Loneliest December {OPEN}
littleblackrabbits:
His ears lowered in shame and fear, whining softly while glancing between the three.
âhard to explain..â he responded softly, limping a little closer yet kept his distance still, knowing by the elders body language it wasnât right to get within his personal bubble.
Hard to explain⌠That was a line he had heard too many times in his life when it came to why someone who was close to him either disappeared from his life for a long period of time and then suddenly came back, or as to one of the things that happened in his past. It was something he inwardly loathed and feared.Â
Thin lips pursed even tighter into a thin line causing them to go white along with his knuckles as he fought back tears and to stay rational through the swirling mixture of emotions within him. Nao felt angered, betrayed, upset, relief, fear⌠so many emotions that tried to make its way to the surface and make him react with them.Â
But it was the feeling of the young twins keeping to his sides that kept him from acting out of any of them. They had been his anchor in life for the last half a year that his husband had been missing.Â
Taking a slow, deep breath, Nao managed to calm himself down enough to speak without his voice shaking this time. âTheyâve been asking when you would come backâŚ. every day since you went missingâŚâ
'I'm sorry.. I know that means very little and it will take time for you all to forg--' his thoughts were cut short by a wave of pain ripping through his lower body, falling instantly into the snow. 'he.. Help..'








