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Image description: "Cell phones have made everyone think they deserve 24/7 acces to others, and it's simply not true. I do not & will not respond immediately. I'll do it when I have the time & mental space for it" written in a tweet by alkellzz.

thetruestexpressionisdance

I guess I just need to wait to find out why God ended another good thing

#y so quickly tho

lovemanythings

“the other side” by dean cornwell (1918)

adeadpoetsdiary

if the whole world was watching

i'd still dance with you

aliters

messyandmessier

The sun was sinking into the horizon, and for the first time in weeks, it felt like my heart had finally remembered how to beat.

The Inheritance Games

aliters

b0nesinthegarden

"Kiss Of Death" by Bruna Kazinoti, 1998 💋

i really really liked this guy. and we decided to be exclusive. and now im pretty sure he’s in jail. it makes me sad. it was nothing he did to me, but its just like damn it was so fresh and clean and now its over wtf. that sounds self centered af lol.

i can’t find him. I don’t think the county jail logs are accurate. or maybe i’m in denial that someone fuckin ghosted me?? but wth! we had such a great time and a great vibe... and he asked me to be exclusive but like why the fuck would you drop someone like that?

is this karma for all the boys ive done wrong. God, i at least am owed this for the shit my ex did. or am i dodging the bullet?

I DONT CARE IF HE’S ONE TO GET LOCKED UP. that honestly isn’t a factor i judge people off of. a lot of people go to jail and its really normal. but maybe im normalizing crime? am in denial? avoiding red flags? defending the guilty?

idk... all i know is yes im a vulnerable gullible person with sporadic tendencies but i at least know the friendship was real... i just care and hope he’s alright. I knew the risks going in but... shit. he could tell a homie to text me just to let me know... :/ poo

uh oh here comes the depression again