crevcnssā:
Iām telling you a blue spotted tail and mouse ears isnāt a look. So yeah- you shouldnāt be dressing yourself. Although I have the suit, I think iāll pass on pulling it out and stunning everyone. That masterpiece is hot as fuck- and weāre going to Florida? No thank you. Youāre right- iād fight you mid-flight if you tried say something bad about yourself. But I honestly feel the same way. People hype up my performances and it makes me feel good, but I still feel like what I did was underwhelming? Iām happy with most of my work, but I guess I donāt see howĀ great people make it out to be. It feel exaggerated. Wow. You got me. I donāt knowā¦people ask me why and I always have a hard time trying to explain it. I know whatās going on in my head, but I have no idea how to put those things into words? And try to get people to understand is a whole another story. I donāt know- but sure. I embrace it because I know what I want and then I go crazy.Ā
isnāt my happiness more important than looks? true, wouldnāt want to feel the pressure to stop for pictures because an arse is walking around in a captain america suit. iām kidding. my point. i love the support that friends and family give me, and i am happy with my work...however, when i watch my work it is underwhelming and i do assume i couldāve done something more...something different. you donāt have to explain yourself to me, love. i totally get where youāre coming from. itās hard sometimes but sometimes you shouldnāt feel the pressure to explain yourself, yanno? as long as youāre aware of what you want then i donāt think it should feel like a big deal. youāll find someone who doesnāt mind opening up to you and waiting for you to open up to them. patience is key, my love.















