Gills But No Fish 2 Electric Boogaloo

They were right when they said you can’t leave this hellsite. Lila || she/her || 19 || primarily mphfpc, mortal engines, bears in trees, young dracula, and laika || also merlin, ghosts, nevermore, dead boy detectives, tinkerbell, hunger games, the magnus archives, dan and phil, RotBTD, maze runner, sandman, lucifer, the young ones, the mighty boosh, life on mars, måneskin, umbrella academy, wwdits, small prophets, detectorists, mexopolis, grishaverse, ASoUE and his dark materials. || please dont ask me to join your fandom I clearly have too many fictional attachments already.

[lila-gill-rambles]

:)

Tldr hello i used to have an account @lilac-shrike then i deleted it then i got fomo its too fun here. Btw my art account (which will be cross posted here anyways dw) is @lila_gill_doodles on instagram

Hiya tumblr its been *checks imaginary watch* seven months and I couldn’t stand it anymore. Nobody cares but I deleted my old account before it got the chance to go to nursery because uni put me in a depressive episode where anything that brought me any joy was labelled bad and therefore all evidence must be erased because its proof I’m lazy and not dedicated to serious things like bridges. Depressed me deleted the online consciousness of my 15-18 year old self and while I am sad I’ll never read those unhinged thoughts again on the plus side I get a start over as someone who actually understands this site now. Why am I back? I hit 19 and realised that being chronically online is pretty fun actually and I really missed the communities I was part of. I did originally stipulate I needed to get a job before I let myself back on here but I am volunteering and applying to things so I’m counting that as enough because the job market is kinda crap and I’ve returned to every other app I was on sooo.

Mission one is trying to find all my friends and mutuals again. Hopefully you haven’t changed your usernames because otherwise that will be a task.

After that back to business as usual. Overshare into the void that is tumblr for a vague sense of community. Post art. Random thoughts. Maybe blog re-experiencing my favourite media because I want to reread/rewatch them anyway. Reblog the amazing stuff people put on here. <3

[penny-anna]

for consideration

[amnesiaguy]

so ummm welcome to my jar:) lemme show you around! theres some holes poked in the top so i can breathe, theres some leaves to munch on, and ive even got a twig! #mytwig

[bean-pronounced-bawn]

I can't find the post but there's this one post that's like "aging is less than 1% as terrifying as whatever the fuck is going on with people desperately trying not to age"

That but with weight.

Getting or being fat is less than 1% as terrifying as whatever the fuck is going on with people desperately trying to not be fat.

[lila-gill-rambles]

Starting strong with a gorgeous inner paper thats embossed

[lila-gill-rambles]

Exciting times

[lila-gill-rambles]

Fair play to the kid in tesco who punched me for looking like a pirate i guess

[catcrumb]

[catgirl-kaiju]

I work as a janitor and I feel like I’m gonna be thinking about this post a lot on the job

[intronerds]

"we realized that if we don't get married and one of us dies, devastating implications" sorry what

[renisnotonfire]

That interview is so funny to me, that man was not prepared for Dan and Phil lol The way he had to hold back laughter after their Pinof clip

The way they politely tried to steer around years and years of trauma and internalized homophobia with "we want to be seen as entertainers", only for the interviewer to force them to double down and shit on influencer couples

And then he went ahead and straight up asked them about money. Honey, they spent 16 years deflecting, they're pros, they're not gonna answer your question. But bless you for trying again when Dan started answering another question instead and talked himself into a rant about marrying Phil... again.

[tothebasementpeopletothebasement]

so do we think that news presenter went home after work and searched 'dan and phil' on youtube and is now several pinofs deep?

[transmascmarypoppins]

why is this post completely broken in every way imaginable

[cecilsrandomeverything]

Broken notes… deactivated account… removed image….

Finally, we have them all.

[spacefinch]

In addition: OP’s name is just… gone. No “[insert username]-deactivated[insert a bunch of numbers]” as is the standard for deactivated blogs.

Just the world “deactivated.” Look upon their post, ye mighty, and despair.

[chatblancofficial]

It’ll be almost impossible to find this post unless it wanders across your dash.

[huewrite]

It wandered across mine. I shall help it travel forward.

[highimpactemotions]

As will I.

[hyperpixating]

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

I always start grocery shopping thinking "this will be more expensive than I expect" but even adjusting my expectations it is still more expensive than I expect

[lila-gill-rambles]

Isnt my grandma creative

[jvne-bvg]

[milyoasis]

I rewatched this show after 5 years! She has me on a chokehold again despite her arc being... hmm. But she served so much that I can still enjoy it lowkey lolol Real ones might know that I started this art blog with tangled fanart so this is a nostalgic callback to me. I do want to do more fanart, hopefully finished / colored instead of a doodle page, but I don't want to promise anything just in case I backtrack :")