#1 girl jiyong truther

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my commissions post!! please click the pic above to see my insta post for full details since i can’t post it all here :(

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attention once a godders, new chapter!!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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off to the library on this sunny day to write some fic. thank you everyone immeasurably for your patience with this chapter, ill get it to you soon <3

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thoughts on another dimension?

honestly call me whatever you want but i still havent listened to it properly, i just cant bring myself to. bigbang were such a huge part of my life when i was younger and in a really horrible place. im happy for seunghyun, i genuinely am happy that hes healing and coming back to the music scene, but in my head it feels like i cant listen to it because itll be me accepting that bigbang as it was when i needed them most is over. i know its not rational but thats just the way my head works lol, i cant watch anyones lives and i avoid concerts and stuff because of my high stress and anticipatory overwhelm and emotional intensity avoidance and whatever else bs any therapists can come up with lol

in short, im so happy for seunghyun, but i havent listened yet. i will at some point, but thats not right now lol

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Is once a god finished or you will keep updating?

hi! there is one chapter left that id like to write, but honestly im struggling with it. i thought id have a good direction with it but the last chapter didnt exactly go as id planned because i rushed it in one writing session with all kinds of shit going on in my life and i dont think the readers enjoyed it as much as i thought they would

in my head id planned for this from near the start and i was so excited for it the whole time i was writing this fic but i kinda regret the way i executed the actual chapter i feel like it couldve been better. even though i know its my fic and you kinda have to blind-eye some plotholes because i never meant for it to be *this* long or do some suspension of disbelief because cctv in korea is crazy good or whatever, i still feel like maybe i shouldnt have just written something and sent it out like that. so those kinds of feelings are making me not really wanna write this anymore lol...

but as for the last chapter, ive thought about different angles i could do and what would work best but i just cant decide on anything. i guess ill give it a shot and publish whatever i come up with, because i cant leave this fic unfinished after this long lol

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ATTENTION ONCE A GOD-ERS!!! im finally at long last able to write!!! i finally have *some* financial stability and access to medication and most importantly, i just finished my last coursework for now. i genuinely can’t wait to get writing.

as always thank you guys so so much for your patience

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Sorry for being greedy but can we expect another chapter any time soon?? 👀

of course!! >:) the wait will definitely not be as long as it was for this last chapter too don’t worry

and before anyone says ANYTHING yes i have a plan yes you’ll probably find plot holes. i don’t care 😊😊 it’s fiction

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woow more jk fucking jinnie please

wehehe.... i wasnt planning on it per se but... now i wanna,

feel free to send me a dm cuz i wanna know what you wanna see in the next one.. <3 same for anyone else who comes here from... *that fic*

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MY fic MY plot holes okay... youre all riding in MY bus

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Hey! Just curious- do you have an estimated date for when you’ll next update your story. I know you’re super busy at the moment- just I’m so looking forward to reading it ☺️

right now!!! go read!

run dont walk! ive been the most excited for this

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relieved to announce the next chapter is finally coming along... i hope you guys end up happy with it or at least not disappointed. this will probably be the last chapter if all goes well

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hii just checking to see if ur doing good!! engineering sounds so stessful im forever grateful for the frequent updates you gave us during ur break, but i dont mind being patient. Im not sending this to pressure u in any way for an update, just wanted to see how youve been doing and if there is any idea of when you can update it?

hi!! thank you for the respectful message :)) i have been heavily drinking lol but i will do my best to reply coherently. i have in no way abandoned once a god so dont you guys worry, i promise promise prmise there will be an update. little tw but i had another little mishap with life recently because everything is just too much its like unethical, but literally today i got hired for a very competitive position in a company ive really really wanted to work for less than a day after my interview! im really glad, its boosted my self confidence and morale because i must be good if they wanted to hire me that bad lmfao.. i guess that means ill be working on the next chapter soon :) i know ive been sating for a while that the end is near, but right where we are right now is Imminently Near the end. this is genuinely one of the last chapters that im going to write next.

as always im genuinely so grateful for everyone waiting on me so patiently.. most of you are so good to me and understanding. this is my longest fic ever and the fact that poeple genuinely want to read this and stay with me while im writing feels crazy to me lol

thank you again for the kindness

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hey guys, a little hold on the update. engineering coursework again im afraid. when theres this unethical workload plus horrific mental health, it really doesnt give you time to write lol. i promise i wont leave you guys hanging for too long, stay strong

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

go have a read!! longer chapter than usual :P

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Once a God - chapter 55 snippet

“We should contact your lawyer.”

Jiyong took a moment to register what that meant. Only then did he finally look at Seunghyun, quickly, wide-eyed. Lips pursed, he shook his head no.

“No? Baby, I know it’s hard. It’ll be hard… but this could put him away for good.” He himself knew that wasn’t the whole truth, that if Seungri could have gotten away from something like the fucking Burning Sun, then this would probably do more damage to G-Dragon than anything. But he still needed to face consequences. The moment he noticed tears springing from the younger’s eyes, he stopped, turned to him, hesitated before putting his hands anywhere near him. “Ji, baby, I’m sorry. We don’t have to talk about this right now, okay?”

The younger drew back away from him, crumpling into himself, hugging his knees and wetting the fabric there with his tears. Only a soft whimper between sobs escaped him.

Seunghyun frowned, feeling useless without being able to hold him or help him in any way. “Baby, what do you need?”

[....]

Without a further word, Jiyong shot to his feet and scampered off, the blanket he pulled along with him disappearing behind a door slammed shut, leaving Seunghyun stunned. Jiyong had never run off like that.

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people in the comments of Once a God reminding me of all the ends ive purposely left loose... theres still chapters to go babies dont y'all worry..

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

another short chapter 54 to keep you all while i write the next chapter...