The Real Deal

She/they. Autistic artist, clown, ape enthusiast, and friend. (FKA Tizzy-Top Clown Art)

[lilymayrey]

More Deltarune Characters!

I decided to draw more of the little weirdos from Delty room.

just recently started Chapter 3!

[lilymayrey]

Rebrand :O

This might be a mistake, given that I plastered the old name on all my art, but I'm rebranding this blog to not look so clown oriented. LilyMayRey was the name I used on other platforms before tumblr so I'm just making everything consistent. Back in like 2023 I developed a clown hyperfixation, made a clownsona, and for some reason started rebranding myself online with it?? I still like clowns obviously but rebranding my entire online image was... a hasty move. I'm still Tizzy-top the clown, but having that be the main face wasn't the best choice for my art.

[lilymayrey]

Ponder the orb

A wise Bonobo ponders the great mysteries through his orb.

[lilymayrey]

Deltarune characters (first time drawing)

I recently have gotten into Deltarune and decided I wanted to try drawing some of the characters. The only issue was I had no idea what they would look like in my style! so I had to figure it out.

First up was Kris who turned out really well. They have a simple design and i could figure it out pretty easily. still not 100% sure on the inclusion of the nose, but I felt it looked odd without it.

Ralsei was tricky as I'm not an anthro artist by trade so I struggled with things like the muzzle. I'm also not 100% sure on how I prefer to do their glasses. Still I think I managed to make some cute Ralseis.

Susie came out overall good I think. Top row is IMHO the best of the drawings. Her muzzle was a challenge but thankfully less complex than Ralsei's. Trying to get her personality to shine through her expressions more.

[lilymayrey]

With regards to recent events in the Digital Circus Fandom.

[lilymayrey]

This shit is evergreen

[lilymayrey]

Some people are far too comfortable being mean as a first response.

[lilymayrey]

Behold my TADC shipping opinions.

I will not be taking constructive criticism at this time, thank you.

[lilymayrey]

Grief. (A Digital Circus Comic.)

Thank you all for waiting so patiently for this to be finished. This comic touches on themes of grief, loss, mourning, and remembrance.

[the-amazing-avas-circus]

Visit Original Link

A few weeks ago, @tizzytopclownart gave me permission to dub this comic, and I just did! I hope you enjoy!

[lilymayrey]

Genuinely got chills. You brought this to LIFE. Exactly how I had it in my head when I wrote it, this rocks, YOU rock, thank you.

[lilymayrey]

The fandom is fighting again... This is good news for us.

[lilymayrey]

Literal fever dream

I'm currently sick with some kind of fever which has left me extremely tired and occasionally delirious. Last night I had a dream where a new sub-species of Human was invented, it was known as Homo-Sapiens-Yankoviciensis. They were an entire species of Weird Al Yankovics.

[weevmo]

Cute you got your hopes up tho :]

[bluepandadraws-log]

The Amazing Digital COMIC #66-Gangle's Promise

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[lilymayrey]

I don't want to sound insane. And I certainly don't want to sound like an egotistical big-head But... I think I may actually be responsible for the Kaufmo-artist fan-canon???

Back in 2024, before Episode 4 released I made this video on my semi-defunct Clown channel:

This video was actually partially inspired by a different comic by @bluepandadraws-log. After I made this video I would often talk about my theory in Digital Circus Subreddit threads, usually accompanied by this helpful image I made:

I've since not only seen other people posting this image, but also other folks talking about Kaufmo the Artist as a theory. As far as I can tell, I was the first person to ever deeply analyse Kaufmo's room or his possible backstory, and the first to come up with the theory that he was an artist. I also made my own comic which uses my theory as it's canon, which can be found here. Again, I don't want to sound insane, but I genuinely think I may be at least partially responsible??? and to make it clear, I'm not bragging, this is actually terrifying if true. [All love to BluePanda for the amazing comic I'm reblogging this on, and for all her others. Genuine huge inspiration to me]

[pouletpourri]

could you do more with the kaufmosis avoided au? I'm really curious how about you'd see him in other episodes

anon would you mind if I present you a little something : )?

[lilymayrey]

inject this into my veins i need it

[lilymayrey]

people in the TADC fandom need to get some perspective and be grateful.

[lilymayrey]

With regards to recent events in the Digital Circus Fandom.

[lilymayrey]

Join... or suffer the consequences.

For too long have we skulked in shadows while lesser characters basked in the spotlight. Living like rats in the margins of this fandom we went unnoticed. Now we're not staying hidden anymore.

If the problem with the fandom is factions endlessly fighting, endlessly at war, then what is the solution but to get rid of the factions? To make the fandom us, only ours to shape.

[lilymayrey]

A Digital Circus AU set in a high school in 2008.

Let the Teenage angst begin.