I'm talking to myself.

twenty something year old ohioan with lots of life to live. "if you think adventure is dangerous, you should try routine; it's lethal."

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I have go get a new tumblr. Goodbye to my people and the past 6 years of myself in blog form.

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Joe St.Pierre

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Lake Tahoe this past week. The mountains have my heart.

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Okay I figured it out.

I drove down to Lake Tahoe after work today because I decided I needed to jump into the lake and by the time I finished with work, I was fully commited. So after driving through the mountains, I found myself in the process of simultaneously chugging wine, convincing myself this was what I needed to do, and making friends with a large group of young people who were playing, drinking, and watching the sun set. After talking with a few of them: a local born n raised in Tahoe, a boy from Maine who went to and dropped out of school in Reno, a boy who was drunk and had memorizing blue/grey eyes and silky curly brown hair and didn’t say a word, etc…. I realized what I find attractive in a person is intellect. I love people who are smart. I do I do I do.

(That was the sole purpose of this blog post)

Satisfied.

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I can’t wait for someone to be like super excited to be with me and super proud of me because i feel like i’m always that kind of girlfriend and i never have really had it reciprocated so i’m excited to somehow someday have that happen back to me.

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You held me together.

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Whitney Johns

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And also, thanks for listening. I wish you could hug me too but listening is good enough.

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And also, Diary, why does the closeness in proximity to that person change the amount of each said feeling? Like why do I feel so lonely and insignificant and overwhelmed right now? Sincerely,

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Dear Diary, How can a single person make you feel so much? Predominantly lonely and insignificant but also sometimes good things like happy and full of life and nostalgic with a smile on your face and adventurous and spontaneous and smart and a bad ass woman with power and sensitive in a good way? Love, Yours Truly

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How can you be a grown up in black and white business casual attire on a business trip on the other side of the country if everything makes you cry?

Working on it.

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