i don't like me

i'm not pro anything, i use tumblr to "recover" and "cure" my mental illness CW: 51.5 GW: 48 UGW: 45

[lola5260]

Lose up to 20lb (9kg) in 10 days

Day 1: 200

Day 2: 250

Day : 300

Day 4: 350

Day 5: 400

Day 6: 450

Day 7: 100 or fast

Day 8: 500

Day 9: mono

Day 10: 500

[2armsnaheartbeat]

[yms1]

[borderlinexcrazy]

its always "mental health matters" until you start showing symptoms.

[chaosdisorganized]

I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.

[the-moon-whisperer]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[theskinnygemini]

[audreystyles2]

[1anonyymous1]

cant tell if i need a hug or to get hit by a car

[the-moon-whisperer]

[redfieldlovebot]

the blue women

[lola5260]

Cold baths brun calories

10 min: 133 cal

20 min: 266 cal

30min: 399 cal

45min: 599 cal

[lola5260]

I'm gonna do an Ana diet, I'm restricting again so wish me luck

I hope I can lose weight... A lot of before going back to school