Damaged Beyond Repair

☆ Trigger Warning ☆ Not promoting, Just coping ☆ 29 ☆ BPD ☆ PTSD ☆ Selfharm ☆ Suicidal ☆ Orphan ☆

[brokenfrombirth]

🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶

[remanence-of-love]

[1nguoi-deactivated20220301]

[brokenfrombirth]

I forgive you for the pain and trauma, I forgive you. Most importantly, I forgive myself for how I’ve spent my life coping with the trauma you gave me.

[mirroringshards-deactivated2026]

"your trauma made you stronger!" babe the only thing that should've been making me stronger is vegetables and flintstone gummies

[girlfictions]

— clarice lispector, the stream of life

[thoughtcascades]

i'm insane but at least i got pretty eyes

[dearinnerthoughts]

[chevys-bitch-fest]

I used to be so over-achieving when I was younger, but now I just feel like I cant do anywhere near as much. Its like after moving away from the trauma, even though I'm in a safer place now, I'm absolutely exhausted. While I was going through the abuse, I was able to achieve so much, and get everything done that I needed to and more. But now it seems like I've been weakened. I was capable of doing more, so how come I can't do it now?

Anyone else feeling this way?

[1anonyymous1]

everything is so much quieter at night and I love it

[dasnichtss]

But sometimes it gets too quiet and my head gets too loud

[aabotaab]

"are you okay" no can we change the topic before i start oversharing

[free-my-mindd]

- nitya prakash

[sa-dnesss]

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

[emotionalwords]

[rainywhispersblog-deactivated20]

[perfectquote]

“The worst part about being lied to is knowing that to that person, you weren’t worth the truth.”

— Unknown

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me