Hello Tumblr!!! This is @stargemini97's Deadpool RP and brainrot blog!! I will reblog and post things about the attention-seeking merc with a mouth and even RP as him for funsies 😁 This blog is a safe space! ❤️🖤🏳️⚧️💛💙🏳️🌈 Now excuse me, I gotta go find my @shortkinglogan and annoy him! Toodles!!~ ✨️✨️✨️
I know I've been mostly inactive for a while, been busy with life things and trying to get my shit together but right now I need some help again😞
Details and pictures under read more, dog with swollen paw, nothing graphic.
My brother stepped on her paw pretty bad and she's been limping really bad and laying down a lot, barely will put any weight onto it and mostly holds it up in the air.
She's 19 and has arthritis so I can't tell by feel if it's lumpy arthritis or broken so I want to take her to a vet because I don't want to leave her paw to heal like that if it's broken.
It's the weekend so all the vets are either closed or only open for emergencies and that's a $100 base for care before any additional billing. My brother is unwilling to pay any of it, I only have about $30-$40 right now. My brother got her some pain meds for now and we've iced it, but I'm struggling to find a vet open tomorrow or today that has an open slot for her and my only option left is waiting for hours at an emergency vet that could be more expensive. I'm not sure how much it will all cost but Im hoping it will be less than $200
My kofi where you can donate is here
Please do not donate if it would hurt you financially, reblogs help a lot too 💙💛
Welp im at a loss, been trying to get my life together and figure out how to simply exsist but more and more shit keeps just fucking me over.
Bout to loose my helth insurance next year, cant find a job, cant drive to have more options for job, been trying to get on disability but I cant find any damn stamps to mail out my paperwork, my meds without insurance would cost me $108 and even now its a struggle for me to scrape up the $35 I need for them now with insurance. Oh, and even if i DID manage to get on disability, I'd still loose my helth insurance because im not disabled enough to be exempt from the work requirements, and if I wanted helth insurance id have to give up on disability because you cant have extra income while on disability.
Literaly the paper says that id be exempt and get to keep my helth insurance if I have a disability that make me "medically frail" and entirely unable to do any work. It even says someome taking cafe of a disabled individual would be exempt, but the disabled? Nope they gotta work or loose it when they're the ones who need it the fucking most.
My brain is all over the place, I wasted so much time at a nurologist trying to find proove of TBI only to get a "nope everything's fine nothings wrong with you" and then learn that old brain injuries dont show up in scans, and idk how else to get it diagnosed when I was never at a hospital for any head injuries I got.
I was living with my mom after being kicked out of my sisters but then her dog suddenly became paralyzed and she needed me to help care for her and so im back here and ive been cleaning so much my back hurts like hell from it.
Also I wanted to try and loose some weight for my joints cause I got one really fucked up leg so I started wrighting down and counting calories only to realize I only really eat less than 1400 calories a day and barely ever over that, so I wondered why I wouldn't be loosing any weight and after researching I found out my body is retaining fat because I dont eat enough and have been starving myself without realizing for who knows how long. Not that I can do much to change that without eating an unhelthy amount of fried foods and snacks because I dont have snap benefits still and have to rely on what my siblings are willing to share with me and what my bf can afford, who recently got fired for bs and wasn't even called and told before he walked up to the store in the worst air quality in the world and had to walk back home in taht for no damn reason (it just still kinda pisses me off they didn't just call him)
What little money we had saved up to try and get our own place is not being used up to pay my sister rent and buy some food when we need it.
I always try to stay hopeful, but more and more each day I feel less and less hope that things will get better for me before they permanently fuck me up more than i already am.
I havent even drawn anything lately, i just want to go fuck off with everything and just live in a cave or some shit where I dont have to deal with all this bs.
Behold, the beautiful fluffy wonder that is SilkWing Kurt!!!! Made by the lovely and talented @shortkinglogan , Kurt here is a fluffy variant of SilkWing, one who wants to make friends and be part of a great destiny, fighting bad guys and saving dragons in distress and making the world better one friend at a time!
He is a sweet boi, so no one be mean or try to pull his antenna, or I will fight you (looking at you, Todd, and don't you DARE!)
Take note of his fluffy blue fur with dapples across it, his darker fluff of mane, his fluffy sock patterns (yes, that's what that pattern is called) of yellow and red, his beautiful wings of blue and red and indigo and violet, his spaded tail, his pale yellow eyes like warm butter, and his sweet, hopeful expression, like he just found a new friend.
He is perfect and amazing and will do great things.
Ive been trying to avoid needing to do another "i need financial help" post again because I struggle with asking for and receiving help, but im desperate and this is the best I can do.
Why im doing this
I was living in my sister's house with my bf and because Its been so long and I havent been able to get a job, my sister suddenly decided that im kicked out. Had a huge argument with my brother and my mom picked me up to hang with her for a bit but then suddenly it was decided I was to live here. My bf was paying rent for both of us but that wasnt enough. Been living here for almost 3 months now, Ive been sleeping on an army cott in a spare room with poor insulation, I have a space heater but I feel bad useing it at all cause it spikes the electric bill on my mom, money is tight and recently ive even lost my food stamps because I dont have a job still.
I desperately wanteded and hoped I could make somewhat of a living with my art but I really have no idea what im doing or how to really do that, ive only gotten comissions from my gf so far, and ive lost motivation for making any fanart or personal projects wich is why ive been so quiet lately on here.
I would have made this post from my art account but I think people probably domt realize thats me so im making it here.
How to get a request
Its pay what you want for requests, any character, any species, OCs sonas and even pets too, any price cuse any money will help me.
Just message me with a request, once I agree send the money and then I'll draw it and post or send it to you, wich ever is prefered.
No nsfw for now because this post is long enough and I dont have a good tos yet.
One struggles with their humanity the other wigh their animalistic side, one grew up poor but likes expensive things and the other grew up rich but prefers the simple life etc...
And logan canonically dislikes holidays..... so clearly victor must love them
I just imagine sabes decorating his whole home for Christmas with a big smile and throwing a big party that he buys or bakes tons of cookies for, just all the Christmas cheer
look at my pinned post, it is NOT anything mature or graphic, it is a pleas for help!! Idk why Tumblr keeps automatically hiding it and flagging it as potentially mature, I need money for help with my dog!
Please reblog it and donate to my ko-fi if you can!
I really hate to be asking this again, but me and @loganspillowprincess/ @stargemini97 can't pay rent again. He used an app that lets him take money from future paychecks to pay the rent two weeks ago, he had no money last week because of this, and only has $11 this week, with the argument from the other night, and my sister threatening to kick only me out, I don't want to miss another weeks rent and risk angering her anymore, she already threatened to sell our stuff I don't want her to threaten to kick us both out again over this.
She thinks I haven't paid rent even though my bf had said he was paying mine and his rent, my sister decided he was paying just his own rent and his back rent and I'm just a freeloader. I had to give her the money I got last time and i wanted to keep the ko-fi a secret form her so I could save money for emergencies and for getting out of this house, but she didn't believe I had paid rent even once, so I had to tell her about it and show her a screenshot of the money I sent my bf to prove to her I had paid my own rent at least once recently.
Support Shortkinglogan
I'm trying to recover mentally and get my room cleaned so it's more liveable and we don't have to be around my siblings as much and deal with their anger, but I will be back to drawing and posting hopefully by next week. I have a lot of things I want to get done.
This includes eelwades ref, A drawing of eelwade and eellogan swimming together doin eel things, Logan's massive t-dick, and making a bluesky to post that, past, and future NSFW art, a handful of unfinished poolverine arts, and a personal OC thing that I think will be really cute once I can finish it
I will even take requests if anyone has one when they donate, but keep in mind I am a bit slow with drawing because my brain wont always let me draw the way I know I can, please just be patient with me they will get done eventually. I'll even draw characters from other fandoms than just x-men, it will just be posted on my side/art blog @shortbeanarts instead of this one
I appreciate anything anyone can give so much 💛💖💙
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I haven't been able to find a new job for two years now and it's only going to get harder.
I have an appointment with a neurologist in September so I can get an actual diagnosis for my head trauma and hopefully get on disability, but I'm genuinely hoping that I can find a job instead, I feel like I can't really take commissions and draw for a living because of how inconsistent my art is and how long it can take me sometimes to get something finished, but I can take requests and draw and post more and accept support from those that want to see more from me
I'm so sorry for being so inactive and awkward lately, I'm just kind of a mess, I will get back to it once i start feeling better about everything going on and have actual time to draw and post, I promise