i had another dream last night, i was living down in California near San Fran after a war dont know what war but it was definitely recent, me and a bunch of people i knew where trying to avoid soldiers and police by hiding in living in the tree's, we would send out 'scouts' into the nearly destroyed city now filled with guards and police, these scouts would go to the still functioning stores and steal food and drinkable water, during one of these scouting runs i saw a guard chasing after me and my group, in this group where people close to me friends and people who i would consider family, i stayed behind to try and fight the guard and shot him, as the bullet hit his chest i noticed one had also hit mine not shot from the guard but someone behind him, i then woke up in an old Walmart surrounded by other who had been sent there among those people i saw my mother who i hate more than anything she was sitting in a corner speaking to those around her telling them the same lies she told me when i was younger, among the crowd was 3 of my siblings one of then noticed me and came charging at me in a rage, in that moment i ended up acting on instinct and attacked them, after word i saw them laying there in a puddle of blood before 2 of the guards ran up and pulled me away, they put me in the back of the building and i managed to find a way out after taking out one of the guards who was keeping an eye on me, i then ran to the forest me and my friends were hiding in, when i got there someone who i didnt recognize at the time ran up and hugged me before showing me to our camp in the tree's where we slept together for the night, i soon woke to someone screaming then suddenly the screams grew louder as i looked down i saw solders burning the trees and people running from them as i went to yell the person i was sleeping with covered my mouth and whispered in my ear to stay quiet as she told me that our tree wouldn't because it was a telephone pole , in this moment i realized it was my lover holding me back preventing me from grabbing a weapon and fighting back, after what was only moments but what felt like hours i finally pushed her away and grabbed a rifle and my knife before jumping onto a solder bellow and cutting his throat as this happened i heard my lover screaming for me to stop, but no matter how much she screamed i still fought soon i was standing there holding a solder Infront of me as a human shield as soldiers fired upon me, as the bullet tour through my skin my lover began to cry, soon after hours it was just me standing there on the mountain of solders, my lover was still in the tree but do to all of her screaming and crying she had lost her voice, after i stood there for a moment i looked up and saw my lover looking at me like i was a monster but out of worry i climbed the tree to try and talk to her as i began to reach the top i heard a bang and began to fall as everything faded into black soon after i awoke trying to catch my breath before realizing it was just a dream