Limited Sight, a Lot of Vision

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Every day is a battle to survive, how do you maintain order in a mind filled to the brim with problems, lists, worries, strain & anxieties?

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Sometimes I scream into my pillow just to let it out.

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Love Droplets

Clinging to single words on a page when I know I deserve the novel.

Imprisoned in the free world, you kept me locked inside my mind.

You stole parts of me that I can never replace.

Suffocating under life's pressure, a change within as I become the aggressor.

Goodbye!

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Let me love you

Let me love you, let me take your hand in mine. I want to show you, I want to show you love can shine.

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Confused

Why are you confusing me? are you doing it on purpose? I'm trying to read between the lines and not just on the surface.

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Over

I can't believe its over as if you even care, I can't believe it's finished as if the was nothing even there. I need an explanation to tell me how you feel, the way it's all happening it doesn't seem real. Did I make the right decision to end it like I did? Will I ever really know?

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I Know What I Need

I need comfort I need love, not a push or a shove. I need kindness in your eyes in your words and in your heart, if you can't give me this, it's not a good start. I need smiles and hugs not frowns or shrugs. I need strength and support, if you can't do all of this then it's time to abort.

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I Don't Know

Did I take the wrong road? Life is such a heavy load, I wish I could find the strength to crack life's secret code.

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Loosing It

If I could control my thoughts my mind would never wonder, when I find myself alone I sit? I think, I ponder, What could life be all about it feels so hard it makes me doubt, can I cope all on my own? I'm not made of rock or stone.

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Connection

Don't tell me that it's over or that we have to end, a connection like ours is rare, a life without you I cannot comprehend. Left lost inside myself not knowing where to turn, I sit back and pray our ties don't burn.

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Bis

My little bis, gis a kiss. With eyes like saucers and lips that pout, he never makes me scream or shout. He laughs & jokes all day long, he'll even do a little song. So tiny so small the cutest of them all.

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Gone

Just another one of those days where everything goes past in a haze.

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Lonely

I am lonely, lost and alone, no one to turn to I'm struggling to understand myself. Is this real what I feel? Is this a test? What will become of the rest? Why do I do this? Set myself up for a fall? Why do I over think everything? My life needs an overhaul!

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Today

I didn't feel strong enough but I did it anyway and at the end there was no feeling of accomplishment, no patting myself on the back, just a mantra of "don't cry in public, you will be going home soon, just remember doing that is going to be just as hard, so keep it together"

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Pain

Your words lay on my skin, a thin veil of pain, like water washing over a pebble my heart is worn down. To feel true love is to feel magic, if you are offered it you don't want let go, sometimes it's not enough.

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Sinking Sand

It drags you under giving no time to stop and wonder. It wants you, it needs you, a numbing warmth that's strong like thunder. Sinking sand, I cannot see the helping hand, I let it take me, my breath is gone, my heart gives in, but my tortured soul moves on.

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If

If I could reach beyond the sky. If I could spread my wings up high. I'd fly away with you and make my dreams come true. We'd fly above the stars, the world would be just ours.