lilacsmilky

21ˎˊ˗ she/her 𐙚18-40 only

[lilacsmilky]

welcome to my blog! you can call me lilac <3

(2)1 yrs young ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ she/her

united states °ᡣ𐭩 . ° . eastern time zone

taken by daddy, living together 🫶

nsfw & sfw posting (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) i’m a dual little

dms are open but only to other littles/girls my age~.ᐟ.ᐟ

asks are also open but i choose which ones to reply to 💓

p.s., all photos of me are NOT to be sexualized. i am in a monogamous relationship and do NOT post photos of that nature. photos of me are either me age dreaming or for aesthetics!! ty for understanding (￣ε￣＠)

if you follow this blog, some sfw things you can expect are bright pastel colors, LPS, kidcore, nostalgiacore, sanrio, plushies and cozy gaming!

some nsfw things you can expect are ddlg, ageplay, abdl, cnc, omorashi, bdsm, and humiliation ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა

this blog is strictly 18+ and anyone without an age in their bio/pinned post will be blocked without hesitation !! also, if i’m breaking your dni, pls block me, i promise it wasn’t on purpose 🥹

my tags !!

#lilac answers —> responding 2 asks!

#lilac favs —> my favorite posts 🫣

#lilac fiction —> my original stories (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*: ･ﾟ

#lilac oc—> my original content~

#sfw —> all my sfw posts ୨ৎ

pfps by @nanapup 💜💜💜

[allertedreturns]

I know these are embarrassing baby, but it's better than making a puddle on the floor, isn't it?

[mellowsadistic]

Whether she's lost her grown-up privileges as part of a temporary punishment or a permanent change in her lifestyle, it's normal for your girlfriend to sulk a bit. She might complain that wearing baby clothes makes her look ridiculous, or that wetting and messing her pants is disgusting. Tell her that's the point.

It's fine to let her know you think she looks cute as a button in her silly little frocks, and to reassure her that you have no problem changing her adult diapers, but don't let her forget how absurd it is for a woman her age to dress like a toddler and go to the bathroom in her own pants, because it's the humiliation that will break down her ego and turn her into a sweet little girl who knows her place.

There's no need to mock her too cruelly (and any teasing that results in tears should be immediately followed up by a lot of cuddles and kisses), but I do recommend making fun of her on a regular basis. Ask her what her friends would say if they could see her with her legs up on the changing table. Comment loudly on the state of her nappies whenever you check them. Call her infantilizing names like "potty pants" and "princess puddles". If she's constantly pouting, that's a sure sign you're on the right track!

[daughtercest]

dad, they made us into perfumes!

[lilacsmilky]

just wanted to update everyone: i started the conversation with my bf where i explained that i did not appreciate the way he belittled me/dismissed my desire to have alone time/little time. our conversation unfortunately got cut short (his mom decided to surprise us and randomly called him being like “i’m downstairs!”), but i told him we can continue it the next time i feel like regressing. we both agreed and hugged it out 🫶 he also apologized for being rude/dismissive.

[hannahs-humiliation]

Day 1: Introducing Hannah

My boyfriend, Zach, started this blog a couple of years ago. When he told me he was doing it, I was absolutely mortified. He also didn’t let me see what he was writing on it and until a few weeks ago I hadn’t. As anyone who’s been following knows, Zach is super busy and has only kept up with this blog intermittently. 

Which, I guess, is where I come in. From now on I’ll be the one posting on here. First of all, this blog blew up more than Zach anticipated and he felt bad about not having the time to back and write more. He's talked about having me document my own humiliation on here, but it wasn't until this weekend where he actually decided to have me log in here and write.

I’m sure I’ll go into everything a lot more, but a big part of our relationship has been Zach supporting me by helping me with self discipline and holding me accountable. I have ADHD and struggle with focusing a lot. It’s how diapers were first introduced. Even though Zach’s been using them to discipline me for years, I still find the entire experience embarrassing, even though the humiliation definitely turns me on. I’m not one of those types who is attracted to “being little” (nothing against those who are) but I am definitely attracted to giving up control, even if the humiliation that comes from it makes me blush and want to hide. Probably why he decided to make me blog to the masses about it instead. 

This weekend I got in a lot of trouble and I know my punishment is far from over. Zach took away my potty privileges on Saturday night. It's been a long time since I've had to wear them all day and I forgot why diapers are such an effective deterrent for me, I can't stop squirming or get used to the wetness. He hasn't told me how long I'll have to be in diapers, only that it will depend on how well I do on this blog. But of course he wouldn't tell me what he meant by that. He thinks it’s good for me to have long-term responsibilities of things that I have to plan out and remember to do. He might still post some captions and updates, but I guess now I will be the default. He

Part of my responsibilities include taking pictures and posting regularly with good grammar and spelling, answering questions honestly, reflecting even when it's embarrassing, and growing the blog's following. I will be posting more but for now send me your questions...? Nice to meet you all.

-Hannah

[lilacsmilky]

hey, i really hope that this isn’t an overstep. but i saw your last ask, and i think that it would be better if you talked to your bf about this face to face, rather than writing a letter. i know how scary it is to have that conversation, but i believe that it’s important to have the courage to talk to the people that we love about things that are scary. of course i don’t know your situation, and its not my business, but…i don’t know. i just feel like when it comes to things like texts or letters, a lot can get lost in translation. regardless though, im rooting for you, and i hope everything goes the way you want it to ✨

hey, thanks for this!! i actually decided like an hour after posting that i was going to talk to him instead, but i just forgot to update y’all here 🫶 we will be talking tonight, i am forcing myself to do it no matter how scared i am!!

[lilacsmilky]

Hey I hope things work out for the best for you, you're a pretty cool little gal!

thank you 🥹 i am writing a short little letter right now that i’m going to leave on his pillow for him to see when he gets back from the gym tonight

[lilacsmilky]

Girlie you've gotta break up with him

i am going to have a conversation with him tonight or tomorrow, i really, really love him and i know he loves me too so im just hoping he didn’t realize how hurtful it was for him to say those things. 🫂

[lilacsmilky]

hey guys, i could really use some advice but this is kind of long so i’m putting it underneath the cut

cw: talking bad about age regression/dreaming

so, i’ve been really stressed lately. between my job not giving me enough hours, our new apartments’ expensive rent, having to take out student loans for my last year of college, and my mom on death’s door, i have just been a bundle of anxiety and depression. usually, i set aside some time to be little when things are like this, but i haven’t had the chance since me and my bf just moved in a couple weeks ago and i haven’t really had any alone time.

(background context: my bf knows that i regress/age dream but it’s NOT something we discuss and i told him in a letter that i typed in our text messages, not face to face. we have not ever talked about it since then which was easily over a year ago. however, i do kind of already act “childish” in day-to-day life. i sleep with a stuffie, collect LPS, like watching cartoons, etc. just not full on regression.)

so, i asked my bf if i could have 45 minutes of “me” time and this is kinda how the conversation went:

bf: “like… masturbating?”

me: “no, like… little time.”

“that baby shit? i don’t want you doing that.”

“don’t call it that… it’s just a way for me to destress.”

“i don’t want you doing that for 45 minutes, not even 10.”

(i said something here but i don’t remember)

“in like 5 years that’s gonna be a real problem. you can’t be doing that.”

and that was honestly the gist of the conversation. i went into bed and just started crying and my bf asked why i was crying and i told him it’s because i was stressed, which isn’t truly a lie but that’s not really the main reason i was so upset.

so… yeah. idk what to do. i’m feeling extremely gross and perverted for even wanting to regress now… so that’s fun. does anyone have any advice of how to handle this?

[mutineer123]

[lilacsmilky]

wanted to share my trinket board that i finished setting up!! (can u tell i like LPS….)

[flutterbvnny]

i wanna have to ask for permission to pee while we're out and whenever i tug at your sleeve and whisper to you people will just think i'm being shy and that i need you to speak for me

[lilacsmilky]

hiya friends! sorry i’ve been so inactive. me and my daddy moved into an apartment together and that took a really long time for me to get adjusted and settled into a new routine. honestly, im still not!

i’ve missed you guys tho and hope i’m more active soon! (*ﾉ▽ﾉ)

[daughtercest]

dad, they made us into perfumes!

[littlebabiejade]

there’s just something about a pull-up or a diaper subtly peeking out of shorts or a skirt that makes me feel so little. imagine going on a date and then you go back home only to have him pull off your shorts and see you’re still in pull-ups…

[cotlivin]

and then you're all "they're for just in case, I'm not a baby!!"

and then maybe you don't even get the big girl time you were hoping for 🙊🙈

[emily8350]

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