: nonsense

screaming into the void. original poems, random thoughts, diary entries, ect.

[littlefinz]

you know me:

always a sense of an innate worth of nothingness

[littlefinz]

4•9•20

some nights

I face the sky

and try not to drown

in the shallows of my own breath

[littlefinz]

“Boody”

do you know that place

where your fears go to thrive?

Of course not.

you only know the place

you send them to die.

[littlefinz]

“KAT”

Oh my sweet darling girl,

it seems you’ve lost your head.

I’ve heard a rumor through the vine:

they found it by the riverbed

[littlefinz]

at least twice a week at work I have someone defeatedly tell me “don’t get older”, and people still expect me to live my life like I don’t have this ominous knowledge about every waking minute that passes ??? wack.

[littlefinz]

trying my best to stay calm

[littlefinz]

“so, how’s she doing?”

“oh, y’know, like Mercury:

always up and down”

[littlefinz]

some days are surface

floating along the edges

my depths unperturbed

[littlefinz]

do you think the flower misses the morning dew after the high noon sun?

[littlefinz]

may peace be with you

“peace be with you”

it hangs in the air

a genuine blessing

hidden in a prayer

I mean it,

peace,

through all your days

when your smile has no joy

and your heart is full of hate

when you’ve seen every wicked thing this world has to share...

please remember my wish for you

hidden in a prayer

[littlefinz]

6•14•18

so I sit

in this mist

this life induced fog

and I steam

dissipate

for God knows how long

and I watch

as my tears

are all lost in the wet

oh why

have I not

fallen in love with myself yet?

[littlefinz]

women:

fire and brimstone

force of the wind

bearers of armies

original sin

[littlefinz]

8•5•17

my poor heart,

sad little thing

aches for the love

he will never bring

[littlefinz]

4•28•17

sunflower

moonflower

rainflower too

born under lilac skies

always dreaming of blue

[littlefinz]

when your friend calls your brown eyes ugly:

remember..

these “common” chromatic eyes

hold everything you’ve been

you asked him the color of the doors to your soul

and he named every one but green

[littlefinz]

so, are you guys like, dating...?

sepia skin

toasted almond eyes

I love you, I don’t like you

basement romance battle cry

[littlefinz]

—

said the Sea to the Sky:

“you are more beautiful than I

far more radiant and wise

in my depths I hold terrors,

you have the entire cosmos in your eyes!”

and the Sky merely sighed,

and said to the Sea:

“I rue the day

they let you believe

that you

are any less beautiful

than me”