2am

You're still fucking me over

[blackboypoet]

Go to the next movie by yourself. Realize that your laugh will sound the same even when he’s not around, that you can still see life in the same soft colors when he’s not your rose tinted glasses. Rediscover that there are other things in life that deserve your tears and no boy is ever entitled a monopoly on that market. Go out and remember that you came out on the other side the same whole person you were before, and you may have been cracked, but you were never broken.

A good movie is a break up’s best friend

Tayo Omisore

(via blackboypoet)

[littlebitmessyme]

I do believe there is someone for everyone. But what if he's for you and you aren't for him. No one ever set rules for this game.

[littlebitmessyme]

He's so amazing. He gets you and your stupid little jokes that no one gets and he's sarcastic just like you and he's always got you laughing. He's there and it's perfect and you're finally happy. He says the right things. He does the right things. You're always smiling. But then you're not and he's gone. You weren't good enough for him to wait around and maybe you never will be. He gets everyone you silly girl, it wasn't unique, he didn't just get you. All of a sudden you're kissing other boys and dating other boys to kill the pain. They don't get it like he did and they aren't sarcastic like he was and you're not laughing like you used to. Every time they do it wrong you can picture him doing it right and it's so painful. So even though it was the best feeling in the world it will never make up for that literal ache you felt when you collapsed to the ground and you clutched you chest and you couldn't breath and your whole world fell and you were struggling for a breathe because you knew then that the boy who meant everything felt nothing for you.

[omgurperfect-deactivated2016030]

We all have someone hidden deep down in the bottom of our hearts. We will always feel a little pain or twinge of sadness when we think about that someone. It’s inevitable, you can’t just ignore it when it hits you. But although it hurts me hard every now and then, I still learn to deal with it, because even though I’m still hurt, life goes on. It has to.

the thoughts I’ll never share in person (via omgurperfect)

[omgurperfect-deactivated2016030]

For the longest time, I’ve felt nothing. No emotions, no love, no nothing. But then you decided to show up. You made me fall in love and made me feel everything. But then you left me all alone again and never spoke to me again as if you’ve accomplished something. As if your goal all along was to make me love and hate you. Well, congratulations.

You made me feel. You tore me apart. (via omgurperfect)

[moonlitpoems]

look, i’m sorry. but if i could go back to the day i first talked to you, i wouldn’t.

j.e.b. ((the high was not worth the pain.))

[radicaldamsel]

And perhaps one day you will love me and the timing will be right for you. But I won’t wait for that day. I will continue my life and get over my heartbreak. I will love again and I will survive. One day you may come to me the same way I came to you and I will turn you down the same way you did me. Or maybe I won’t. But one thing I do know is that I’ll be happy with whatever I decide.

GarriNicole thehuskylionfish (via thehuskylionfish)

[come-and-save-me-from-myself]

We met at the wrong time, that’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far city somewhere and we could give it another shot.

I’m just trying to be strong and forget about you, but I really can’t. (via come-and-save-me-from-myself)

[gaapoetry]

I’d like to think that you haven’t fully moved on from me. And that my name is still prominent in your vocabulary. That you think of me when you see my favorite book or turn around when my voice seems to travel to your ears. Maybe your heart still misses a beat when someone asks about me. And maybe I’m not the only one whose mind wanders back in time over and over again.

Time is a funny thing. -gaa (via mysterygrl13)

[wisdom-and-wanderlust]

If he makes you cry more often than he makes you laugh, leave. If you have to convince yourself that he loves you as much as you love him, leave. If he refuses to hold you after you have sex, leave. If he ever makes you feel small, leave. If he tells you he loves you but consistently does things that say the opposite, leave. If you have to calm yourself by thinking of a future where things between you will have settled down and you are finally happy, leave. You will have a future as bright as a burning star without him. If he ever tells you that you would fall apart without him, leave.

Things I wish I could have told myself- S.L.O. (via wisdom-and-wanderlust)

[she-couldnt-breathe]

No matter how many bottles or boys I kiss, none of them are going to make me feel the same way you did.

it’s been 8 months and i still can’t feel a fucking thing. (via she-couldnt-breathe)

[littlebitmessyme]

You told me again and again that it was going to be different. Yet here I am again with a bottle of vodka and a tear streaked face.

[fingertipwords]

To fall in love with someone who does not love you back, is the cruelest, most unforgiving heartache I have ever experienced.

K.B. (via fingertipwords)

[littlebitmessyme]

I've drowned the butterflies you gave me with vodka and now my insides are rotting and my stomach is hurting but I feel a million times better than I did with you in my head.

[littlebitmessyme]

You spent an infinity of year not being born yet and you will spend an infinity of years being dead. Finish your cereal and go outside.