[[Truth Serum: Do you think you caused Celes' general callousness and ineptitude at dealing with personal relationships in some way?]]
The man actually fidgeted in place, looking extremely uncomfortable. He is and will always try to be utterly honest with himself on the subject; heâd never planned to divulge that information until now, however. How to put it though? Would it be seen as an excuse?
"I didnât cause it so much as I was unwilling accessory to it," he admitted. "I never, in my heart, approved of Celes being forced into service. She was just so young at the time, but she was also a prodigy gifted with magic. âMagicâ made her into a commodity Gestahl thought to shape however he liked without a single thought spared for her welfare otherwise."
He nearly spat out that last part.
Oh, but did Leo have lots of things he could say about Gestahl or Cid; he didnât particularly care for either of them. He truly hated Gestahl now, and Cid had always struck him as being an especially amoral individual. Both had played a large part in emotional problems Celes continued to wrestle with, but thenâŚthe question hadnât been about them. It was more about his part in it.
His mouth pursed into a thin line, though. When he thought about it, the question itself was almost a bit too harsh; Celes could be callous, but she was still capable of considerable compassion. She could occasionally hiccup in interpersonal relationships, but then who didnât?
No. The woman whoâd blown the whistle on Domaâs poisoning, only to be silenced, was hardly as callous as appearances implied.
He sighed, forced to ignore that point in favor of the bottom line. âThe life of a child soldier left a mark upon her, there is no mistaking that. My role in it is a source of personal conflict and guilt, that too you can be sure of; under the circumstances, I tried my utmost to help Celes adjust to the situation. I taught her, and occasionally I was strict with her so that she might learn better to respect those circumstances, but she was never without my support or tacit love and respect. My true guilt stems from wondering about the âwhat ifâ; my former fiancĂŠe tried so very hard to convince me that we should simply take Celes and abdicate. I refused, mostly because I was worried that we would be summarily caught. I couldn't be much help to Celes if I was put to death for treason.â
"Of any role I might have played in the disservice done to Celes, I played the role of he who stood by and did nothing."