Maybe
as i stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet, i finally feel at peace
maybe itās because itās my feet at the intersection of two distinct paths,
merging at a point of vulnerability
maybe because itās a reminder of you and me
and a blissful bond we once shared.
without a care in the world,
your arms wrapped around me to shelter me from the cold.
two souls kept warm by each otherās company.
two hearts dancing in the rain playfully, two minds with the same thing in mind; you want me to be yours and i want you to be mine.
i donāt know, maybe iām crazy.
maybe time has finally outplayed me maybe iāve stopped seeing beauty in the little things, maybe iāve stopped appreciating the gift life brings.
maybe iām in over my head, or
maybe i miss the familiar contours of your body between the chalk white sheets of my bed.
i donāt know,
maybe this is normal.
maybe i stopped being myself after you left, maybe this is all a test.
maybe i failed and i
couldnāt clean up the mess
maybe thats why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin.
maybe thats why whenever i try to apologize i donāt know where to begin or
where to end all these that Iāve typed in my mind to tell you i just
canāt hit send
maybe i fucked up and i wonāt admit it maybe Iām a coward.
seems like Iāve got all the time in the world, maybe i should do something about it i mean
every minute without you feels like an hour
maybe Iām a fool for distancing myself from you
maybe that why i couldnāt end with that i loved you because for some reason
i couldnāt accept that
maybe
just maybe you might of loved me too
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