Living in Blank Spaces

The name is Ella/Elizabeth. Just a college student trying to make it. Swiftie for many years. Lover of life.

[chelsieautumn]

You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge. Apologize for mistakes. Apologize for unintentionally hurting someone — profusely. But don’t apologize for being who you are.

danielle laporte - via chelsieautumn (via perfect)

[fashionsprose]

[romanrgers]

Oscar worthy

[flyingvirgin-deactivated2016071]

this is so pure

[livinginblankspaces]

1 in 5 women will be sexually assaulted before they finish college.

Learning the statistics of sexual assault were staggering. 1 in 5 women will have been sexually assaulted by the time they graduate from college. I could not believe that. While Lady Gaga performed her song from the Hunting Ground, Til It Happens To You. I thought about my own experiences with sexual assault. The only thing that gives me a glimmer of hope in the situation is that 4 other women didn’t have to go through what I did. God only gives his strongest warriors the hardest battles. I was strong enough to survive and come out even stronger. Others aren’t as lucky. I was 17 years old when I was sexually assaulted by someone I trusted and liked. I spent many years convincing myself it was my fault or that maybe I wanted it. It has affected me. I’ve chosen to be stronger. I’ve chosen to forgive him. I won’t forget what he did and It will always affect me. I know that I will always have trouble trusting guys. I know that I will always be slow to be open to intimacy. I know that I won’t feel deserving of love, at least not in the beginning of a relationship. I found love though after my experience. I never thought I would and I did. I am capable of loving and being loved. SO I know that I can find that again, maybe even greater than before. I am a warrior. I’m not afraid of my scars and battle wounds. At age 6 I was assaulted. At age 16 I had a physically abusive BF. At age 17 I was sexually assaulted. At age 18 I fell in love. At age 23, I found myself and who I want to be. I never thought I would have survived it all but I did. And I’ll continue to survive. 

[prettyboyspence]

[livinginblankspaces]

love you bebe

[jenora-demiurge-deactivated2016]

[fearlessleigh]

All the advice I’ll ever need

[lovestory]

[lookathernow]

Taylor Swift // Enchanted

[livinginblankspaces]

New Years resolution: Don’t forget to get on tumblr regularly. 

Hope everyone had/has a great holiday :)

[west-coast-taylor]

[west-coast-taylor]

@taylorswift

[forever-loving-taylor-swift]

OMG 😂😂😂 @taylorswift

[west-coast-taylor]

@taylorswift

[emotionalfairy-deactivated20190]

the friend zone isn’t real

[captioned-miscellaneous-videos]

“Hello! This song is called,’Every Man Thinks He’s Entitled to My Vagina If I’m Nice to Him.’ [screeches] 

[heartbeat-kaleidoscope-deactiva]

To everyone that wasn’t sought out by Taylor or chosen for Loft or m&g this tour:

Your costume was still awesome, and you spent time, effort, and creativity making it - that’s a beautiful thing. And even if you didn’t wear a costume; you showed up to support Taylor and that’s the most important thing and the only thing that matters.

Not being chosen for Loft doesn’t make you any less special than the people that were. You are still good enough.

[livinginblankspaces]

Sort of been absent from tumblr but had to make a reappearance to say happy birthday @taylorswift !!!! Our birthdays are only 3 days apart. 26 and 23. Sounds like good years for us. :) Hope you have a splendid day full of unicorns and sweets. Love you! 

[dancingtotaylorsbeat]

Happy 26th Birthday, Taylor! 🎂🎉

[livinginblankspaces]

Today I am 23. Today I feel old. 

[coral]