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âChrist! Soldier Boy!â
Soldier Boy | The Boys, 3x04 âGlorious Five Year Planâ Â
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You're bright as the morning As soft as the rain
Dean and his ADHD
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Not so Awkward
Dean Winchester x Reader
Follow up to Awkward Dreams
Smut with feelings?
Your fingernails dug into Dean's back as he rolled his hips into your, enjoying the sounds he managed to pull from you. âLook at you sweetheart. You're so damn beautiful like this, all fucked out and taking me so damn well"
He brought one hand up to your neck, barely putting pressure but he wanted your eyes open âLook at me gorgeousâ your eyes flew open and he smiled âThere's my girlâ before leaning down to capture your lips in a hungry kiss. When he broke away you gasped âFuck I love you Deanâ
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His T-shirt
Dean Winchester x fem reader
Summary: Dean can't keep his eyes off you when you wear his t-shirt for the first time.
Warnings: fingering, cunnilingus, unprotected sex, p in v sex
He'd been watching you all morning. He'd tried to be sneaky about it. But you could see his glances at you.
The way his shirt hung over your body was driving him crazy. Seeing the hem brush against your thigh, riding up a bit when you say down next to him. And the fact that it was his shirt you were wearing...it was kicking his hormones into overdrive.
You'd just had sex earlier that morning, and after cleaning up you'd stolen his t-shirt before walking out to find some breakfast. He'd thought he'd been satiated but seeing you like that made him want more. He wanted to fuck you in that shirt. He wanted to see it pulled up over your tits as he sucked on and played with them.
"Dean."
His eyes flicked up from where they'd been staring at your thigh, "Hm?"
"I've seen you staring." You smirked.
"I dont-I havent-"
"If you want something," you walked up to him, hands on his chest and body pressed up against his, "Say so."
Dean swallowed hard. He'd been half hard before, but they way you were looking at him, and having you pressed up against you had his dick hard and needy in his boxers. You could feel it pressing against you.
"I need you baby." He said huskily.
"Did I not satisfy you love?"
"No no you did," he was quick to correct you, "But seeing you in my shirt...I just want you more."
You leaned up and whispered in his ear, "Then take it."
His hands came down to grab your ass, lifting you up as you wrapped your legs around his waist. He carried you back to the bedroom and set you down on the bed and began to kiss your neck.
You giggled, teasingly dragging your fingernails down his back, leaving goosebumps in your wake. The needy man was already grinding against you, dragging against your clit leaving you whining for more.
Dean's rough hands slipped up your shirt and began toying with your nipples, squeezing and pinching while you gasped underneath him.
"Fuck sweetheart you get me riled up so easily." He groaned before leaving yet another mark on your neck.
A particularly rough grind of his cock against your pussy had you moaning and wrapping your legs around his waist to pull him closer, lifting your hips to move in synchronization with him.
"Dean please."
"Please what baby?" You could hear the grin in his voice. He loved when you begged.
"More. I need more." You whined.
"Your wish is my command." He murmured as he unhooked your legs from his waist and kneeled before you at the edge of the bed.
His finger dragged over the wet spot on your underwear.
"Looks like I get you riled up too." He smirked, eyes lifting to meet yours. You bit your lip.
He quickly slid your underwear off, tossing it somewhere behind him. Dean kissed the inside of your thigh.
"You're so beautiful baby. So so beautiful." He murmured before leaning forward and licking a stripe up your wet cunt.
You gasped, hands gripping the sheets. Dean looked up at you already looking thoroughly fucked out.
You let out a moan as his tongue glided through your folds, tasting every inch of you like he never had before. Savoring the taste of you. His mouth moved up to suck in your clit, tongue flicking over it in his mouth.
Soon enough you felt a finger push into you, gasping at the sensation. He dragged it in and out of you before adding another, curling them to hit that sweet spot. You cried out, a hand shooting forward to grip his hair. He groaned at the feeling, the vibrations shooting through you left you curling your toes.
He began scissoring his fingers as they fucked you, prepping you for what was next to come. His mouth was still on your clit, teeth and tongue dragging over it.
It didn't take much longer for you to reach your high, back arching off the bed as you repeated his name over and over like a mantra. It had his dick twitching in his boxers.
Dean loved being between your thighs. You loved pleasing you like that. Feeling your pussy clench around his fingers and your thighs press against the sides of his head. He loved hearing you say his name like a prayer, he loved seeing you come undone on his fingers. And God he loved eating you out. Tasting you and feeling you cum all over his face and tongue. He loved when he was drenched in your juices.
He pulled his fingers out, sucking then clean before licking up what was leaking out of you and onto the bed and your thighs. He moaned at the taste.
"Dean please. Need you to fuck me." You panted.
"Anything for you princess." He said as if he wasn't desperate to feel you around him.
He moved you on the bed so your head rested against the pillows before kicking off his boxers and kneeling between your spread legs.
"I'm gonna fuck you in my t-shirt baby." He grinned.
You whined in response.
He began pushing himself into you, moving slowly so you could adjust to his size. He'd fucked you many times but there was always a stretch to be expected.
Finally, he bottomed out, groaning as he did. His arm above your head bracing him above you as one hand held your hip.
"Ready?"
You nodded quickly.
"I need words baby."
"Yes. Yes. Please yes."
He dragged himself out of you before slamming back in. You cried out at the feeling, hands lifting to clutch at his back.
He pumped into you at a steady pace, dragging nearly all the way out and then roughly fucking back in. Grunts and moans and your name falling from his lips.
His hand moved from your hip to rub quick circles against your clit. Pushing you to your orgasm faster. His mouth came over yours, muffling your moans as his tongue explored your mouth. You kissed back desperately, biting at his bottom lip as a thrust sharply hit your G spot. You felt him grin against you as he rhythmically hit that spot over and over. The sound of skin slapping together and both your muffled moans filled the room.
Within minutes you felt your high again, clenching around him and cumming hard. He fucked you through your orgasm, letting you ride out your high before cumming himself. He pulled back and pressed a kiss to your jaw before pulling out and watching the cum drip out of you.
"Fuck baby." He murmured, mesmerized.
After a moment he stood and left the room, returning with a wet washcloth and gently cleaning you up before putting his boxers back on and laying down next to you and pulling you to his chest.
"Thank you for dealing with my never ending horniness." He chuckled.
You hummed in response, pressing a kiss to his. Dean sighed happily. He couldn't believe he had thus, and honestly, neither could you.
"I love you Winchester."
"I love you too darling."
Dean's core is a hurt child with a thick shell of bravado, so we figured he'd connect with kids. Then Jensen Ackles made it sing with gruffness and warmth, so we kept doing it. (Eric Kripke, December 21, 2023)
Dean Winchester Masterlist
Welcome to my Dean Winchester masterlist! Here you can find everything Iâve written for our favorite green-eyed hunter. Please heed the warnings, tags and the authorâs notes; they are there for you. I am not responsible for your media consumption. Mature and explicit content (smut, violence, adult themes, etc) will be tagged as 18+. Everything else falls under 16+. If you like what you read, please donât hesitate to leave some feedback or give it a reblog; it is what fuels my writing fire! Happy reading!
Drabbles
A/N: Works that are under 1,000 words!
Bad Moon Rising
The world's ending, and Dean has something to confess. [f!reader, angst, 16+]
Begging for It
Dean wants you to beg for it. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Better Than Pie
Dean just really loves eating you out. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Deanâs Other Other Cell
You miss Dean's voice, so you give him a call. [f!reader, angst, 16+]
Go Your Own Way
Dean can't let Y/N in, no matter how badly he wants to. [f!reader, angst, 16+]
You Donât Look at Me Like That
You may be a little bit too excited to be at your favorite diner again for the first time in years, introducing Dean to the best burgers in the world. [gn!reader, fluff, 18+]
One Shots
A/N: Works that are 1,000 words or over!
A Lesson In Anger Management
During an argument, you lose your temper and try to hit Dean. You end up with a real sore behind. [f!reader, almost smut, 18+]
Are You Trying To Turn Me On?
A quick and rough fuck in the library with your boyfriend Dean after you (unintentionally) turn him on... and Sam's supposed to be back any minute. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Asking for Favors
The new football coach at your school asks you to pass one of his kids so he can play. You're not one to just go around doing favors for free, and it's been ages since you've last had a good fuck. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
The Best Worst Day Ever
You're having a really bad day, in part thanks to Dean, but he's also the one who turns it around. [f!reader, fluff, implied smut, 18+]
Caught Looking
Baseball is Y/N's favorite sport of all time. It ends up meaning so much more to her than she could ever imagine after she meets Dean Winchester, her favorite player, at one of his games one night. [f!reader, fluff, implied smut, 18+]
Donât Be a Tease
A little teasing never hurt nobody... even if it is at dinner with Deanâs parents. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Donât Forget It
While working a case with Dean, he gets jealous of the way you interact with a suspect and decides to remind you who you belong to. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Donât Test Your Luck
Dean Winchester is a millionaire mogul CEO... and he's also your boyfriend... who does not put up with your attitude. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Freshman Year
Fucking your RA (and your roommate's older brother) wasnât exactly what you had planned for your first semester of college. [m!reader, smut, 18+]
Game Night
You decide to send Dean a few dirty texts while at game night with all your closest friends... it doesn't go as planned. [f!reader, almost smut, 18+]
I Could Show You
You decide to step out of your comfort zone and finally visit a sex shop in search of some new toys. The guy at the counter, Dean, offers to show you how some of them work instead of just telling you. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Iâm Gonna Be
Youâre cleaning Deanâs room and find something youâre not supposed to. [f!reader, fluff, 16+]
Incubus
The case you and the Winchesters are on turns out to be a monster under your bed. [f!reader, crack, adult themes, 18+]
JealousÂ
Y/N and Dean go on their first official date night. [f!reader, fluff, 16+]
Leather and Heels
Itâs Deanâs birthday, and you decide to gift him one of his bedroom fantasies. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Life of the Party
Dean's trying (and failing) to enjoy his night out with friends, until he's made an offer that he can't refuse. [f!reader, crack, implied smut, 18+]
No Ifs, Ands, or Cuts
Dean constantly makes fun of Sam's long locks, but you have long hair, too. You ask Dean to cut it, figuring he might like the short-haired look better on you. You were wrong. [m!reader, fluff, implied smut, 18+]
Not So Timid After All
Youâve had a crush on Dean Winchester for years but are far too shy to make a move. When youâre working a case with Dean at a costume party, he decides to make a move instead. Turns out, youâre not so shy in the bedroom. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Radio and the Rain
When a bad storm forces you and Dean apart on a hunt, he realizes just how much you mean to him. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Take It Off
You and Dean have had a flirtatious relationship for years. After he gets you incredibly sexually frustrated one night, you decide to get him back with a strip tease the next day. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Thereâs Always Room for Dessert
You and Dean go on an impromptu shopping date at the mall. [f!reader, crack, implied smut, 18+]
Views From the Doorway
Deanâs a really, really good dad to the tiny human yâall made. [f!reader, flangst, 16+]
You Miss Me Or Something?
Deanâs away on a hunt and youâre horny... thank God for technology. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
You Shook Me All Night Long
Y/N sees Dean working on the Impala on the side of the road and pulls over to see if he needs any help. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Mini-Series
A/N: Mini-series will have 2-3 parts. There are no masterlists for these.
Always a Flirt
Part One: Always a Flirt:Â You buy a bra that reminds you of Dean while he's away on a hunt. He ends up really liking it. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Part Two: Thatâs It, Iâm Getting My Belt: Dean's not gonna let your bratty behavior slide this time. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Attitude Adjustment
Part One: Giving Dean an attitude gets you nowhere but over his knee in the backseat of the Impala... and Samâs passed out in the front. [f!reader, almost smut, 18+]
Part Two: After a long and silent drive you finally arrive back at the bunker, nervous yet excited about what Dean has in store for you. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Homework Help
Part One:Â Homework Help: You're having trouble focusing on your homework and Dean has an idea about how to help you concentrate. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Part Two:Â Concentrate: After you get an awful grade back on the paper that Dean had "helped" you with, he has some other ways in mind to help you with your lack-of-concentration problem. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Just for Tonight
Part One: Demon!Dean is tied to the chair in the archives room a few hours before it's time for Sam to start curing him. You decide to have a little fun... just for tonight. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Part Two: You come back to the archives room to finish Dean off... except, it doesnât go as planned. [f!reader, smut, 18+]
Series
A/N: Series will have 4+ parts! The links below will take you to the series masterlists.
Holidate
Y/N and Dean have both had bad luck with relationships (and the recent holidays). When they meet one another at the mall, Dean gets an idea that could potentially fix their problems. [f!reader, tags differ by chapter, complete]
Dean Winchester Masterlist
Dean Drabble Masterlist | Back to the full Supernatural Masterlist Oneshots and Drabbles under the Read More
đ - Fluff | đ - Angst | â - Done | âś - Ongoing | â - Cancelled | đ - Smut | đŹ - Social Media
Charity Heist Masterlist đâś The reader works as a retrieval expert (aka. thief) for Singer & Winchester Retrieval Agency, the best group of con artists in the world. But even though she's the best in the biz, she's no better than a bumbling fool when dealing with her all-consuming feelings for the groupâs hitter; Dean Winchester.
Chick Flicks - Part 2 đâś (ON HIATUS) Gabriel decides to play wingman the way only he can as the reader and Dean go on a different kind of movie date.
Choices - A CYOA Fic đâ Choices is an interactive Supernatural choose your own adventure story where your choices determine the outcome and whether itâs a Dean x Reader or Sam x Reader.
Come Home - Part 2 - Part 3 đâ The reader struggles through heartbreak, unaware of Dean doing the same.
Dream on - Part 2 đâ The reader gets cursed by a witch and canât fall asleep. She tries to hide it from the Winchesters, but they find out.
Hunter/Hunted - Masterlist - A Flash Fiction Series đ â Dean has grown tired of your game of cat and mouse. Heâs ready to show you heâs a hunter. And tonight, youâre his prey.
Itsy Bitsy Spider - Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Epilogue â The reader helps the Winchesters in a case involving a particularly nasty arachnoid. Not really angst or fluff, more like a "case"
Limelight - Masterlist đ đŹ The workaholic and media shy CEO of Winchester Inc, Dean Winchester, is forced to try online dating by his friends. What will happen when he swipes right on (Y/N), who is working on a series on online dating for her magazine?
Logged in - Masterlist đâ Sam tells Dean and the reader about a new online community for hunters and they both scoff at him, but secretly use it and end up drawn to each other.
Lost - Masterlist đâ You ran away from a silent unrequited love and got captured. But Dean thinks you left by your own choice. Will he ever realise that youâre in danger?
Missing in Action - Masterlist đ â Dean is hit by a spell cast by an apparently lovesick witch. And though your little group tries to keep him from her, he breaks free. Breaking your heart along the way.
My Funny Valentine - Part 2đâ Dean takes the reader out on a âfriend dateâ after her latest boyfriend blows her off for Valentine. Not knowing that the reader sees him as so much more than a friend.
Night at the museum - Part 2 đâ A greek god of alcohol messes with the readers judgement during a hunt, causing both Dean and her to act like drunken fools.
Reverence - Masterlist đâ The reader comes into Deanâs life, and flips it up-side down.
Sleeping Awake - Masterlist đâ The Winchesters and the reader is hunting a creature thatâs been killing women in their sleep when it comes to them instead.
The Man in Apartment 43 - Masterlist đâ Neighbours AU - Dean and the reader live next door to each other and canât stand each other. Will things change once circumstances bring this bartender and business man duo closer together?
The Mirror People - Part 2 - Part 3 â The reader and the Winchesters investigate a strange case in a small town in Arizona. Not really angst or fluff, more like a "case"
Well, Hello There Stranger - Part 2 đđâ Sam informs you that Deanâs suffering from temporary memory loss and has forgotten you. Yet, when you meet your boyfriend, it isnât the cold eyes of a stranger that meets yours.
Dean Winchester Masterlist
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Holding Hands â¤ď¸
Unheard Sobs â¤ď¸đ˘
I Like Her â¤ď¸
Cutie â¤ď¸
You Feel, I Feel â¤ď¸
Sleepy Mornings â¤ď¸
Mind Control â¤ď¸đ˘
Augustine â¤ď¸đ˘ Part 2 â¤ď¸đ˘(crossover with The Vampire Diaries)
Safeplace â¤ď¸
Hey Jude â¤ď¸
Playboy â¤ď¸đ˘
Mothers Day â¤ď¸(crossover with Teen Wolf)
Color Guard â¤ď¸
Tattoo â¤ď¸
Just One Kiss â¤ď¸ đ
Destress â¤ď¸đ˘
Thereâs No Place Like Home â¤ď¸đ˘
Babysitting â¤ď¸
Hot Heads â¤ď¸đ˘ (crossover with Derek Hale)
Aftermath â¤ď¸đ˘
Hellhounds Girl â¤ď¸đ˘(crossover with Jordan Parrish)
Midnight Confessions â¤ď¸đ
My Reason To Smile â¤đ˘
The End? â¤đ˘
Nightmare â¤đ˘
Proving Them Wrong â¤
Second Best
Standing on the Side lines (sister!reader)
UnexpectedÂ
Haunted (coming soon)
Woman Down (coming soon)
Game Night (coming soon)
Reunion (coming soon)
Ghost Hunting? (coming soon)
Anchor (coming soon)
Lullaby (coming soon)
Youâre Late (coming soon)
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Ghostfacers! (coming soon)
Slow Dancing (coming soon)
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Heated Argument (coming soon)
Secret Talent (coming soon)
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Driving the Impala (coming soon)
Trap Masters (coming soon)
Second Chance (coming soon)
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20 Questions (coming soon)
Fishing (coming soon)
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promise me, you wont decide for me
Title: you need to promise me
Word count: 1442
Description: After living with the boys for years and having a non official relationship with dean you finally decide to bring it up. His need to protect you has always stopped you from titling what it was you had together but after an easy hunt just you two and Miracle in your hometown the nostalgia reminds you of how much you want to be able to make your love for him public. but first he has to promise never to push you away just because he thinks you're better off without him (Post Chuck; (dean never died in my head)
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You were tired of leaving his bed after an amazing couple of hours together, sometimes only talking and watching movies, sometimes steamy sex only to sleep in a cold bed alone 2 rooms down. In a tired haze you wondered what he was thinking as you both fell asleep sharing an old creaky bed with the awful tv playing a random movie.
There were never any set rules with your arrangement but you never really talked about it. Just living together with Sam in the bunker meant that you had practically already been a couple. Everyone knew the feelings were mutual but it was never discussed. Small I love youâs were said occasionally and you two would cuddle up in private. Sharing your favorite movies and talking about everything from your wildly different childhoods to your worst memories. Eventually you started hooking up and that lead to where you were now. Alone together in your home state in nostalgic town for you. This area was memorable for you as a kid and when you saw that there was likely a Vamps nest nearby you had to come and get rid of it. After finishing late at night you and Dean decided to just keep the room an extra night to let Sam and Eileen have the bunker to themselves for one more day. You had come here with your family and made your best in this little town before your parents were possessed and killed by angels. Even in the freezing cold of February you remembered the good parts of having a somewhat normal childhood here and getting into hunting later in life, unlike the Winchester brothers.
That night you asked Dean if he was open to the idea of making it official, being back home made you remember the love you had always wished for and practically already had but were too afraid to admit. In his half asleep voice he admitted "I wish you were mine from the second I wake up to the second I fall asleep." before falling asleep with you in his arms. Â Slowly, knowing that his tired self was not up for much of a conversation you fell asleep too, thinking of how to possibly bring this up again on the long drive home tomorrow.
The next morning.
Taking miracle out to run around before your long drive back to the bunker you decided to get it out of the way hoping he even remembered the conversation from his half-asleep state
Staring at the rocky pathway you practically whispered, âSo about what you said last night, did you really mean thatâ
D âof course." he said surprised you would even ask. "I mean I am ok with this sort of together but not really officially thing, but I mean it when I say I love you and I would rather have you officially be mine than be friends who have and are aware of their feelingsâ
âIf were going to do this you need to promise me something.â
âOk⌠â
âI make my own decisions for myself. I know what is best for me and you cant try and decide thatâ
âok⌠I know that you can make your own choices. Where are you going with thisâ
âI need to know that one day when you are feeling shitty or when I am pissed off by something youâre not going to tell me to leave. If you ever tell me to go because you are bad for me, I will not come backâ
âwait so you want me to promise that I will never end it, because I never plan on telling you to leave.â
âNo. I am saying that you can never, I mean ever, try to tell me that I am better off without you or I deserve better than you. I deserve what I want and someone who loves me enough to see that. With jack in charge we control our own lives and that includes me too. I know you donât see yourself the way that I do but I know that there is no one out there better for me.â
âY/n.. â
âNo let me finish. If I thought you would do anything that would hurt me, I would not be here, living with you and sam. You are the kindest and most loving person I know. You let me sleep in your bed after having a panic attack and you make me feel safe. You are definitely the best sex I have I ever had plus you let me take all of the covers and because you know I get cold at night. You are the best person I could ever find for me and  If I thought that you were not what was best for me I would leave on my own.â
âwhat if I am not what is best for youâ
 âthen we should not be together at all. But thatâs just it you are.
You stopped your walk grabbing his arm to turn him to look at you. âI need you to see that I want you and all of you. The good and the bad because if you want to be with me you have to love all of me the good and the bad.â
âI donât think there is any badâ
âThen youre lying to yourself⌠or you donât really know meâ He practically glared at you as you said it.
â Cmon you cant say that. I know you better than anyone, even sam. And I do love you, all of youâ
âok then if you love me you cannot wake up one day and decide that you think I deserve âbetterâ or deserve more. I donât want to have ânormal lifeâ, especially not if it means I canât have you. Living like this sucks sometimes but so does every life and I donât want to leave the bad parts because it would mean leaving all of the good parts too.â
âok I think I get what you mean. Youâre really mean when youâre hungry but I wouldnât change it because when I start making burgers you come up and hug me from behindâ
A small laugh fell as you smiled up to him. Picking up the tennis ball Miracle dropped at your feet. You turned to throw it before looking back at him and said,
âSo I need you to promise me that you will not make that choice FOR ME. You will not try to tell me that you are bad for me or I should leave because you think I would be better off. I would have asked months ago but you always try to protect me from everything and I will not lose you because one day you decide you need to protect me from you.â
 You looked at each other for a long second as the wind blew by your face. Your ears stung as the sharp air got under your hair and you shrugged your shoulders for the large coat to cover you.
âif you are ever going to end it, it will be because you want to, not because you are trying to protect me from somethingâ
He looked down to you, and you squinted up blocking the sun coming from behind his head. He wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you in to his warmth, blocking out the wind for a moment of relief to the cold. You looked up and locked eyes as you held your arms to your chest protectively, unsure what he would say next.
âI promise you that I will never try to end this for your benefit. I will let you decide what is best for you. But I cannot promise that I will not protect you because hat I will always do.â
He pulled you in closer moving his arms up your back to pull your head into his chest and kiss the top of your head. Staying comfortably there for a second as you both lightly swayed with his heart beat. Letting go only when Miracle jumped on his knee and released you back to the cold to lean down and throw the ball to the water. Grabbing your hand walking along back to baby.
âI mean if you get tired of me or my hunger mood swings and thatâs why you want me gone, I would understandâ
âok so I can break up with you, but only if you really piss me off.â Dean said sarcastically as he turned to meet your eyes already looking to him
âyeah and If you tell me to leave because you have decided its what its âbest for meââ you said using your one hand for air quotes, âthen I will chop off your head with a machete. Iâve beheaded plenty of monsters, you know I can do itâ
 He smiled, laughing at your dark humor before switching from holding your hand to wrapping an arm around your shoulders âok I promise I wonât tell you whatâs best for youâ
that quote like âgod gave us transness for the same reason he made grapes but not wine; yeast but no loaves â so we may partake in the divine act of creationâ
- Julian K. Jarboe, quoted in Something That May Shock and Discredit You by Daniel M. Lavery
Episode of the Week (43) - 6x19: The Finder
These pictures of pope and Jj are everything