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PSA:

I AM NOT PRO-ANA.

I DO NOT SUPPORT OR ADVOCATE OR TRY TO ROMANTICIZE EATING DISORDERS.

I am 20 and have had an eating disorder since I was 12. and have been in recovery since i was about 14. I have had so many relapses and it is a difficult journey and i am currently relapsing, I am trying my best to be healthy of mind about it but it's hard.

Eating disorders are not trendy or quirky it is hell and an almost constant mental illness, that will stay with you for the longest time.

I am not advocating or trying to romanticize this disorder. I just want somewhere to express myself, and ideally talk to other people about it as I can talk to no one, and being alone with all this is the worst, i have no support, and i seek safety from myself online.

Please do not report or terminate my account, this is my only safe space. My account is only for me. Please dont take it away from me.

#proana #not pro ana just using tags #promia #proanamia #proana recipes #anorexia #ednos

I kno I've said I don't wanna fw laxatives but.... I found this low cal iced tea that gives me the full runs within an hour of downing it and it's only 12 calories per litre and it's delicious

OOP here I go

Gotta look skinny 4 tomorrow's costume party 🤪

#mine

I went to go buy new clothes and wow.... nothing fit I feel like a fucking whale I need to lose weight asap. I'm down to GW 1 now at least ? Hopefully at GW 2 buy next year

I made spaghetti n vegetarian meat balls total: 250 kcal bx I used slendier spaghetti I went hard with the meat balls and the parmesan to give it some more flavour and bc fuxk it

#food #mine

aepex

#style #inspo

I think I want to break up with my boyfriend I feel so bad about it. I don't want to hurt him. I really don't want to hurt him and slim so scared to be alone.

#mine #vent

And ijm gonna fast tomorrow.

I had a shit week and esp last 2 week's.

I didn't restrict as much as I usually do last week. And this week I ate terribly and bunged so bad last night.

I'm back at it now.

Bfast: egg white omelet + blueberries + 1/4 piece of toast = 120 kcal

Lunch: tofu + carrots and celery + miso soup = 150 kcal

Dinner: fake chicken wrap with lettuce and carrot = 300 kcal

Dessert: mini canoli + tea = 80 kcal

Total: 650.

AND after I was my face n brush teeth right now I'm gonna do my abs, then go for a long walk.

#mine

lunabruqa

♡ 96 Calorie Cookie Dough (single serving) ♡

--Disclaimer, this is NOT my photo. This is just a representation of what this could look like.--

☆INGREDIENTS☆

•COCONUT FLOUR 2 TBSP [45]

•UNSWEET ALMOND MILK 2 TBSP [8]

•UNSWEET APPLESAUCE 2 TBSP [8]

•1/2 TBSP CHOCOLATE CHIPS [35]

•3 DROPS VANILLA EXTRACT [0]

•3 DROPS ALMOND EXTRACT [0]

•2TBSP 0 CALORIE SUGAR [0]

♤ Directions ♤

▪In a small bowl add your coconut flour and make sure there are no lumps

▪Next in another bowl mix together applesauce, milk, extracts and sugar

▪Whisk those together until smooth

▪Now add wet ingredients into your coconut flour and begin to mix the dough together either with (clean) hands or a fork

▪If mixture isnt wet enough for you add teaspoon by teaspoon of more milk until the right consistency

▪Once adjusted to preference add in your chocolate chips and mix. Now taste test and add more 0 calorie sugar or extracts to your liking.

● I AM A CHEF SO COMMENT, PERSONAL MESSAGE OR ASK FOR ANY RECIPES YOUD LIKE. Stay safe and healthy everyone. ●

#recipe

backtothinner

130kcal for an ENTIRE chocolate cake

If you’ve already seen this recipe on MPA, it’s because I posted it there a while back. Anyway, here it is:

Ingredients

20g all-purpose flour (72.8)

10g cocoa powder (22.8)

2 egg whites (34)

40g allulose (14)*

Total Calories: 143.6kcal

*You can, of course, use zero-calorie sweetener if you’d like. The resulting cake will be 129.6kcal.

Instructions

Beat the egg whites to soft peaks and add in the allulose in 2-3 stages, mixing well between each addition. Continue to beat to form stiff peaks.

Fold in the flour and cocoa powder, being careful not to knock out too much air from the meringue.

Put the batter into a cake tin, flatten out the surface (or don’t and get an ugly cake), and bake in a preheated, 170˚C oven for 20 minutes.

Turn off the oven but leave the cake in there for 10 more minutes.

#recipe

angelskiez

Reblog if 3 or more apply to you!

You are 19+ years old

You are female

Bmi is around 18-29

Ultimate Goal weight is around 90-110lbs

Around 150-180lbs currently

Have a low weight of around 115-130lbs

Tried to recover but failed

In college

Likes thinspo

Likes recipies

Is 5'3 or taller

shes-becomingmoreherself

Wtf I’m all of these anyway hi^^

#lmao #all

Anyone wanna chat and be friends? I feel awful lonely lately

At work. Other girls lost more wieght than me.

Plus I feel so out of the loop lile everyone else is fruends and I'm just the weird girl that's just there.

I hate myself rn.

#mine

I just msgd a bunch of people at 5am.... Oh GOD..... will they know I'm drunk and insomniac and idk ???? JUDGE ME and thi n k I'm weird aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#bpd #I THINK #i CAN NEVER TELL TBH #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA