Hehe 😗

Back on my bullshit 😇 5’6” Hw- 172 Cw- 158 Gw- 120

[anxietyproblem]

[whotfisher-deactivated20220829]

[v4mp-h34rtt-deactivated20220729]

pls tell me i'm not the only one who got so obsessed with calories at some point that now 600 seem like A LOT when it's actually probably not that much

[sickfaerie]

I sure have been putting the eating in eating disorder lately

[ashstfu]

i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

[sentada]

who else is stupid and eats bread

[strawbery-delight]

who else is stupid and eats everything

[until-it-killss]

Who else is stupid and eats

[goddamncalories]

who else is stupid

[thinxsilk-deactivated20201109]

these hit me hard

[disturbedlolita]

[konoko]

[fairycosmos]

i really can’t stand myself like i can’t stand looking in the mirror and knowing that that’s how people see me

[sanvedna]

Sir please that's my emotional support stack of books that i haven't read

[micro-usb-deactivated20230625]

[littlefreakboyblogging-deactiva]

you will be 14 and crying in your bathroom and the pain will never seem to end and the guilt and the shame and the jealousy and the fear will overwhelm you, and then next thing you know you’re 18 cooking dinner in your tiny kitchen listening to your roommates scream laughing at master chef and you’ve cut all your hair off and your arms are plastered with tattoos and hey, some of em are crooked, just like that first one you let your friend do in his basement when you were 14 and full of pain, remember? It didn’t hurt so bad after all.

[lilmamabeyellin]

[little-red-dove]

I’m sick rn, and it’s so much easier to avoid food 😭 one can of soup, nothing else, and no questions!

[dreamsicle-bones]

80 Calorie Pancake Recipe~✨💛

Y’all ain’t even READY FOR THIS….

Here’s the ingredients:

¼ tsp baking powder - 0cal

¼ tsp salt - 0cal

2 tbsp flour - 50cal (the one I use is all purpose and 25cal per tbsp)

3 tbsp egg whites - 25cal (I use egg beaters but you can choose to use whatever you want)

A couple packets of a 0cal sweetener - 0cal

1 tbsp Mrs. Butterworths sugar free syrup - 5cal

^^(THIS SYRUP IS A BLESSING, it’s 20cal for ¼ cup but I only used a tbsp so the calories are SUPER LOW💕)

Directions:

Heat up a pan of your choosing, doesn’t really matter the size.

Measure out your ingredients and put them into a bowl.

Mix your ingredients, I prefer to use a rubber spatula over a whisk because I can scrape off the ingredients that like to stick to the bowl.

Use water, 0cal cooking spray, or whatever you like to make sure your pancakes don’t get stuck to the pan.

Put some batter in the pan and YOU’RE COOKING, BABY

With this recipe, I made 3 pancakes of a satisfying size so don’t fear 🙌

Once you’ve finished cooking all your pancakes, add your syrup and BOOM!!! BREAKFAST~~

Finished product:

THIS ENTIRE PLATE IS 80 CALORIES. IM SERIOUS. WHOLE BREAKFAST. 80 CALORIES. YOU CAN EVEN ADD SOME FRUIT TO MAKE IT MORE INTERESTING.

I love this recipe so much because even on bad days I can cook up an easy satisfying breakfast without making myself want to cry because of the calories. Hopefully you guys like it too, stay safe and happy cooking!! ✨💕

[justanothersetofb0nes]

Developing an ed to have some sense of control in your life but then realizing that what you eat is actually very hard to control and then your eating habits are way more out of control than before you started and now everything in your life is out of control and you haaaaaate yourself and feel like a failure in every aspect of your existence.