i'm out of my mind

"I feel as if I was born in the wrong generation. Everyone is so obsessed with what to wear, how to look, who's wearing the most makeup. I miss the days where people would just enjoy the sunlight and the idea of being alive."

[lilianaffs]

I miss you all.

[lilianaffs]

me rn:

[maxxiemaxx-blog]

❝ You’re going to get a puppy? ❞

[lilianaffs]

I think so. I want something to love me unconditionally.

[boftw-deactivated20230817]

I would go to the pound and get a dog, but that’s just me.

[lilianaffs]

I tried, but the only one they had up for adoption tried to bite me.

[lilianaffs]

And then I thought to myself, what can I get with my parents birthday money that I saved up? What would annoy my mother the most? So I'm going to a breeder tomorrow to look at a kuvasz puppy.

[kkalino-deactivated20150214]

❛date❜ → kalino/liliana

[kkalino-deactivated20150214]

Kalino eyed her frame for a moment, a small smirk forming on his lips. He couldn’t help it, it was like his instinct was just to stare at her body rather than her face. He cleared his throat as his hand turned the key in the ignition, his eyes meeting hers. “You look gorgeous,” He commented reaching over the console to place a gentle kiss to her cheek before turning his entire body to face the wheel of the car, checking his mirrors. “Ah, I was thinking we could just grab dinner and go for a few drinks or something,” He shrugged, a whiff of his own cologne passing his nose. “I didn’t want to go somewhere really … I don’t know.” He turned to look at her ever so slightly as he began to pull out of her street and towards the restaurant. “I didn’t want it to be intense, less pressure on both of us then, right?” 

[lilianaffs]

"Eyes up here, buddy," Liliana mused, noticing his eyes rather on her dress than her face. It was amusing to her, seeing how obvious he was at times. As he complimented her, Liliana felt her face heat up as she looked out the window. "Are you talking about my body or my face?" Her tone was joking, not really knowing if he was being sincere or not. It was hard to tell with Kalino. The blush grew when his lips met hers and Liliana hoped her face didn't match her hair. She was not the type that was used to comments like that. "Dinner and drinks sounds better. Less pressure for sure. Seeing as I've never actually been on a date before."

[lilianaffs]

sorry I wasn't on today. I was kidnapped from my bed by my sister and I just now got home. Which now I get to go to bed so I can get up for work tomorrow.

[fandoms-always]

[lilianaffs]

text //lili.

ash: nothing really

ash: just falling out of hammocks

lili: that doesn't sound like a whole lot of fun. D:

[lilianaffs]

text //lili.

ash: mhm, since we also had a backyard....

ash: hi lil

lili: so what have you been up to all day?

lili: other than falling out of hammocks.

[boftw-deactivated20230817]

This is a terrible idea.

[lilianaffs]

IF BY TERRIBLE YOU MEAN TERRIBLY WONDERFUL, THEN I AGREE!

[lilianaffs]

text // open.

ash: i fell out of a hammock just now

ash: now im laying on the floor

lili: we have a hammock!? Since when!?

lili: i mean, helloooo ashton.

[ahshitidunno]

Knock yourself out. You can talk, and I’ll pretend to listen.

[lilianaffs]

I've been thinking of getting a puppy. Like a pitbull or a mastiff or something equally as huge and terrifying. It'd be the best lap dog. Don't you think guppies are really underrated fish?

[boftw-deactivated20230817]

This is not happening. This is not happening. You’re just kidding. Mhm.

[lilianaffs]

It's happening. I'm going to text him right now. OPERATION GUPPY COMMENCING.

[boftw-deactivated20230817]

Jesus Christ.

[lilianaffs]

I'm an evil mastermind. Don't worry about thanking me now, you can just name your first born after me.

[boftw-deactivated20230817]

I - I - I —-… Lilipad, please don’t. His — his friendship means too much to me. If he found out … i-it would ruin everything.

[lilianaffs]

No! It's a good plan! I'm going to pretend I have a crush on him! So then, he will be like 'ew no, Lili, you're cool and all but my heart belongs to Bo.' There is possibly nothing that could go wrong with this plan!

[ahshitidunno]

Ooookay, whatever you say Red. No touching and no talking about this or anything else.

[lilianaffs]

Don't underestimate the crazy ginger. That will end badly. Fine, no touching or talking about this... can we talk about other things? Like puppies... or fish!