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Niki.T Dot. Just another weirdo. Don't be a stranger 🦄

[heaven-ly-mind]

[catchymemes]

Lake Tahoe

[livelaughandbenaughty]

This is a weird sensation

Watching your life pass you by as you drift through it floating. Have you really made these decisions or have they been made for you. Floating endlessly, tricking yourself that it was all meant to be. Giving people meaning, showing them that everything is going to be alright but not believing it yourself. 

Ive been asked why are the broken attracted to the broken. I like to say its because we understand, we know what its like. We help each other pick up the broken pieces of each others psyche and remind each other that we can touch and help another human with our pain. Lately I’m coming to realize what if there are some that are just so broken that all we can do is help others because we are so broken that nothing can ever fix us. 

I retreat, back into my cave of never ending fear that I will never again feel that glimmer of hope that I can ever be more than just okay. More than just another stepping stone into someone else’s recovery. Finding meaning in helping others giving them all the pieces of your soul and once they are gone you are left with another missing part. 

Do you remember me? Because I remember you, I remember every lesson you have ever taught me. Every quirk you have that you have passed on to me, and every memory of our time together that I cherish so deeply. 

I am everyone that has left me with scars so deep that my mind cannot forgive. I am the friends I have long since spoken to. I am the hobbies I half-hearted attempt. I am the jobs I so confidently commit to. I am everything but me.

[livelaughandbenaughty]

triggered

[livelaughandbenaughty]

There’s nothing like the sunset in the Philippines #itsmorebeautifulinthephilippines (at Bolinao, Pangasinan)

[livelaughandbenaughty]

I constantly look for sadness in my life so I can have a reason for being empty inside

[dwnsy]

Photographed by Audun Rikardsen, a Norwegian marine biologist

Ranked Top 10 of 2016 Wildlife Photographer of the Year competition

[just-n0thing]

Advice from a tree:

- Stand tall and proud - Remember your roots - Drink plenty of water - Be content with your natural beauty - Enjoy the view

[mercury]

[duke-of-bretagne-blog]

[spaceisart]

[spaceisart]

[jeremydreier]

Sleeping in 

[livelaughandbenaughty]

After almost a year, I have finally emerged from wallowing in the oh so familiar pit of my own self doubt, self hatred, and self destructive behaviour. I surface with the realization that each time I enter I leave a part of myself in that pit. Whether that is a good or a bad thing only time will tell. 

[livelaughandbenaughty]

Breath. Enjoy life, it’s the longest thing you’ll ever do. #cosmicstillness

[livelaughandbenaughty]

Keep your 'lectric eye on me babe Put your ray gun to my head Press your space face close to mine, love Freak out in a Shroomish daydream oh yeah

[livelaughandbenaughty]

When the acid kicks in