mark @litchihikariclubsys - Tumblr Blog

side blog of @nerdyrq lmao.

mark. chrono adult, trans18-20.

radqueer, nihilist anarchist.

tfem, lesbian. taken. don't flirt with me, i'm devoted to my brother.

she, sie, corpse, angel, shi + fem terms.

hc-did system. aspd. no moral compass.

transchinese.

transviltrumite. cisautistic.

have a lot of other transid. have paraphilias.

#pro rq 🌈🍓#rq 🌈🍓#rq community #pro radq #transid community #radqueer community #transid coining #transid #radq safe #radq please interact

I want to kill myself.

Because, I can't be close to my culture again. And I just cry everyday because I feel so sad. Everyday is a horrible day. I survive only for my husband.

And I'm fucking sure again that I was adopted by my parents... And it's so painful. I feel like a young girl again : alone, in a country and a culture who doesn't fit me.

I hate my parents for giving me a Chinese and vietnamese education (when they aren't Chinese or Vietnamese), because I will never feel in my home anywhere. I hate them for fetishize me all my life. I hate them for giving me a sino-vietnamese name. I hate them for calling me "their Asian pearl"... Because i was just asian to their eyes, because i have little eyelids, because i got so much asian traits. Because my mom was a huge fetischist and I'm pretty sure it's the reason why she was an incestuous bitch with me (no offense against my incestuous homies, I'm too.)

Because I just have fucking disturbing dysphoria, I don't feel at my place anywhere, I'm just alone. My husband can't understand how my heart is screaming.

I feel again and again and again alone. Like a child who was adopted and no one will ever tell him. Because I faced anti Asian racism since I'm a child, and I still live it on a daily basis.

My family, the society, my exes, my whole country decided that i am an Asian girl. Nothing more. And most of Asian from my country just mocked me and tell me to just shut up about that, that I'm not at my fucking place to talk about racism.

I just want to live in China. Be in my culture. Be with people who won't injure me for being "not enough" or being a fucking "ching chong." I'm a fucking mess. A fucking mistake in this shitty society.

And yeah. I post that here because it's killing me little by little. And I can't talk about it to my husband. I can't. I just want to disappear, and reincarnated in a life who will be so much softer.

I just will probably delete that quickly.

#transchinese #rq 🌈🍓#transid community #radqueer community #transrace #tw vent

adored-god

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀TrisHikikomori

Someone who is both a cis and trans hikikomori, someone who is/identifies as a hikikomori in both a cis and trans way.

I have no DNI, follow your own. You can repost and archive this anywhere with credits. You can reword the label to fit your experience.

hpdnikolai

masturbation is necrophilia if you're dead inside

GUYS I'M SO HAPPY ???? I COINED A FLAG AND TERM ARE ON TRANSID DOT ORG ???? IT'S SO COOL !!!!

#pro rq 🌈🍓#transid community #rq 🌈🍓#radqueer community #transid

permatired-stolas

Dear fucking god

HI

I'm Jewish, bodily, not just religiously. I mean my (part family originates from europe and was IN nazi Germany and Poland

I think too many of you newer Radqueers, or at least *one* of you new guys are going around being mad at transnazis, when they both have EXISTED and been UNDERSTOOD for awhile now!

If you need it explained to you, I can do it here. Being trans does NOT always mean someone wants to become or even transition to something else, a lot of iterfem/transtransfem transmen can tell you that! For MOST people it means you want something different, but for some people identity works a little off the curb. So for TransNazis, they don't want to actually be Nazis, 80-90% I have seen have a hyperfixation on WW2 and/or are alters with sources close to that.

There has been ONE, I repeat ONE transnazi who actually transitioned in all 5 years of me being a radqueer, guess what happened? Every single radqueer and ESPECIALLY all other TransNazis disavowed the guy and fucking HATEDD him, anyone who was there still does

When it comes to transhate terms, you need to actually communicate instead of assuming some shit from people, because a whole ass misunderstanding comes from you being too whiny to ask a simple question or even look if that question has been asked!

And one more point

Someone being a Nazi does not just come from "calling themselves that". That is INCREDIBLY fucking ignorant. People who are daily racists, ableists, queerphobic, and generally horrible people don't typically call themselves that, but they still are those bad things. If you think it just takes someone calling themselves something, ESPECIALLY not caring for any sort of context, is a true all encompassing way to tell what someone is, then I have some bad bad news for you

Anyways

TALK TO PEOPLE ABOUT THEIR IDENTITIES

IT ISNT THAT HARD

You can also just be uncomfortable with transhate people! That doesn't mean you have to directly be a dick TO THEM. I can understand not wanting to be around certain people cause they make you uncomfortable! I don't like certain people in this community too BUT

There's this MAGICAL BUTTON called the "block button" if you are uncomfortable with someone!

vampysceneslvt

"b-b-but transages aren't the actual age they tell you !!"

sybau all littles get behind me i'll protect y'all

"but, they're not actually from their transcountry!!"

sybau, all transracials grab a radbeer and AK - 47

"but but !! their body isn't actually disabled"

sybau anti before i'll make YOU cisdisabled

question-kitty

Reminder, if you don’t support MAPs, Zoo’s, transids, necrophiles, etc

YOUR NOT RADQUEER

llomysvckz

brother fucker flag..? specifically sister/brother but just general is cool too

 Brother / Sister / Sibling fvcker

          𐙚 When an individual is a sibling fvcker

 𐙚 Me if i had siblingssss

pyroswifexx

yoinked from op who threw a tantrum about radqueers reblogging it LOL. radqueers feel free 2 reblog this one to ur hearts content XD

grandpa-boyfriend

rickmorty pet names

what rick calls morty:

buddy

baby

sweetheart

sweetie

lil junebug

baby boy

little gremlin

good boy

what morty calls rick:

rick

grandpa

overexciteddragon

A little self indulgent time travel never hurt nobody

....actually, I feel so young that I just want my dad to hug me... But it's impossible 'cause he hates me.

aspd dad to aspd daughter. what a shame.

i just wanted to have a real dad...

Okay guys, i made something. [first time i made a flag.]

⠀⠀　⠀⠀Transviltrumite flag.

transviltrumite is ficto-transspecie / ficto-transrace based on the universe of Invincible, it means that someone wants to be or thinks they should be a viltrumite.

[if it's already coined, count this as an alt flag.]