Time feels different. When I started this blog I was half my age. I kid in high school who loved to swim, think deeply, and explore religion, culture and spirituality. I missed the days when days felt long and present. At double my age now, I feel like days last a few hours. But less melancholy. More self-love. And Jesus is King. Christ is King. I used to think any other spirit, before knowing Jesus and the Holy Spirit, could remove my anxieties. But they never seemed to live up to their promises. But I can give my testimony that, Jesus has been there for me, he’s reached out his hand. The anxieties of meeting new people don’t feel as strong. Because if God is with me, who can stand against me, us. Well, the world will always throw challenges. But what greater love is there to lay one’s life down for his friends or children. Jesus dies on the cross for us for our sins, I accept that, and I wrap my heart in his Word. I pray the same sense of peace for you all.
I’m seeing someone new now. I feel more ready and able than before, understanding deeper meanings. Be patient and wait on the Lord.
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