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[lliioness]

You keep viewing my pages and vagueblogging about me, honey. That’s perfectly fine, but at the end of the day, you’re one left with no one because you let your damn temper tantrums get the better of you.

[lliioness]

I find it highly amusing that you’re still willing to stalk this blog, ( despite the fact my activity is low, and I highlighted a hiatus, ) and my John blog, despite expressing yourself clearly to me, saying that you wanted nothing to do with me, because I interacted with them. Whatever.

[lliioness]

I literally have no time for this blog any more, nor do I have time to put up with how many immature individuals I’m following. I’m going to clean out my followers list, and pretty much unfollow EVERYONE that interacts with a particular someone, until my blacklisting is working again. I want nothing further to do with them, nor any of their 100 blogs, ( however many they have now, ), nor do I want anything to do with those who interact with them, considering I’m pretty sure that a few have been fed lies and have chosen sides without listening to my side. But whatever. I’m also putting this blog on a really long hiatus until I can decide what I’m going to do with this character. Frankly, I actually hold no love for muse any more, which is pretty upsetting. If you would like me, I’ll be on piiratescave, which is my main blog, or awfulllyfascinating.

[lliioness]

NEW BLOG. i’m there. by.e

[lliioness]

 Felix found no such comfort in the blankets that had wound tightly around his body, tucked under him as if he had been cocooned. Sleep would normally come to him fairly easily, however, tonight, that was not to be the case.

Topaz eyes never shutting for more than a few brief seconds at a time. Eyes sliding closed resulted only in nightmares that he did not want to face; flashes of memories he did not want to relive; blood that filled his vision, screams that filled his ears, never settling on just one person or one instance.

Reluctant to disturb his sister in her sleep, knowing she was always ready to fight or defend herself, still, he found himself padding quietly to her room, for even in his footsteps he remained unusually quiet.

Felicia seems to be asleep; carefully, quietly, he lifts the covers and settles into bed behind her, not touching, merely lying there, feeling her warmth and hoping it will be soothing enough to lull him into a fitful sleep at the very least.

Then she is turning, cerulean hues meeting topaz before he finds himself almost encased within her arms, head tucked under her chin. She always knew when things were bothering him, when he needed this, just as he knew when she did. She voices her concern and he sighs, lids so heavy, yet not wanting to remain shut. 

"Nightmares," is his simple reply, no yes nor no to her question, just a simple word, and he knows he needs not to explain what they are about, or what images torment him, for she has been with him his entire life, and she knows better than anyone else what haunts his dreams. 

  fingers are  ever so careful when  they create mental paths within ones hair. digits, ever  so nimble,  so dainty, tangle and  lose themselves within the mass of her brothers  hair.  strands of hair most untamed  are tangled and coiled around digits,  twisted lightly,  and never to serve harm  to the other,  but simply to relax,  COMFORT.  felicia is  many things, felicia is fiery  within her  attitude,  quiet  but a silent whisper that licks at your ear and drags your carefully to your death. 

  felicia is skilled,  skilled within her mind,  & her attitude, skilled with her upbringing, skilled with her loyalty, skilled with weapons, forged by her own hands, hands torn and splintered, scarred.. & felicia is skilled in caring for her twin  brother. she is skilled within the way she grasps her brother and holds him close, she is skilled within the ways that she will tear & rip a being apart for  laying  a wrong finger upon her brother,  she is skilled within providing a love for felix that appears to know, no end.  

                                                      ' you must not be afraid any more. '  

  at this point,  she is burying nose into his hair, allowing arm to settle more so around him,  fingers grasp his shirt and keep him ever  so near.  she knows what haunts him, the images of brutality that torment,  as do such images torment her,  & yet, felicia  can piece herself together with  such  ease, and do such an act for her brother.  she holds  him like this is her last chance,  she holds him  like she is deep within a dream,  the ort that painfully fades when you are awoken,  & you do not face nor image  again,  but you yearn to  do so. 

                           '  you have me. you've always had me.  '

[lliioness]

"And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

   ✘ ━ MEME. 

                           '   must you see the  worst in everything,                        DARLING?    your  n e g a t i v i t y                                shall become the DRIVE of   sucking                                out the fun that comes with neverland. ' 

    her words serve a short bite, laced with the cold of SURROUNDINGS that echoes. crystalline blue orbs flicker up momentarily to her  company. previously had been a  misunderstanding,      boys being boys,   BOISTEROUS,     &  full of the  want to tease   &  succeed.     of course, felicia, felix stopped being a victim  to their scrutiny  & they C H I L D I S H  games  when  she proved  herself  to both boy  & peter.   they were boys  who had  taunted  the little bird,  assisted in clipping  her wings  & sucking  what   little of  HOPE  she  had  of her youth,  from her     &  it  was  every  reason  to want to leave,      except things never worked  in the loops that one  wished for them to do so upon neverland.

[getmeclean]

Anonymously tell my muse what the fuck is wrong with them.

[diagnosedwithpuberty]

Lots

[lliioness]

Angst Starter Masterlist

" Aren't you going to say something?"

" And I thought I loved you."

" And I thought you loved me."

" Angry. I'm.. I'm angry."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

" Are you going to cry?"

" Are you crying?"

" Are you okay?"

" Ask if I'm okay. Just ask."

" And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

" Addiction isn't the way to go, ___ "

" Are you angry with me?"

" Are you afraid?"

" And now is the part where we say goodbye."

" And now you're going to leave me!"

" Are you just going to leave me?"

" Be friends with someone else."

" Boy/Girlfriend? Is that what you thought I meant?"

" Because you're such an ass and I- I just hate you!"

" But I've changed."

" But you've changed."

" Buy yourself something nice. Because I don't want this ring."

" But.. you're still alive?"

" Can't you just let me be happy for one?!"

" Can't you be happy for once?

" Can't you just be happy for me?"

" Come on, leave already!"

" Coward. That's all you are. A coward."

" Do you even know what you've done to me?"

" Do you have any remorse? "

" Don't you dare close your eyes on me!"

" Don't you dare die."

" Don't you care about me/her/him/them anymore?"

" Don't give me that look"

" Don't you want me to be happy?"

" Dammit! Everything was just starting to get better and then you do this!"

" Damn you."

" Don't lie to me."

" Don't like to him/her/them."

" Dammit.. Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck! You fucking ass!"

" Everything is fucked up now- everything is fucked because of you!"

" Everything's gone to hell."

" Everyone hates me."

" Everyone hates you."

" Everything hurts."

" Everything's going to be okay."

" Everyone loves you, not me."

" Everything is falling apart."

" Everything fell apart and I can't pick up the pieces anymore."

" For someone whose dying, you seem kind of happy."

" Friends forever, right? Isn't that what you said?"

" Fuck off!"

" Fuck you!"

" Find a new place to live."

" Find a new girlfriend/boyfriend."

" Find a new best-friend."

" Fine. I'll leave."

" Forever and ever. That's how long I said I loved you. But you never said it back."

" Fucking hell, I hate you!"

" Get lost!"

" Get a job, you ass!"

" Get out of here!"

" Go get a life."

" Go. Just go."

" How are you still alive?"

" How long are you going to keep this up?"

" How long until you finally get lost?"

" How about I just leave."

" Hold up. You're breaking up with me?"

" Heaven doesn't exist."

" Hell is the only place we're going to be going."

" How about you leave now?"

" Is this how you're going to treat me?"

" I can't believe you."

" I'm a monster."

" I killed someone."

" I want to kill myself."

" I want to kill something."

" I'm running away."

" I'm leaving you."

" I can't look at you right now."

" I hope you die!"

" I don't understand."

" I'm so angry/sad. But you don't care."

" I can't hear anything."

" I'm dying."

" I have cancer."

" I can feel the darkness coming."

" I can't breathe."

" Just joking, I don't love you."

" Just go."

" Just leave me alone!"

" Just fuck off."

" Kill yourself. "

" Kindly get the hell away from me."

" Kids? I don't want kids."

" Kind. That's the one thing you can never manage to be."

" Lie. Just lie."

" Lie to me."

" Life is not worth living."

" Living isn't possible."

" Like I give a shit about you."

" Lies are all you're capable of."

" Lay down. It'll all be over soon."

" My heart is broken. "

" My.. everything hurts."

" My girlfriend/boyfriend left."

" My ____ is dead."

" Man, you're an asshole."

" My lies aren't working anymore."

" Mutt."

" Many times I lay awake and wonder why I'm alive anymore."

" Never again."

" Never speak to me again."

" No. I won't do it."

" No, I don't like you like that."

" No way in hell!"

" Now, now, is there really any reason to cry?"

" Now and again I really start to hate you."

" No. Stop crying, just stop it."

" Not how I wanted to spend my life."

" Never look at me again."

" People hate me."

" People hate you."

" Person? No, no. You're not a person. You're a robot."

" People like you sicken me."

" People like you deserve to die."

" Perhaps you should just leave, then."

" Piss off."

" Question: why are you still here?"

" Quiet. I'm getting sick of hearing your voice."

" Run away. That's what I'm doing."

" See? I hate you."

" See? You hate me."

" Sometimes I wonder why you stay with me."

" So.. you hate me, then?"

" So this is how it ends."

" Shoot me."

" Shit..."

" So why are you still here?"

" Sometimes people lie to me."

" Stories are just that. Stories."

" Took off with everything I had!"

" Time to go."

" This is the end. It's done."

" The story is ending now."

" This is the end."

" This is why I hate you."

" Then why do you say you love me?!"

" Unlike you I have friends."

" Unlike me, you have friends"

" Under the bed is were I have to hide from you."

" Underwater is where i want me coffin to be."

" Utter it again and I swear I'll kill you!"

" Very mature. Cunt."

" Why can't you row up?"

" Why cant you care about me?"

" Why do you hate me?"

" Why do I hate you?"

" What do you mean?"

" What?You're dying?"

" Why can't you just be you."

" When am I supposed to get my time to be happy?'

" Well. This isn't how it was supposed to end between us."

" Whatever, you asshole."

" Whenever you decide you can stand to talk to me ago, please do."

" Well. I hate you now."

" Well, you hate me now."

[lliioness]

Would you ever ship with a Peter, despite the gender swapping of your muse?

Can we quit with the 'gender swapping' already? please? BUT ONTO THE SUBJECT OF SHIPPING, POSSIBLY? panlix is any case is a very important ship to me, panlix was literally the first ever pairing I ship, and both characters mean one hell of a lot to me, ( even if Peter is a dickbag who crushed my baby's heart, LIKE HOW DARE YOU PETER, HOW BOUT I COME OVER THERE & CRUSH YOUR NOSE? ) 

No really, I do ship panlix, i love panlix, & there would be more chance of me shipping my felix with a peter, if I'd not be writing a female take of Felix. The reason being is because Peter seems to have something against girls being upon the island, perhaps because they are somewhat in connection with growing up, ( tinkerbell probably was able to stay upon the island, because she PROVED herself to peter, & wendy was just a tool, an aid for peter, because having wendy, meant he had john & michael wrapped around his fingers & in a position that they really couldn't say no too, which demonstrated the very lengths the brothers would go to for their sister, ) 

so my take of felix being upon the island, i'm a little iffy about, again, my headcanons are that she had brothers and sisters, and was the middle child, but due to the lack of a mother, & a father who simply could not care less, she took it upon herself to play mother & look after her siblings, so when she came to neverland, ( & i would consider it an accident, & that the shadow actually came for one of her brothers, but she went in his place, ) she would these motherly instincts, this caring for the lost boys & keeping them in line, looking after them, but also proving her worth to peter. 

I wrote a headcanon out that she ACCIDENTALLY killed a trespasser to the island, and in doing so, proved that she would protect the lost boys, & peter, although knowing that peter can protect himself. i mean I cant see peter wanting to be physically attracted to her, because she is a girl, but i wouldn't say no to it happening either, though in order for anything to sprout, the pairing would need to be well engaging, and interacting and building SOMETHING, so i have no objections to shipping MY take of felix with a peter pan? 

but just because i ship panlix, DOES NOT MEAN that felix will be used for the sake of shipping purposes, i mean I HELLA SHIP FE WITH WENDY BUT I DIDN'T MAKE THIS MUSE TO SHIP, I made this muse because this muse means so much to me.

[justanormaldad-blog]

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[inboxmemethings-deactivated2015]

Angsty Sentence Starters

Are you just going to disappear on me again?

Are you saying that this is my fault?

Don’t pretend like you ever cared.

Everything was a lie, I was just using you.

Forget you ever met me.

How could you leave me here?

How long have you known about the affair?

I always knew I’d end up hating you.

I don’t think I can trust you anymore, or ever again.

I hope you never forgive me for what I did to you.

I needed you and you weren’t there.

I never want to hear your name again.

I remember when you made me happy, I don’t know what I was thinking.

I should have never trusted you.

I thought you said you’d never hurt me.

If this is goodbye, make sure I never see you again.

It was fun while it lasted, but I can’t do this anymore.

Just the thought of being around you makes me feel sick.

People have died because of you!

Please tell me what I did wrong, what I can do to fix this.

There’s no such thing as love, at least not between us.

Was everything a lie?

We used to have something great and now I can’t get far enough away from you.

We’ll never be able to go back to how we were.

What about all those nights, do they mean nothing to you?

What we had meant nothing to me.

You can’t just walk away like nothing happened!

You never want to see me again?

You used to give me hope and now you give me nothing.

You’re so caught up with impressing everyone that doesn’t matter.

[pixie-lifting]

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[lliioness]

And I said what about “Breakfast at Tiffany’s? She said, “I think I remember the film, and as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it.”  And I said, “Well, that’s the one thing we’ve got.”

[lliioness]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON! ONCE YOU GET THIS, YOU MUST PUT IT INTO AT LEAST 8 PEOPLES ASKS (ANONYMOUSLY) WHO DESERVE IT. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, NOTHING BAD WILL HAPPEN, BUT IT IS NICE TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE THINKS YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL. SPREAD ANON LOVE, NOT HATE

[demonkxngpan]

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sentence meme - parks & recreation pt. 1

"Are you mad at me? Because without eyebrows I can’t really tell."

"I hope you brought a change of clothes because your eyes are about to piss tears."

"I made my money the old fashioned way. Getting run over by a Lexus."

"I guess I kind of hate most things. But I never really seem to hate you."

"Your mom kind of made a pass at me."

"I think at some point you and I should probably make out with each other."

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you, is that cool?"

"I like you… in a, you know, romantical kind of way."

"And let’s be honest, it would be nice to not have to pull strange things out of people’s butts every night."

"Everyone shut up and look at me!"

"I want to spend the rest of my life, every minute, with you. And I’m the luckiest man in the galaxy."

"That’s the second most awkward way someone has grabbed my breast."

"Normally people tell you to talk about your problems. I’m gonna recommend you bottle that noise up."

"If you would be willing to just take a brief pit stop, we could see Indiana’s second-largest rocking chair."

"You don’t have to buy me things. I just like being around you."

"We are colleagues with benefits. We’re colleagues who benefit from the fact that we’re also friends."

"I’m going to type every word I know! Rectangle. America. Megaphone. Monday. Butthole."

"Look I love you like a brother. But right now I hate you. Like my actual brother, who I hate."

"My ex likes to check in every so often and make sure I’m doing OK. And if I am, she tries to mess everything up."

"When they say 2% milk, I don’t know what the other 98% is."

"Dude, that is the coolest sentence I have ever heard somebody talk."

"First of all, you did the right thing by hiding underneath this table."

"I typed your symptoms into the thing up here and it says you could have network connectivity problems."

"OK, well I’m not very good at visiting people in hospitals, so I’m going to go."

"I dig your groovy tunes, man."

"I love you and I like you."

"You are a wonderful person. Our friendship means a lot to me. And you look very beautiful."

"Don’t try to bond with me."

"I hate talking to people about things."

"I am deeply, ridiculously in love with you."

"This is like a crazy sex fantasy of mine."

"Hogwarts is fictional. You do know that, don’t you? It’s important to me that you know that."

"I know what things are."

"I have no idea what I’m doing, but I know that I’m doing it really, really well."

[lliioness]

trybelievingx replied to your post:i have anon in my ask, saying that i ‘swapped the...Are people really that dumb 

[ seriously must be, & it seriously bugs me how they've worded it as well, 'swapped genders' i just think that's wrong in it's wording. but i mean uGH, writing a female take on an originally male character, does not make me sexist, like ok. stupid people. ]

[lliioness]

i have anon in my ask, saying that i 'swapped the gender of an originally male muse because i'm sexist, elitist, & are against people with male muses', WELL, excuse you, because my main muse is a male, & frankly he's the favourite muse i've ever written for.