XCIV

I want to be divine in your eyes. LA / creative writer / fair-weather 

[lilyanachateau]

I wish you’d never forget me

the way I won’t forget you

[lilyanachateau]

I fucking miss you so much, I know I’m not fucking allowed to.

[poji-deactivated20171002]

[lilyanachateau]

Being with you was like drinking sea water and pretending it's champagne.

L. Chateau

[8-bitfiction]

[lilyanachateau]

They held me, not quite like you did but they gave me sanity.

[lilyanachateau]

You were the darkness in my life, but somehow managed to light me up. Cities and places we've touched never seemed the same without you. And still from this day, I can't seem to understand why I can't rid you of my bones.

[danger]

yes, dear. by  Until_you

I do still think of you. you wont let me forget.

[hellish-daddy]

“… and we are in bed together laughing and we don’t care about anything.”

Charles Bukowski

(me)

[lilyanachateau]

[amargedom]

Don’t get attached to moments. Good or bad, they all pass.

Effy Stonem, Skins (via amargedom)

[y-o-u-t-h-s]

[larmoyante]

Most days I wish I never met you because then I could sleep at night and I wouldn’t have to walk around with the knowledge there was someone like you out there.

Good Will Hunting (1997)

[lilyanachateau]

You were greyscale and I was brimful with magnificent hues.

Life is more vivid without you. - L. Chateau

[lilyanachateau]

I think of all my disappointments, the biggest one was you.

I fell for you, but you were nothing. -L. Chateau

[lilyanachateau]

I loved him so softy and he merely turned to me and said, ‘I know.‘

drunk, thinking of you - L. Chateau

[sad-clefable]

BPD Christmas wishlist

•a personality •someone who won’t abandon me •emotional stability •infinite attention •true happiness maybe??? •some chill •impulse control •the ability to think rationally •a healthy coping mechanism or two •Death