Eremika Rekindled Heart AU | To the Man I love
The late afternoon light cast long shadows across the living room, dust motes floating idly in golden slants. Mikasa sat motionless on the sofa, her expression blank, her eyes distant as if her soul was somewhere far beyond the walls of the Yeager residence. Across from her, Floch adjusted the cuffs of his suit, his tone sharper now that his polite overtures had gone unanswered.
"It seems you're not listening to us, Mrs. Ackerman," he said, trying to keep his voice level. "Let me repeat myself, you are required to sign the divorce documents as soon as possible. If you refuse, then—"
“Then what?” Mikasa’s voice cut in coldly, low but sharp enough to freeze the room. Her eyes, dull with exhaustion, finally lifted to meet his. “What right do you have to threaten me in my own home?”
Floch took a breath, trying again. “I’m only here under Mr. Yeager’s orders. He insists that you sign. The marital assets will be divided fairly, and you—”
“Stop it.” She stood abruptly, her tone commanding. “Take your ridiculous documents and get out from here!.”
Floch’s assistant blinked, taken aback. “Ma’am, please, don’t be unreasonable. You’re only making things more difficult—”
“How dare you raise your voice to my sister?” A new voice rang out, cutting like steel through the room.
Pieck stood in the doorway, eyes blazing as she stepped toward them. “Mr. Forster,” she said icily, “I suggest you remind yourself whose home you’re standing in.”
“Miss Pieck, I understand your concern, but we’re simply fulfilling our—”
“I’ve had enough of your rehearsed bullshit. If I ever see you here again, I’ll personally have the guards drag you and your glorified intern out by your ties. Do I make myself clear?”
Floch pursed his lips, chest rising and falling heavily. He took a beat before nodding stiffly. “Very well, Mrs. Ackerman. But you can’t avoid this forever. The court will proceed regardless of your consent.”
With that, he turned and left, his assistant scurrying behind him.
Mikasa dropped onto the sofa like something inside her had caved in. Her fingers rested protectively over her still-flat belly, where new life had quietly begun just days ago. No one knew. No one could know.
Pieck moved beside her and gently placed a hand on her shoulder, rubbing soothing circles.
“They won’t come back,” she murmured. “I’ll make sure of it.”
Mikasa let out a breath, shaky and fragile. “Why... Why is he doing this, Pieck…? Why is he hurting me like this?” Her voice cracked. “I promised him I will stay. I promised I will wait… but he won’t even let me see him. He won’t even want to meet me.” Her tears came slowly, then all at once. “I just don’t understand…” Her head dropped into her hands. “I love him so much, and he’s pushing me away. Why now? Why like this?”
Pieck took a slow breath. Her voice was gentler this time. “You and I both know why, don’t we?” she said quietly. “Eren’s trying to protect you. He thinks if he cuts ties, the Galliard family won’t come after you… that if he distances himself, you’ll be safe.”
Mikasa shook her head, the tears rolling faster. “But I’m not safe either, I’m not literally fine! He’s hurting me more than anyone else ever could… I feel like I’m dying inside. I don’t want a divorce. I want to wait for him. I want to raise our baby together. All I want is to be with him!”
Pieck froze. “…baby? A baby?” she echoed. Her voice was barely above a whisper.
Mikasa turned to her, eyes shimmering. She swallowed hard and gave a small nod. “I found out three days ago,” she confessed. “I… I haven’t told anyone yet. Not our parents, not Levi, not Eren’s parents. They’re all dealing with so much already… I don’t want to burden them.”
Pieck stared, stunned, before slowly reaching out and brushing a strand of hair from Mikasa’s damp cheek. “You’re pregnant,” she repeated, almost to herself. She let out a soft breath, as though the weight of the world had settled on her chest too. “Oh, Miki…”
Mikasa nodded again, silently sobbing now.
“Please,” she whispered. “Don’t tell anyone. Not yet. Not until I know what to do.”
Pieck hesitated, then finally gave a small, solemn nod. “Alright. I won’t say a word.”
She wrapped her arms around her sister then, holding her tightly for the first time in what felt like forever. The same sister she had once resented, once envied, once tried to forget now trembling and broken in her arms.
“We’re leaving,” Pieck whispered into her hair. “There’s a place I know quiet, peaceful, safe. We’ll figure this out together.”
Mikasa didn’t answer. She didn’t need to beacuse for the first time in a long, long while… she let herself be held.
The garden was in full bloom. Wildflowers swayed in the gentle breeze, filling the air with a soft sweetness that mingled with the earthy scent of warm grass. The sky above the Ackerman villa was painted a tranquil blue, the occasional tuft of cloud floating idly across it. Mikasa sat cross-legged atop a pale picnic blanket spread across the garden lawn, the sunlight warming her skin. Her long hair fell over her shoulders in gentle waves, and in her lap rested a small leather-bound journal worn now from frequent use, its edges soft and slightly frayed. She held a pen in her hand, pausing between words with careful strokes, she began to write.
Week 11
Eren… I’ve been crying over everything. I saw a commercial with a puppy and sobbed like a fool. I yelled at the kettle because it took too long to boil. I’m moody, I know. If you were here, maybe I’d feel less like a storm in a teacup. Maybe you’d hold me until I calmed down like you used to. I miss you.
Week 14
Today I wanted spicy noodles so badly. But the moment I smelled them, I ran to the bathroom and threw up everything. Eren, help me. I need you. Our baby needs you.
Week 20
I felt a flutter. A tiny kick. It was so faint I thought I imagined it. But it happened again and this time I cried. You’re not here, but I want to believe that somehow, you’ll feel this too. That our baby’s little feet are reaching for you, too.
Week 24
Boy or girl? What do you think? I remember when you said you wanted a daughter who looked just like me. Will she have your eyes? Your quiet stare? Will she laugh like you used to when we were young?
Week 30
I dreamt of you last night. You were sitting at the edge of the bed, your hand on my belly, whispering something to the baby. I didn’t hear the words but I felt the love in them. I woke up sobbing. I don’t want to wake up from that kind of dream anymore.
Week 35
I’m tired, Eren. So tired. Not from the weight I carry in my body but from the ache in my heart. I know you think you’re protecting us. But this silence… it’s killing me. I know you don’t want this baby. Or maybe you think you shouldn’t. But I do. I want them. I need you please… when we meet again, I hope you can look at this child and see the love we shared. Not the pain.
Mikasa sighed and closed the journal gently, resting it atop her belly as if to let the baby inside feel her words. The weight of the book was nothing compared to the weight on her chest, but for a moment, sitting here in the sunlight, there was peace. Her gaze lifted to the clear sky, then to the wildflowers dancing lazily in the wind. The cicadas hummed faintly. A bird chirped from a nearby tree. She looked down again, smiling gently as she caressed the swell of her nine-month belly.
“My sweet orange,” she whispered. “My little sunshine. I can’t wait to meet you. You’re the only one who’s kept me going. I hope… one day… your dada will meet you too.”
She laughed softly when she felt a small, sudden kick not sharp, but certain.
“Ah,” she gasped lightly, eyes wide, then smiling. “You agree, huh? You want to see him too?”
Her fingers lingered on the curve of her belly, her voice warm and quiet. “He’s a good man, you know. He’s just lost right now. But he’s the only man who ever made me feel… seen, loved. Even when he didn’t say it. Even when he ran.”
“You really agree,” she chuckled. “You really are my child.”
“Mikasa,” came a familiar voice from across the yard.
She turned. Tamara stood at the edge of the garden, her expression gentle but concerned, one hand shielding her eyes from the sunlight. Her mother is here with her, Thanks to Pieck who can’t lie to their family.
“It’s getting warm out. Come inside, my dear. You need rest.”
Mikasa nodded, her smile never fading. “Coming, mom.”
She took one last look at the sun above her, then gently lifted herself from the blanket, cradling her belly with one hand and the journal in the other. The warmth in her chest stayed with her as she walked across the grass, guided by the rhythm of her child’s movement, and the soft hope that maybe, just maybe this wasn’t the end.