and that’s why you always leave a note

bella

[heavensghost]

cant wait to start feeling normal again I think to myself knowing that i have not once felt normal not at all my whole life not ever

[kingagamemnon]

The Song of Achilles, Madeline Miller

[sindar]

— When he died, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with him.

[fvae-moved]

I Know The End by Phoebe Bridgers

[264571956-deactivated20210621]

1. money shot, rae armantrout  / 2. / 3. in the mood for love, dir. wong kar wai / 4. lunar widow, melissa broder / 5. prayer, lily wang / 6. / 7. 

[264571956-deactivated20210621]

the language of the birds, richard siken

[filmswithoutfaces]

The O.C. (2003-2007)

[frankencain]

richard siken, meanwhile / bram stoker, dracula

[scribbledpages]

right where you left me by taylor swift + automat by edward hopper

[versacherries]

sometimes i wake up and realize i’m still the same heartbroken 17 year old girl just in the body of someone older

[caughtinorbit]

[metamorphesque]

  ― Billy-Ray Belcourt, A History of My Brief Body

[text ID: To love someone is firstly to confess: I'm prepared to be devastated by you.]

[ryebreadgf]

let me tell you a secret – sometimes i think this might all be a bad dream. every now and then, when the world is quiet enough, when the yellow light hits the ceiling just right, i feel like a child again. sometimes i wish i could find the spot where time is the weakest, touch it, tear it apart, and wake up on the sofa, behind my parents’ backs where i’ve crawled after some nightmare. from the tv, a laugh track. i’m pretending to sleep. it’s summer. see, the balcony door is ajar. see, there’s a mosquito trying to get in. see, my heart isn’t aching. see?

[20aliens-deactivated20200625]

USA. New York. 1998. Stuart Franklin

[love]

‘Fleeted Happenings’ by Andrew Lyman

[sandy-days-and-sun-rays]

[andysambrg]

Fleabag (2016 - 2019) / beetlejuices / bondhu tomar (friend of mine), krishnokoli / honeybee, trista mateer / honeytuesday / motion sickness, phoebe bridgers / chungking express (1994) / hope ur ok, olivia rodrigo / Ocean Vuong, from On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous / by langston hughes

[gyavaforradalmar]

jo march really was like. i love the people around me and i cannot cope with them leaving and being mature and appealing enough to start new chapters in their lives while i'm still clinging into this idealised, carefree, comedy-like lifestyle i thought was gonna last forever. and i really thought platonic relationships could replace my repressed longing for a romantic one but now all my loved ones' first priorities became romance. meanwhile i cannot put myself out seeking a romantic relationship because that would automatically mean altering, belittleing, objectifying and compromising myself, my life would become a cliche with guaranteed unhappy ending because i feel like no one in this world could truly make me happy. and i do want to embrace my independent, single lifestyle but i guess i didnt calculate back then how lonely it's going to feel. it's like my only choice is between two types of unhappiness. jo march conveyed all this stuff and i'm not supposed to tear up just thinking about that goddamn movie???