LolaMarie.xoxo

LolaMarie. Alias. 28. NYC. I write. I doodle. I scribble. I sing. I dance. I speak my mind. I love. I feel. I am.

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“Aunque tengas los ojos abierto, no significa que ves todo. Tienes que tener la mente y el corazon abierto tambien.”

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010415 4:36am

Maybe I push love away. Maybe I do attract it, but I’ve become so afraid of it, that without realizing it, I reject it. Maybe it’s time I own up to my fair share of disloyalty and forgive myself for it. Forgive those who have been disloyal to me.

Maybe it’s time I lose the fear of allowing others to see me at my most vulnerable. Letting one see such a sensitive side of me may allow me to receive the most genuine kind of love.

I will accept that no one is perfect and that people will make mistakes. I will learn to just say thank you after a compliment. I will learn to feel comfortable with looking pretty. I will wear red lipstick at not only 10pm, but 10am as well.

Did you know that when you work out a muscle, you are tearing it apart, so that it can heal bigger? I will teach my heart that to break, means to heal bigger and stronger. And though heartbreak is not what I seek, it may happen, more than once, but we’ll always heal.

I will learn to accept lust, infatuation, admiration, love. Take whatever it is, at that very moment, that my heart is feeling and bask in it. I will accept love from everyone, even from myself.

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Make a change, make it drastic.

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I was sketched, not perfectly, but thoughtfully. The artist who created me used quick long strokes, went over the edges quite a few times, leaving lines out of place, but who's to say they don't belong there. I am art. Ballerinas model their finesse after the way I stride. My breathing is a symphony orchestrated by Gods. I am art. I am woman. …and women are art. #LolaMariexoxo

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s/o to all of us w/ eczema, psoriasis, scars, stretch marks, acne, sores from picking and biting and scratching, discoloration, hyperpigmentation, or any type of skin that's considered "not pretty" we are beautiful

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Pt. I We’re given talents, each and every one different than someone else’s. Sometimes we allow the fact that we’re not the best keep those talents to ourselves. I’m super duper shy when it comes to my talents, and though I’m not the best out there, I’m kinda good and I felt like sharing. In a singing mood (because I can’t sleep). Please excuse the poor quality of video, I hate recording myself. 🎶India Arie- Ready For Love🎶

[wnq-writers]

I need to let go Of these memories. I will paint them In a canvas As if I was a painter And it’s the only way to release my feelings. I will write them in a blank page As if I was a writer hoping to find refuge, as the ink spread all over. I will sing it; every beat and note As if I was a singer and belting out lyrics, is a way to let go. I will inhale it like the air I breathe As if I was a human with no burden And I will exhale it like it’s no problem.

of these memories, a.n. (via wnq-writers)

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071515 217am

It’s 2:17am and I can’t stop thinking about you. The crazy thing is you wouldn’t believe me if I told you, but it’s true. For the past two days, since I’ve spoken your name, walking down Lincoln Road, you’ve popped into my head at least once an hour. I want to speak to you, but you have no intentions, and that upsets me more than you having bad intentions. That sounds so bad, but I’m being honest. Your smile has popped into my head, our conversations, the walks. The rain reminds me of our first kiss, fxck, our last kiss too.

2:24am, just as quickly as it took me to write this note, that you’ll never read, what you and I had was over.

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[fuckyeahrudyfrancisco]

The first time I heard my name in your mouth, the ground felt like a language I haven’t spoken in years. I forgot everything I knew about gravity.

Rudy Francisco, “Gravity” (via fuckyeahrudyfrancisco)

[lolamariexoxo]

Always, best if used by…

You said “always"… When did always come with an expiration date?

You said "whenever” But that came with restrictions.

You said “goodbye” It was for real that time.

[betterthankanyebitch]

i would never go back to work again :(

[kbaebitch]

Omg😍😭😭

[myhiphopmelody]

The babyyyy. 😩💕

[devildog357]

Ida called out that day

[coconutsheabutters-deactivated2]

Omfg I’d be stay at home mom forever after this. OMG so precious

[dorkygoodness]

Precious baby

[indigo-jayne-deactivated2015112]

The aches man.

[soft-souled]

I JUST DIED…. THE BUBBAAAAA

[quantmfate]

Wahhhhhh baby

[horusyounggod]

I can not have children… I’ll never work

[goldengrahamm-deactivated201907]

Ahhhhhh 😍😮

[lolamariexoxo]

Oh my goodness! 😍😍

[plumzeri]

My uterus has problems

[runninginyellow]

accuracy.

[pussy-and-pizzza-x-deactivated2]

This is literally the funniest shit I’ve seen all day

[lolamariexoxo]

…temperamental bitch she is.

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"I am looking for a poem that says everything, so I don't have to write anymore." --Tukaram #IAmThatPoem

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Neil Hilborn's OCD just became the first slam performance ever to top 9,000,000 views on YouTube! Congratulations Neil! Keep an eye out in the next couple weeks for some exciting announcements regarding his debut full-length collection of poetry, OUR NUMBERED DAYS, coming out this spring (and check out his chapbook in the meantime)!

[lolamariexoxo]

😍😍

[lolamariexoxo]

Please understand that being compared to your favorite piece of literature is a compliment like none other, but know that I am not a book you can open and close for entertainment. I am not a pastime. I am a poem, I am your favorite haiku, short and sweet. And though your knees are shaking and your palms are sweaty, I am your favorite poem recited before a crowd. #LolaMariexoxo