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🏹ily all and I’m here for you🏹 🏹26/F/read pinned🏹

[sickfaerie]

❧ Before following know I vent about my struggles with my ed/depression/anxiety/whatever else I may have ❧

My backup! Please follow just in case

❧ If your main is a non vent/ed blog and you’re following me for your side blog lmk so I don’t block you! ❧

❧ I’m pro recovery however I relapsed and am no longer in it myself! Please just block if you do not want to see posts relating to my struggles, please don’t report bc I don’t reblog any pro content! Also I try to just encourage harm reduction for everyone bc ily ❧

❧ I’m always here to listen. I understand all these mental issues can be extremely isolating. I’m just here to have a supportive community that won’t force me into recovery when I can’t do so at the moment (so feel free to message me if you need someone to turn to and vent, or if you’d just like to talk) ❧

❧ Please do not put your ed tags under my posts ❧

[sickfaerie]

sorry to hear you are having a rough time, I don't have any advice but I hope that you can find support and get through this. you deserve to be happy and as healthy as possible <3

I appreciate you sm you’re obv a very caring kind person and I hope things go your way in life 🤍 I don’t believe I deserve that bc I’m not a good person but I hope to get through this

[sickfaerie]

Miss y’all sm I hope the best for all my moots and followers 🤍

I’ve been rly struggling lately I spiraled into depression and drinking heavy and have gained 50 lbs and I hate how I look but can’t stop drinking and break the cycle

I have no friends and feel very worthless and sad and lonely in life and my relationship is very messed up and makes me sad all the time

If I could stop drinking that would be great I’m tired of abusing my body in different ways but restricting is my fave I kinda miss it bc I was happier in a fucked up way yaknowww

[sickfaerie]

I’m so alone in my feelings and I deserve it. I’ll never find the love I crave. I want to be someone else somebody better someone who people who actually love and stand by them through thick and thin. I wanna be somebody that someone would stay up all night for and listen to and comfort and do all the things for that I never get… I wanna be loved the way I so desperately crave

[sickfaerie]

Why do I let myself keep getting hurt by men…

Why can’t I ever be good enough to deserve to be loved?

[sickfaerie]

My body was never the conventional beauty standards at any point ever and I hate it for that

[sickfaerie]

I hate being bvlimic I’m rly hurting my body now tbh since I’m not a teenager someone pls help I’m so lost

[sickfaerie]

Not meaning it doesn’t mess u up when ur young just from my experience from the last 10 years of this I’m now rly hurting myself like nvr before

[sickfaerie]

I hate being bvlimic I’m rly hurting my body now tbh since I’m not a teenager someone pls help I’m so lost

[sickfaerie]

So I’m being obv bulimic now and no one cares I’m loving this life

[sickfaerie]

Educating myself on health and nutrition 🤝 not giving af when it comes to me and starving/bingeing/pvrging what I eat

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[sickfaerie]

I’ve been v inactive can y’all like this if ur an active blog (that doesn’t use all the various e~d tags pls I don’t wanna be deleted)

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

[sickfaerie]

All I’ve thought about today is waiting to eat n pvke it all up

No matter how long I go the second I give in I’m back to this addiction

[sickfaerie]

I’m so sorry for hurting you. I’ll hurt myself now instead

[ojibwa]

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