pining, venting, and lesbianism 💕

here, i’ll be posting about my secret crush, our unique circumstances, and any updates,,, i’m pretty sure they’d never find me here btw it’s gay lol

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iridescent glow

your eyes illuminate like a shining star when you talk about your passions, your laugh could make even the darkest day suddenly bright and beautiful, one smile from your gorgeous face could clear up the dreary monsooned sky; in every sense of the word, you are wonderful.

without your iridescent glow, i’d be lost in a sea of gloom; however, a miracle like you would never love a curse like me.

thus, i must never reveal my true feelings, lest i wish to lose your guiding light.

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talking online about a show and visiting each others animal crossing islands is fun and all, but i want so much more... i wanna give them so much more

i want to spend hours writing fanciful and eloquent love letters and poems with my calligraphy set, hand deliver those to them, bring over freshly made crepes, sit in their room just talking and listening to music, have their head in my lap as they fall asleep in pure bliss, wake them up just before their parents get home with a soft and passionate kiss before we hide the incense and pretend like we’re not being gay as their mom greets me.

i just wanna make them happy... i wanna see their smile. i wanna have them feel loved.

yet, their in a relationship with someone who doesnt even truly make them happy...

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a couple years back, i had my first kiss with them as a part of a game of truth or dare, and that’s when my gay little heart realized i was in

love 💜

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ever since i had my first kiss with them during a game of truth or dare, i fell madly in love with them. this infatuation persisted even after they went through one relationship and started another, and i even had a long relationship with someone else... i’ll go more into our circumstances soon,, it’s late and i’m trying to watch love victor