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my own online diary

[littlewhingings]

Just wanna let you know, I'm not mad because of you're not paying back your debt to me.

I'm mad because of your unhonesty.

I put my trust on you, no matter what people say, I don't care.

I was willing to give you a chance, but you lied.

I forgive people who makes mistakes, but not for a liar.

A liar will always tell lies and you did this many times.

I tried to forgive you many times and this time too.

I, maybe still trying to forgive you and my self for giving my trust to someone I just knew this easily.

Let's just cut it out right here.

Don't ever try to reach out to me anymore.

I maybe hate you for that.

Thanks for everything.

I hope there is this things, in whatever you said before, called truth and sincerity.

[littlewhingings]

I just wanna feel content

[littlewhingings]

I don't know If you're such a coward

Seeing this thing comes to an end, somehow breaks my heart, no lies within

I've waited for too long for this to come, still it breaks me

I expect this to be a happy moment, but it hurts

My heart aches tho, but I know someone else's going to be free and happy

Hoping you both find your new happiness and so do I

[littlewhingings]

When I'm sad, I always have good things to write

[littlewhingings]

Oh, and to be honest, crying sucks.

internal bleeding

[littlewhingings]

I deserve to be happy. You and your crazy thought won't get to any of my way to happiness. Good bye.

internal bleeding

[danger]

[wordsnquotes]

Scars on your body show that you have lived; scars on your heart show that you have loved.

Nina Dul  (via wordsnquotes)

[littlewhingings]

Hurting

Someone I love the most, killed me so bad

I never knew this would be so damn hurt

I was bleeding inside and outside

I was begging for him to stop

But he was deaf

He was blind

He never saw me

He never saw how much I love him

And I have done enough

I am dead

[unfinishedscript]

Day #21

.

No matter how bad the day was,

how mad I was during the day,

how mess my life was that day,

how busy I was the whole day,

how crazy my schedule was that day,

and how sad I was sometimes in that day,

a simple helo from you, and a 5 minutes chat with you,

will wash it all away.

And then, all of the sudden,

I feel fine already.

/// A Post A Day, I Will Write It Down Anyway ///

A Writing Challenge in 2017

[antoniosvivaldi]

You’re a  s p a r k , you’re a  b l u r All that  l o v e , all that  p a i n

[littlewhingings]

love u

[littlewhingings]

You're deleted. That's all.

[littlewhingings]

sok berani memang kami mau ngelabrak orang. pas tau senior, dan mau pindahan, langsung keder. feel free to make fun of us guys. share to your silly mate!😉

[littlewhingings]

reminder for tonight. ah nope. its morning already, isnt it?

[littlewhingings]

Kalau air mata bisa bersuara, mungkin kau akan selalu menutup telingamu disekitarku.

[pidi-baiq]

[pidi-baiq]

DULU KITA MASIH SMA

(Aku bikin lagu ini, berkaitan dengan novel Dilan)]

Dulu kita masih remaja Usia anak SMA Di sekolah kita berjumpa Pulang pasti kita berdua

Dan kini kamu ada di mana Dan kini rindu, apa khabarmu Dan ingin lagi, dan ingin lagi Jumpa

Dulu kita masih bersama Asmara anak SMA Aku suka selalu denganmu Di atas motor berdua

Dan kini kamu, ada di mana Dan kini rindu, apa khabarmu Dan ingin lagi, dan ingin lagi Jumpa