I Dont Know What Im Doing

Logan, They/it, autistic. Local agender bitch. I love soft things and yaoi. Hellaverse enjoyer. Most likely blogging while high. If anyone reuploads my art lemme know. Currently hyperfixated on TADC and my ocs

[insomniacrori]

Hold him

He tiny

[marsbarandmarbles]

‘Isn’t she lovely’ is a song about the birth of a new girl. Which could mean nothing.

[dogpuppy]

[pokemon]

Time to dive into something new!  Announcing the release of the Pokémon Pokopia Expansion Pass paid DLC! Starting off with Part 1: Bubbly Basin, which includes:

🫧 An underwater town you can visit using a newly added move, Dive. 🫧 Habitats and Pokémon who live underwater. 🫧 Furniture perfect for the ocean-floor setting. 🫧 Outfits for Ditto, too! :)

[dietranch]

[msbarrows]

I hope I'm online when it happens. I want to see a sudden flood of crab rave memes right after refreshing my dash, and in the middle of it all, the Castiel news meme. That's how I want to learn of it; not through anything solemn or serious, but via overwhelming silly celebration.

[axowotlz]

Remember: DON’T PIRATE IRON LUNG

SUPPORT INDIE FILMS

PROVE HOLLYWOOD WRONG

Sincerely, a Markiplier fan

[malwareproductions]

hey. you have to love your trans brothers of color okay. and your trans sisters of color. and your nonbinary siblings of color. you have to okay. its simply non-optional

[newfoundfile]

[arlo-mike]

claim your badge here

unsurviving version

[solarifle]

"we have to accept the fact that the r word is coming back" NO WE DONTTTT NO WE DONT

[eptck]

you have to be kinder to people with memory issues.

you have to be kinder to people who are slow processors.

you have to be kinder to people who don't understand your jokes.

you have to be kinder to people who forget important dates.

you have to be kinder to people with cognitive decline.

you have to be kinder to people who were always this way, too.

you have to be kind. you have to be kind.

[tinylilemrys]

The writer's barely disguised longing for a soft life shared with someone who loves them

[facelessoldgargoyle]

We should oppress evangelicals, but like, for real this time

[skygenders]

College should be free and you should be able to study “useless” degrees just for the love of learning

[whirlwindsworld]

I think you are all 12 years old, this is your first fandom, or you are suffering from immense brain rot in the media literacy part of your brain. I am only half joking about all that.

Anyway my thoughts on the tadc finale

I’m going to need to wait for the youtube version in order to rewatch and properly analyse the episode but my god. The stuff we see in Jax’s mind is not meant to paint to him as an irredeemable abuser. I’m fairly sure it’s all the ways he’s learnt to push people away. They aren’t fantasies of violence and sexual harassment. It’s guilt and shame and fear. Each defence as an aspect of himself.

Think about it. He blames himself for Ribbit’s abstraction and likely Kaufmo’s too. His mind is populated by scenarios in which the others have abstracted, with at least one being directly his fault again. Why on earth would these be fantasies and not scenes of guilt and shame and denial?

Just because you are not being spoonfed doesn’t mean you should jump to the most superficial conclusions.

Because why on earth would Gooseworx’s thesis be that a transfem coded haracter commits suicide off screen and is actually an abusive pos through and through? Why? Could it possibly be that she was communicating a different message? Maybe the execution wasn’t the best, but c’mon.

Jax feels like a cautionary tale. A warning about what can happen if you continue to push people away. A story that encourages you to accept help and care. And that even when you’re not in a place to receive it, it will be there regardless. Waiting for you. People love you and will do the work to care for you. You are not unlovable.

Jax was also really young. 22 years old and homeless. The circus fucked him up further. I don’t the message was ever meant to be that this kid was unlovable. More like saying, hey if even everything goes wrong, people will still be there for you.

Remember that before, abstractions were thrown into a cellar to be forgotten. But they didn’t do that this time. They made a safe and calming space and kept Jax company. They showed how much they cared even when Jax was hypothetically least able to receive it but also when he needed it most.

[puddingandp1]

as snug as a bee in a rug

(repost bc i am not going all the way back to find the doodle to reblog it lol sorry)