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[lilac-aura]

I keep doing it

I keep obsessing kver leople i shouldnt

This time is gonna hurt like hell

It's gonna kill me

[lilac-aura]

Hello tumblr my old friend.

[lilac-aura]

Guess i will end up alone just like i thought

[lilac-aura]

All this emotions supressing is gonna drive mad one day

[lilac-aura]

I think im just going to go with the flow till my death i suppose

[lilac-aura]

I tried new things, doing things i used to love, seeing people i love, meeting new people, still i feel like a walking machine watching it all through a screen it’s me in control but also not me in control, it all feels like a dream, like a movie, i feel but i cant feel, i see but i cant see, i hear but i cant hear, its like there is this heavy dark cloud on my mind, it feels like i am in the middle of heavy fog, everything feels blurry, all sounds are blurry, when will i feel again? When will i be here again?

[lilac-aura]

I feel like a walking machine

[lilac-aura]

I wanna feel alive

[lilac-aura]

I wanna feel that i am here

[lilac-aura]

I just wanna feel that i am here

[lilac-aura]

I cant feel anything

[lilac-aura]

Your eyes.. your god damned eyes

[lilac-aura]

In delulu land 🥰🥰♥️

[lilac-aura]

Please get out of my head

[lilac-aura]

Will I ever be free..?

[lilac-aura]

I want to give up

[lilac-aura]

I need to be more realistic and stop living in fantasies that will never happen..