2132 isn’t quite good enough. We’ll go to Yale, maybe Princeton, but probably Northwestern. No definitely Stanford. We met our mentors. We met our guides. We made decisions and desserts. We’ll carry both out of the building with us. We promise each other that the C in Calculus isn’t going to keep us from a college acceptance letter. We promise each other we’ll keep in touch.
Our strings have tangled. They have woven. They have danced, tied stretched, looped, bent, curved, twisted. And now it’s time to unravel them and move forward. As we seniors prepare to depart, we take with us strings that have been strengthened with the bonds made here. We don’t know where we will be this time next year, nor what kind of person we will be. All that is certain is that we will never forget the time we spent sewing the school together with the red string of fate. I found you, and you found me. And together, we conquered the world. And then we conquered South Shore. Our strings may tangle, it may stretch, it may wear thin, but it will never break.
“….Meaning?”
Meaning the lemon square is theirs.Â
“Really? You’re really going to try and take my food right in front of me?”
They paid already.
Prom || Linny
“I know we agreed on waiting until the end of the summer to talk about it, but if you think about it, that doesn’t really make much sense,” Ginny spoke.  She didn’t know why she was getting nervous, it was just Lila, and she thought Lila would agree with where she was going with the conversation.  Or at least that’s what she was hoping.
“Did you know my dads did long distance for 8 months just after they got married?” Ginny asked before clarifying, “It was a job thing and Daddy had to stay in New York while Papa went to London.  Anyway, obviously they handled it well.  So I asked them how they dealt with it and they told me there was something they did.  Besides talking on the phone every day, despite the overseas charges, they also wrote letters to each other every day in journals, but they didn’t send them.  They waited until they were together again before swapping journals and reading them together.  They were mostly mundane things about what happened that day, but they were able to experience them over again once they were back together and reading them together and they said it was almost like they were together the whole time.”
Ginny then withdrew from her pocket a long jewelry box.  She opened it and handed it to Lila, showing her the two delicate and expensive key necklaces inside.  She then turned around to withdraw two journals from under the cushion behind her.  They were obviously custom made with plenty of pages.  They were bound in leather and were engraved, one with the words “Dear Ginny,” and the other with “Dear Lila,”.  They each featured a lock on the side that could only be opened with the two necklaces.  “So I had these made,” Ginny explained, looking up from the journals to Lila.
Lila was speechless, it was a lot for her to take in. When people wrote to her advice blog, Lila often told them to try not to go to college with a boyfriend or girlfriend. In Lila’s eyes, starting college with a boyfriend or girlfriend would hold you back. Now, she was confused because Lila never thought she would date someone during high school, so she would never have to make this decision. Was she a hypocrite if she agreed to go long distance?
She had met the Kennedy-Spades and it was adorable how much they love each other, but Lila was her parents’ daughter. It doesn’t matter how many volunteer projects she head or how often she helped people, Lila knew that she’ll put her ambitions before anything else in life. She was selfish like that. What if she had commitment issues like her father? What if she was worse? “I think it’s a lovely idea,” Lila gave a sincere smile and squeezed Ginny’s other hand, “It’s really thoughtful of you to do this.” It was a touching gift, she thought as she realized how much effort and time Ginny put into it. The journals were obviously custom made which only made Lila’s heart sank more.
“I’ll make sure to write to you every day even if the most exciting thing that happens to me is forgetting an umbrella when it rains,” she said, knowing that she wasn’t ready to give this up. She might had her doubts, but Lila loved Ginny and that was not going to change even if they broke up at the end of the summer. It was time she stopped being her own block.Â
Prom || Linny
“Who would I even be without me ego,” Ginny teased back.  As much as Ginny loved talking about Cavitt and Uriah, she was also selfish and wanted to get back on to the topic of why she’d really set everything up for Lila, and the reason she’d created the scavenger hunt.
“So we fight a lot, right?” Ginny spoke, only afterwards realizing she probably could have done a better job leading in to the discussion, but not dwelling on it.  “I mean clearly, considering some of the places I told you to go to on the scavenger hunt.  But that being said, we’ve made it work, haven’t we?  I mean we’re here anyway,” she gestured to the scene around them.  “I know it’s still a bit ahead of us, but I think we can do long distance.”  She reached in to her pocket and held on to the item there, ready to hand it to Lila.
 “Yes, we do fight a lot. Once, it even ended with a punch,” Lila rolled her eyes at the memory of the event. She listened to Ginny as she started to ease into what she actually wanted to talk about.  Lila thought it was reassuring, because Ginny was right. They always made it work. “Yes, we have made it work, but you….” Lila stopped talking when she noticed Ginny reached into her pocket for something, “I thought we were taking things slow.” Mentally counting to the ten, Lila ignored the paranoia in her head and focused on staring at Ginny. “You wanted to get through senior year and the summer before we talked about this,” Lila was confused, but she maintained her calm façade. She was a pro at it by now anyways. Â
Prom || Linny
“I mean obviously,” Ginny tilted her head with a smirk and giggled, “You can’t get much better than me.”  The blonde then imagined Uriah and Cavitt together at prom.  She still wasn’t sold on him and would have to do some digging him to determine if he had any skeletons in his closet.  “Well let’s hope everything about their evening was tasteful,” she stated.
Ginny wasn’t too stressed about the end of the school year.  As a senior, she didn’t have any finals and she wasn’t too worried about her APs, she didn’t feel the need to get all 5s as it was.  “I’m ready to graduate, but everything is going to change after summer,” she reached out and grabbed Lila’s hand.  “I’m excited for our road trip, but I’m kind of scared for what happens after.”  The fact that Ginny was even admitting to being scared of something freaked even herself out.
“Please stop before you float away because of your inflated ego,” Lila teased, rolling her eyes despite how ironic it was for her to say that. Lila never outgrew her fangirl phase, she just became better at hiding it. She was a pro at leaving subtle tweets about her fandoms now. Along with her advice blog, Lila also had a secret fandom blog filled with her meta and edits for her many fandoms. You might even say she rivaled Oliver Scott when it came to potential couples. “Uriah’s a gentlemen. Plus he’s too innocent to make the first move,” Lila replied.
Hearing Ginny admit that she was scared comforted Lila. It was nice to be on the same page as her. “Everything will be fine,” she gave Ginny a reassuring smile. I hope, Lila thought to herself. She needed to stop second doubting her relationship before she screws things up again.
Prom || Linny
“I’ve been to prom before, so I know how it works,” Ginny shrugged, “Only this year I’m hoping there won’t be a shooting.”  Ginny remembered the awful shooting and had gone to painstaking effort to make sure security measures were in place at prom this year to prevent a repeat of what had happened the year before.  “I’ll have to talk to Cavitt and find out how it went,” Ginny spoke.  She wasn’t sure what it was about the two, but she was oddly invested in them.
Ginny smiled as she thought about how she was going to retrieve her rightful crown from Principal Duvall.  She knew exactly where she was going to put it in her room, right next to her Homecoming Queen crown.  “It’s weird that we’re graduating soon,” Ginny leaned back on a cushion next to Lila as she thought about it.  Soon they would be graduating, then would spend the summer on their road trip before moving apart.  She’d recently talked to her dads about it, and how nervous she was and they were the ones who had suggested to Ginny the idea that was currently waiting to be brought out of her pocket.
“Well, I do think this year’s prom is better than last year in terms of decoration and execution,” Lila admitted to Ginny. However, at the same time Lila refused to admit that her girlfriend did a better coordinating prom than she did last year when she assisted Hollis. Just like she still didn’t tell Ginny that Harvard waitlisted her. Lila Evers was just too prideful, a trait that reminded her too much of her mother. “Knowing those two, I’m sure it was a splendid night filled with adoration and lots of dancing,” Lila could picture the two juniors in her head doing exactly just that.
“It feels just like yesterday that I was a freshman here. I can’t believe it’s all going to be over soon. After AP exams, the year is going to fly by,” Lila sighed, feeling a mixture of stress because of her AP exams and the idea of her and Ginny being apart soon. She told them Ginny she wanted to take things slow, but Lila always planned ahead. Being able to be in control of life and knowing to expect was comforting for Lila.
Prom || Linny
“It’s really not a big deal,” Ginny assured her girlfriend, “I was just so caught up in planning prom that I found myself not even really wanting to go, so I created an alternative.  And this seemed like the best kind of alternative,” she explained.  She could tell that Lila thought it was silly, but Ginny honestly just loved being busy and constantly working on some project or another.
As much as she wanted to admit that the entire thing was her own planning, she knew that wasn’t true, “Cavitt helped a lot,” she explained, “I’m sure she was just doing it to suck up to me to become Head Plastic, but say the word flower and she practically will leap at you to offer her suggestions.”  She laughed as she remembered how excited Cavitt had been after Ginny had told her about her idea and the garden.  “Oh!” she remembered, “It turned out the vote was counted wrong.  You should feel very special that your girlfriend is prom queen.”
“If you say so,” Lila took a seat on one of the pillows laid out, “I don’t think we’re missing much at prom anyways.” Lila stared at the chocolate covered strawberries, she didn’t like to think about it too much but her relationship with Ginny was serious. They were even planning on spending the summer together. The familiar thoughts came back to her as she realized that senior year was ending soon. After the summer, there would be an entire ocean between them. Pushing the thoughts aside for Ginny’s sake, Lila focused on enjoying the night.
“Uriah also likes flowers. I think he actually knows the language of flowers,” she remembered when Uriah helped her pick out flowers last year, “I still don’t know what’s going on between them, but maybe something will happen at prom.” Lila laughed when Ginny told her about prom queen, “Congratulations, your highness. I guess everything worked out for you in the end.”     Â
Prom || Linny
Ginny stood up the moment she heard Lila come through the garden.  Quickly realizing it would be impossible to walk over to her in her heels, she shed them and approached her girlfriend.  “You made it,” she grinned, before throwing her arms over Lila’s shoulders and placing a quick peck on her lips.
The blonde grew slightly concerned at Lila’s question.  It was a simple enough question, and she had a perfectly good answer to it, but it still made her wary regardless.  “I know it’s silly, but our six month anniversary, aka my half-birthday is on Tuesday, and instead of waiting until then to do anything, I thought why not make it special and do it on prom night?”  She looked at the girl with hopeful eyes.  Rarely did Ginny let her guard down and her insecurities show, but lately she didn’t bother as much to hide them around Lila.
“Oh,” Lila said once she heard Ginny’s answer, “I’m sorry I forgot about our six month anniversary. I just had been so busy with studying for AP exams, calling people for the senior project, and working on my draft for the graduation. It just went over my head.” Lila did feel bad, but at the same time she wasn’t even aware that couples celebrated their six month anniversaries. Especially high school couples. It didn’t seem like a significant event to her, however this was also her first relationship so what would she know? Was she supposed to have a gift ready?
“It’s lovely, Ginny,” she told her girlfriend, taking in all of the decorations and work Ginny had put into this. “This is much better than being at prom,” Lila smiled at Ginny, “How did you manage to do all of this while being in charge of prom though? Â
Prom || Linny
It was getting late and Ginny hoped that Lila was almost at the last clue.  She hadn’t bothered to hide the last clue, instead leaving it propped on her bed beside a lily flower.  In fact, the last clue wasn’t even technically a clue, it was an invitation.  Ginny had set up the scavenger hunt to both give herself time to get to the final destination before Lila and because she thought it was a cute idea to remind Lila of some of the places they’d both fucked and fucked up at, because that was the definition of their relationship, ups and downs.  The final clue, the invitation, read, “Outside you will find a driver waiting outside a car, who will take you to your final destination (aka me, not anything morbid).  See you soon.  Love, G.”
Ginny sat waiting in the garden for Lila.  It was not far from campus and at an old manor that was used mostly as a place for photo shoots.  She’d managed to transform the back garden to her taste, or rather had gotten help doing so.  The help had mostly come from Cavitt who was obsessed with flowers.  Fairy lights were strung across the flower tresses and the middle of the garden was covered with a large silk sheet and matching pillows.  Ginny sat there with chilled champagne and chocolate covered strawberries, waiting for her girlfriend, desperately hoping that Lila would think it was okay.  Ginny loved being romantic, but also knew that her insecurities generally prevented her from being so.
Lila turned on the lights in Ginny’s room, prepared to search for the next clue. Seeing it propped on the bed was definitely a surprise for her. Walking over to the bed, Lila picked up the clue and read the clue. Ginny must had impeccable timing, Lila thought. Also Lila couldn’t help but wonder what the surprise was. It had to be big enough if Ginny was willing to leave prom early, she pondered as she walked the stairs.  There was not a car waiting for her when she arrived at Atwell Manor, but there was one waiting at the front of Atwell when she walked out the front door.
 She greeted the driver before she entered the car and waited for the car to take her to wherever Ginny was. The car ride surprisingly did not take as long as Lila expected it to. Stepping out of the car, Lila took in the old manor in front of her. The manor was gorgeous, more gorgeous than Atwell. It reminded her of her grandparent’s house. Following the trail of fairy lights, Lila found herself in the back garden of the manor. “What’s all of this for?” Lila asked Ginny as she approached her girlfriend.
Prom || Linny
Ginny had had to get creative when it came to setting up the second to last clue.  There weren’t many hidden places in the courtyard by the fountain.  Being there still made Ginny melancholy.  She remembered the day she learned of the kidnappings.  She and Lila had been sitting on the edge of the fountain, still learning how to be together when a freshman and come up to them with the news.  After she’d decided where the clue would be, Ginny had decided to place it in a well sealed plastic bag and sink it in the fountain along with a lucky penny.
The clue read, “You’ll find your last clue in the place where we get to be just us.  The place where there is no roommate and often no clothes.”  Ginny had obviously placed a clue in her own bedroom, after all they spent a lot of time there.  Ginny was one of the handful of people on campus without a roommate so it went without saying that Linny spent more time in Ginny’s room than Lila’s.
There were not many places Ginny could had hid her next clue, Lila thought as she approached the fountain. The fountain was gorgeous at night and the lights were turned on which helped spot the clue plastic bag almost instantly. Lila started to look for a stick to help pull the plastic bag towards her. She finally found a long enough stick near an old oak tree and used it to drag the plastic bag towards her seat at the edge of the fountain. Picking up the plastic bag, she walked over to the trash and tossed the plastic bag away before reading the next clue.
The next clue was obvious. Ginny’s room. Lila slipped the clue into her purse and started her walk back towards Atwell Manor. The door was unlocked when she arrived and she started to climb up the stairs to Ginny’s room. She would later remind Ginny of all of the safe concerns she had later Lila thought as she walked up the stairs. Walking towards the end of the hall, she turned the doorknob and walked into Ginny’s room not sure what to expect from Ginny.
Prom || Linny
Ginny had started laying out the clues for her girlfriend after school hours on Thursday.  They hadn’t taken long, but she had wanted to make sure no one was around to see her do it, she didn’t want to risk them being moved.  When she had placed the third clue in her old freshman year history classroom, however, Mr. Matthews had returned, having forgotten his briefcase there.  His sudden appearance had surprised Ginny, but she’d managed to make up a believable lie about being a nostalgic senior.  She’d walked out of the classroom with Mr. Matthews, but not before she’d left the clue reading “We hadn’t even been officially dating two weeks when the kidnappings happened.  This is where we were when I found out my best friend was missing.  And I was with you,” under a flower pot.
As Ginny sat with cushions surrounding her, she spun the bottle of champagne around once in the ice bucket.  The ice was only just starting to melt and when she briefly looked at the time on her phone, she gathered that it wouldn’t be long until her girlfriend joined her.  The idea made her excited, but also slightly nervous because she hoped Lila would be okay with where it ended, and with what.
Turning on the lights in Mr. Matthews’s classroom, Lila looked around the empty classroom. She always knew the security at North Shore wasn’t the best from personal experience, but leaving a classroom unlocked this night was ridiculous on Mr. Matthews’. However, it did make things easy for a freshman to break in and steal the answers to exams. Mr. Matthews was always too trusting, Lila thought as she looked through Mr. Matthews’ stuff on his desk. The next clue wasn’t under the desk or under one of his drawers. Lila was about to give up when she jerked her arm back and knocked the flower pot on the desk to the ground. She picked up the next envelope and read the clue, before she wrote a reminder on her phone to buy Mr. Matthews a new flower pot and a new plant.
Sighing, Lila walked off of the classroom and made her way towards the courtyard. She remembered the day she found out Ms. Leau was kidnapped, she still missed her teacher. It was hard for her to see Ms. Leau’s replacement in her classroom, but Lila did her job as a teacher aide anyways. Lila stepped outside into the courtyard and walked towards the fountain, located in the center of the courtyard. Â
Prom || Linny
Ginny had hidden the second clue under the windowsill of one of the windows in the hallway where Lila had punched her.  When deciding where to place the clues, Ginny had had a fun time trying to pick places that Lila would find amusing.  Obviously the first hadn’t been amusing when it became an important spot for them, but looking back on it, Ginny found it funny.  Just in case someone had found the clue in the hallway, Ginny had made sure it was vague enough so that only Lila could understand it.  “We first met as freshmen.  We were seated alphabetically in our first class of freshman year and I remember you sat beside me, because you never stopped raising your hand.  I remember thinking it was annoying.”
Deciding to leave prom early was something that had left Ginny torn at first, but as soon as she found out she wasn’t prom queen, she had needed to leave the hotel.  All that meant to her though, was that the scavenger hunt was starting early.  Which she supposed was probably better anyway as she didn’t want Lila running around Evanston alone when it got too late.  There weren’t very many clues, so she hoped it wouldn’t be long before Lila arrived.
After checking the lockers, Lila started to look around the hallway for the next envelope. She was glad that school kept the lights on just in chance a student decided to skip prom. Thinking like Ginny, Lila started to examine her surroundings. She realized the lockers would had been too obvious, so she started to think of less obvious hiding spots. The water foundation nearby would had worked, but Lila would had to get on knees which Ginny would had expected and would want her to avoid. Lila decided the windows were the next most promising candidates and walked over towards the windows looking for the next envelope.
Feeling under the windowsill of one of the windows, Lila grabbed the taped clue and opened the envelope. She remembered her freshman year, she met friends who she was still close to this day. However, she also met an irritating blonde in her history class-the same blonde she ended up dating her senior year. Lila from freshman year would think that she was crazy right now. Making her way to Mr. Matthews’ classroom on the second floor, Lila started to guess where the next clue would be. Under a desk would be too easy she assumed. Â