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finding more fallen hairs on your pillow

your favorite stuffed bread disappearing from the convenience store

the accumulation of little despairs

that’s what makes people adults

— Kento Nanami , Jujutsu Kaisen

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I love and resent my father so much.

I wish life had been kinder to you.

I wish life had been kinder to you so you would have been kinder to me.

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I want to crawl into someone else’s body and feel how they feel. I want to know if the sadness I feel everyday is because of me or if it’s just a condition that every human carries.

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nanami has had many close death encounters. he is a jujutsu sorcerer, he looks death in the eyes every mission no matter how little. he had never truly felt so close to death until mahito, until he he was trapped and could have died with a single touch. at that moment, he truly had no regrets. he had fought and fought and like many, would succumb to death. he should have known then, that he was not going to die. jujutsu sorcerers die with regret. they die wishing they had the chance to do one last thing. change one aspect of their life. so when nanami did truly die, he felt those regrets. he wished he could have said something better to yuuji, he wished his last words were not a burden. he wished he could have said goodbye to gojo, shook hands with his students one last time. he wished he could have lived just a bit more, take a stroll through a park. see what the cafe girl was up to, tell her thank you. accept her thanks in return. but he was a jujutsu sorcerer. and jujutsu sorcerers died with regret, and so he did as well.

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warning : jjk manga spoilers

im just imagining gojo breaking free, fighting everyone who needs to be fought and saving everyone who needs to be saved. being so tired but still smiling to cheer up a crying yuuji and looking around to tease nanami and just. not finding him there. and he asks where he is and yuuji just cries more and gojo just cant handle it. i dont think he would start crying or anything, i could believe he’d get mad, maybe even start laughing out of disbelief but i think he’d just kinda go quiet. like he doesn’t have the energy to pretend he’s happy anymore

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