here to just vent out

[messyandmessier]

An ok ok girl for others.

A la la girl only for you.

[messyandmessier]

It doesn't matter where you're coming from, but where you're going.

[messyandmessier]

I regret you all the time.

[messyandmessier]

Most people say developing is linear, but for survivors it is cyclic. People grow up, victims grow around; we strengthen around the place that hurt, become older and fuller, but the vulnerable core is never gone.

Chanel Miller, Know My Name

[messyandmessier]

Fuck! August really did slip away like a bottle of wine.

[messyandmessier]

it's that time of the year

[messyandmessier]

I thought despair was the worst feeling in the world.

But I was wrong. It's indifference- that uneasy numbness about anything and everything.

In despair, you wish you could do something.

In indifference, it's even hard to wish.

[messyandmessier]

. . . it is our duty, to matter.

- Alexander Chee

[messyandmessier]

Men tell stories,” I say. It is the truest, simplest answer to his question. “Women get on with it. For us it was a shadow war. There were no parades for us when it was over, no medals or mentions in history books. We did what we had to during the war, and when it was over, we picked up the pieces and started our lives over.

Kristin Hannah, The Nightingale

[messyandmessier]

March 8, International Women’s Day

[messyandmessier]

Is this a quote from the books ?

yes... the second book in the inheritance games series.

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“I wonder if some part of me knew what was waiting for me. That I would never be a gentle grower of things, or someone who burned like fire - but that I would be quiet and enduring and as faceted as the night. That I would have beauty, for those who knew where to look, and if people didn't bother to look, but only to fear it... Then I didn't particularly care for them, anyway. I wonder if, even in my despair and hopelessness, I was never truly alone. I wonder if I was looking for this place - looking for you all.” ― Sarah J. Maas

[studywith-ash]

And now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good.

John Steinbeck

[messyandmessier]

Stuck between temporary but instant joy versus lasting bliss made with harships.

[messyandmessier]

Trust me it's so hard choosing between the present and the present.

[messyandmessier]

Stuck between temporary but instant joy versus lasting bliss made with harships.

[messyandmessier]

I miss her... the girl I used to be.

The one who shot for moons and stars and aimed right. The fearless girl..

But now...it feels like I'm an imposter trying to fill her place...stuck with her dreams of moons and stars, and I don't think I'll be able to shoot it right.

The old girl...I don't know where she is.

[messyandmessier]

"You kept me like a secret

But I kept you like an oath."

- Taylor Swift

[messyandmessier]

It's tragic that all good things must end someday...

But that's what makes it worthwhile

[messyandmessier]

I had been sad for so long that I'd forgotten how good it felt to be happy.

To laugh wholeheartedly and not care about anything for a while.