12.06.20 - day 4/100 - after 100 years I will finally be done with 100 days of productivity at this rate. which just shows how much you can accomplish without being productive.
I have exciting news! 4 days ago I received my fellowship match results and I will be going to Columbia NY-Presbyterian Hospital next year!!!! Columbia was actually my top choice so this was kind of wild surprise. I cried buckets when I got my results. I feel so grateful for everything and all the gallbladder pain i was having the week ago finally went away (i was convinced I had an ulcer or choledocholithiasis). how is it my anxiety becomes more psychosomatic the older I get? Is this being an adult??? The first thing I did afterwards was eat a bowl of shin ramen, my ultimate comfort food. Some things never change.
So what next. Nothing has really changed except my motivation in residency has palled a wee bit. I keep daydreaming about NYC, it’s been a dream of mine to live there and now I finally have an excuse to? I am a bit terrified though, but also excited to turn over a new leaf. I have a wild desire to re-invent myself. E and I are planning to sell off some furniture and are planning our next apartment already. It’s only 7 months away! But for now, what I really need to do is survive COVID. Sounds like we are hoping to get the vaccine in a few weeks, stay tuned.
today i:
Ran to Uniqlo to pick up my order and bought some winter work-out gear
Cooked some kabocha and green beans to eat with leftovers
Finished up E’s lyric sheets and cut out cardboard backings
Did laundry (finally)
Watched my new favorite youtube channel Eamon & Bec (I fantasize about renovating a cabin in the woods...)
Finished up some meeting notes regarding our residency COVID plan
Edited some photos to make this post
Wrote down my ideal lifestyle - dreams to aspire to next year!
