Finding Perpetual Comfort In Hiding.
What do we do when there's a endless cycle of what we feel, does that define our present? If we choose to ignore it, let it run in the background and continue to live the present and enjoy doing so. Will that give us comfort? Or are we just pileing up what needs to be said, get it over with but we just live.. continue to wrap around it and let it run in the background.
The grief of finding comfort in hiding,letting things pass by, struggle with your feelings by keeping others happy, understanding them.
Where does that take you, what does it make you?
It changes your life, identity, chores, everything. What we just let it pile up, makes jokes out of it and to me listened not to be labelled as "overthinking".
We do think cause it keeps hurting you, triggering you and when one atleast tries to speak up.. what do we do?
Give a realistic idea of how life should be and move on? Do you really think for a split second that "YOUR REALISTIC IDEA" can change the thoughts, feelings and emotions.
Closure is a small word to define the feeling.
take your sweet time,cry,get triggered,rant,try to talk and let it out of the system, go find your answers.
But the severity and stages of overthinking, grief any other name to put to that feeling, the part of you which feels lost, hides in despair, with a wanting of "closure"- answer to why? Why did it happen? Stings you for a long long long time.
But At Last OUTGROW!