Im In Shambles

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[liltrishstuff]

Hello!

I’m Trish! I’m 25 and my life’s a HOT MESS. I’m in university again and if I fail or drop out this time I’m not coming back. I really enjoy plant based foods but I’m no longer sticking to a particular diet.

I love making friends and love to interact with y’all

TW: Most of my content is Ed related (never been diagnosed) and can be triggering for those in recovery!! I don’t post meanspo, or thinspo. I will post pics of my meals but those and numbers should be under a read more.

MINORS DNI It makes me uncomfortable that my issues could be projected onto really young folk.

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I leave in less than 12 hours and I still need to pack and do some hw at a minimum before I leave

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Okay so that last few days have been hell but I’m starting today off a lot better now that all the cookies are in the freezer and not staring me down from the kitchen

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One on hand, I keep eating today :(

On the other hand, I also keep shitting my brains out :(

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I feel like I’m gonna vomit, blow up and die

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*☆*:.｡･* ゜ﾟ･*:.romanticizing.:*･゜ﾟ･* .｡:*☆*

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Today is gonna be bullshit but it’s my own fault

I need to do yoga, shower, put the bed away and get the dishes done.

I have a final paper that was due yesterday so now I need to get it done today. As soon as I get the paper done I need to start on the class that opens today.

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I got high and ate so many cookies last night

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Spent 40 minutes on the phone with my grandma and I hate talking to my family because they’re judgmental AF and I’m not the type of person they thought I’d turn out to be. Like I want to be able to talk to my family but I don’t feel like I can share anything with them

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Forgot I had to go out to lunch today with the nun. I hate that the food was shit too

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Went to a friends bonfire and I ate so much pizza I almost threw up and now all I can think about is pizza

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Gonna watch some Hell’s Kitchen and work on a gunpla to make time go by faster

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Made like a poor man’s ratatouille for lunch

Literally just zucchini, tomato sauce, and a little Parmesan, plus the chicken thigh on the side

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I need to shower, take care of laundry and dishes and then do my homework today

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My sister posting about wl on FB is actually going to make me kms today

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Like I know she has some issues with food but she’s always tried to either make fun of me for being fat or use me “diet” advice so it just kinda pisses me off to see her talk about it openly like that. Especially because I know if we weren’t so close in size she’d be calling me fat still

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My sister posting about wl on FB is actually going to make me kms today

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My stomach really hurts, really want to smoke and then go to bed