.𖥔 ݁ ˖╭ ┆Esau ╰⊹ ࣪

... ୨୧ Esau | Star . They / He .ᐟ I'm 16 !! ★ ˙ ̟ ‧₊˚ ♥️. Jacob

[littleesau]

Intro!

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˗ˏˋ ᯓ ୨ৎ ˎˊ˗ Hey there <3 please call me Esau, I'm a little person who wants to be happy!! ᡣ • . • 𐭩 ♡

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☀️ ୭ ˚.⁺⊹ .ᐟֶָ I'm 16, I am a non binary person who also uses He/Him prns !! I'm a healing darkshipper !

I'm a victim of CSA, abuse and Grooming, this heavily affected my view on relationships and had a big impact in my life and my morals, and it got more difficult to know it is wrong due to my autism. I consider myself an anti since I do not support the stuff I do, tough due to my fucked up mentality it became an addiction, but believe me, it's more the bad effects than the good ones...

I got psychical issues due to the constant abuse I got in my whole life since I was an infant, and my mental health basically got destroyed to the point of going to darkshipping to try and "cope". I know it's harmful, so i mostly stopped it entirely.

I'd like to say, if you're younger than 13 years old, please don't follow me, I can really influence young audiences into doing this and that's not what I want. If you suffer from any of the stuff I went through, please get professional help. 💗 Don't proship or do anything like I do, it will not help.

I will not post a lot related to my ships or similar, this account will be more about rants, vents (please if you don't like it leave.), I will rarely repost and just limit myself to liking and all that... If you want to be friends with me for some reason, or just want to ask about me... You can ask on this blog or go to DMs, they're always open! But I will respond late, so sorry!!!

(Also, if you're not comfortable with me, please block me, avoid interacting, but please don't say anything about me, I don't want any problems and I don't want to be accused of things that I'm not. Just block me and go away, stay safe and avoid interacting with my blog if it really affects you. 💗)

My own hashtags ୭ ˚.⁺⊹ .ᐟֶָ

• #Esau has an opinion! : It will be used when given my opinion about different things 💗

• #Esau liked it : Used when reblogging other posts🌺

• #Sad little Star : Vents. Be aware of this one.🥀

• #Star had an idea! : Used when posting headcanons of characters or ships!🎀

Thanks for reading (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

(All images showed here are either made by me or taken from Pinterest and Tumblr, I made sure they were free to use, but if your stuff is here and I needed permission to use it, please DM me and I will give proper credits or change this blog.)

[littleesau]

TBOI Jacob animation ❤️

Hey everyone <3 It has been a while😯 But I decided to make a small animation for you! It's my first time tweening 😅 I also have an updated art style I'm much more comfortable with now!!<3

I want to say that I am not going to post here that much, if not entirely anymore ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥsince I have been going to therapy to heal, and in general I've been pretty busy outside of the internet 😅but I love this account, and I want to keep it for comfort. I can interact with anyone here still <3 no need to be shy💞

[littleesau]

Esau kinsona 💫I love Esau so much <3

[littleesau]

Life update of the year💞:

I'm currently living with my aunt and finally left Buenos Aires ^^ I will really miss my hone, but the department I'm currently in is much more calm and makes me feel safe🫶 I'm looking for a new therapist, and I started to finally take medical treatment.

I've been in the hospital🤒 and after some months I finally got better, I started to go back to school so that will be a big reason of inactivity.. I'm still processing things like my DID diagnosis and trying to improve my art!!

Thanks to everyone who is following my lil diary <3 I want to post more, and I believe I will eventually 🫶

[littleesau]

Star's back

Back again

[littleesau]

I stopped using this account for a while, I'm so sorry!I was really tired from everything, and had to go live with my aunt for a while due to the DCI coming up to my house😵‍💫Anyways, my birthday was on April 2, closer to the funny date, lol.

I will post more stuff as soon as I get better🥰

[littleesau]

My school started, and even if I will not go as much as I'd like to due to mental health issues, I got lots of work to do at home. I'm sorry if I don't post anything 🥲please accept my Dark Esau art I did in three minutes

[littleesau]

Not tboi related, but I love this creature, like, a lot! She's so me💗

[littleesau]

I have some headcannons for Jacob and Esau✨:

CW: Darkship, block me if you're uncomfortable.

I like to see Esau as someone who is very dependent on his brother, he feels like he can't live without Jacob, and that the only one who truly loves him is Jacob. Esau does talk to people and is social with the rest, but he keeps his brother in a special place on his heart💗 And since his brother is very affectionate towards him it all is just heaven for him...

Jacob is only a sweet man who also loves Esau a lot, he's not dependent on him, but he loves him more than anyone and always wants to keep him safe.

Jacob takes the role of the "big brother" even if him and Esau have the same age, because they both like that.🥰Esau would constantly try to get in trouble to have Jacob protecting him because he adores his brother acting so protective towards him!

They constantly play board games together with other people, and if they have to play on teams, they always end up going together because they just can't stay away from each other...I imagine that when they were both children and went to school, teachers had to separate them because instead of studying they'd play together and talk a lot😅just brothers spending time with each other.

They are just a lovely couple that don't care about anything but each other's happiness💗💗💗

[littleesau]

I think this is the time to say that if you're a NSFW account you're on my DNI, and I don't care if you're a proshiper or not just don't draw that shit and post it while following me.

[littleesau]

I drew something that isn't Jacob and Esau related, cool!🥰 I love Lazarus, even if playing with him is a bit hard to me💗

[littleesau]

Someone who has proship dni just liked my post... Not a big deal but it's funny anyways

[something-wrong-with-us]

Well maybe if they didn't want people to ship those siblings, they shouldn't have made them so shippable.

[littleesau]

Special thanks to those two people who are talented and like my posts, I feel like I'm the simple thing with cool friends and it is so very cool<3

[littleesau]

I was told by my own father to k1ll myself as a "joke"...And when I say joke I mean that he literally told me “Yeah, but if you ever k1lled yourself, it would solve a lot of our problems in our family!”

He's not a bad man, I care about him a lot, but he can't just say that to his child, child that tried to end their life a week ago. Sometimes the things he says are just gross.

And my mother doesn't help me a lot. It seems like forgiving the 🍇 ist of her younger child wasn't a big deal because she still talks to my brother, and she did even after he went to jail for fucking s3xual assault. This family is crazy I tell you, luckily I will leave this place as soon as I turn eighteen and go live with my aunt in a different place of Argentina, good enough for me.😌

[littleesau]

If someone will remember me, remember me as Esau instead of Star. I love Esau, and I did since J&E became playable characters.♥️♥️

[littleesau]

Dumb boys in love. ♥️