i‘m searching for whatever’s left of me

28 - Germany

[linalost]

them giving you reassurance without you having to ask for it >>>>>>

[audio-desires]

drink water & masturbate today bc you deserve that

[cxerraaaa-deactivated20241124]

I might struggle but I’ll never quit

[mournfulroses]

John Keats, from a letter to Fanny Brawne, featured in The Selected Letters of John Keats

[unpeeled-human]

fucking insane to me that people can be mean to kids. this thing is four to five shoe boxes tall and youre shouting at it ?? ? what is your damage the mf just got here.

[linalost]

Anything I didn't have, my child will.

Anything I went through, my child won't.

[linalost]

my whole world ♥️

[linalost]

[linalost]

Rest in Peace Markus, I hope you didn’t have any pain and it was quick. I’m so sad to see such a nice, caring soul taken too soon.

Fuck the war. Fuck war crimes like bombarding ambulances.

[linalost]

even waking up at 5 am feels so effortless when I’m with you. I can sleep, I can eat, I can be happy, I can be sad and angry. And everything is okay for you. You hold me and listen to me and my fears and try to understand where I’m coming from instead of trying to fuck me over.

I know I wasn’t treated the best before but I now realize how fucked up people were with me. I deserve so much more.

I deserve a calm love which is accepting, loving and caring. And even if I might not end up with you, that would be okay. You made me realize my value and that is something I will always be grateful for.

[linalost]

reading this a year later with your baby in my belly is another kind of love

I love you so much, love of my life ♥️

[linalost]

well becoming pregnant is my biggest achievement 2024 so far buuuuut quitting weed for it caused my ptsd nightmares to flare up again so I’m fucking scared to go to sleep.

well fuck.

[snoopyoftheday]

snoopy of the day

[prinxessinwonderlxnd-deactivate]

me: self sabotages and fucks up my entire life

me: it’s fine

[catchymemes]

[website-com]

you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling

[aquiraxuno]

[lanaknowsitried0]