pain, always pain

✨🌛🌕🌜💫 24 (she/her)

[bmoviebabylon]

I was up above it

[yridenergyridenergy]

[sayenxxia]

[i-bet-on-winning-dogs]

[yridenergyridenergy]

Kamite is full of angels.

[yridenergyridenergy]

[yridenergyridenergy]

ecstasy

[scarletjohansson]

HAPPY PRIDE! 🌈 WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS | S4E05

[liquid-lace]

wwdits understood that every gothic princess needs a ball jointed dolly to carry around wherever she goes

[yridenergyridenergy]

[yridenergyridenergy]

"Apparently, getting angry shortens your lifespan.

Compared to when I get angry normally, I get 100% angry and sad in live shows

I wonder by how much my lifespan decreases with each live show.

After every live show recently, I always get body aches and pains like when you have a cold and that it aches. In the beginning, I thought it was a cold, but apparently it’s not the case.

It seems that, by letting my emotions burst too much, I am putting too much strain on my brain. It’s common to zone out and have trouble sleeping after a live show, but I don’t like how my joints ache.

With that said, those of you who come to see me in Dir en grey can go ahead and think of it as buying my lifespan to see me. I don’t understand the true value of a lifespan, but my lifespan is cheap.

Getting angry is tiring

Getting sad is tiring

With these intense emotions, I guess that I'm breaking down without even knowing.

But that outburst of emotion from Kyo of Dir en grey is what defines Dir en grey, yet it’s my way of life as a voice, so I can’t change it.

That’s the dilemma.

So, thank you for coming to see this "My diminishing lifespan" tour.

Kyo"

[yridenergyridenergy]

INWARD SCREAM beast

[unrealityshift]

toshiya photo study, ballpoint pen + white gel pen 🩵

[ninaskylight]

Baby 😍😍

@despairofthefault

[miyunnnaise]

hysteria

[07aa]

[yridenergyridenergy]